can I ask you a relationship question yes well I two um oh [ __ ] uh o h boy I am so sorry that's your girlfriend no I have your baby was born no I have um Zoom therapy right now what the [ __ ] [ __ ] you want to do it now is it okay if I H on that [ __ ] God damn this I'm if I don't I'm going to get like in trouble all right it says that she's um hi how's it going hi Stephen good how are you is now a good time to talk um yeah okay how you doing today uh I'm I'm okay all right um well just to recap the last we spoke um you were talking about feeling like you wanted to kill a lot of people are are you still feeling that way uh let me just grab my airpods