like I've always felt like I've been a leader within the room even when I was younger um and not to say that like I was always the captain or I was always vocal but um just living my life the right way um but I'm AB I'm ready for this I'm ready for this I mean year five man you have to be ready by now like what's the point of coming back if you're not going to play what's the point of coming back if you're just going to sit there and watch something happen um