it's not something you usually get in your home stadium but um Phillies Phillies fans they they travel travel deep and they were here today and I definitely HT them sometimes it's harder to get the adrenaline which is a non-safe situation but I guess that wasn't the case here because of who you're facing maybe um no um no I needed to needed to get through that inning today cuz we needed to win um we played a really good ball game um you know last night was one of those ones you you fight hard to get back in it and then you know I think the r kind of slows down so um to come out today and get get back on the board and get a win um that's kind of that's where I was today I mean that's why I was so unfortunate I mean fortunate that it was wasn't a safe situation but um I still got a job to do and that's that's the finish the game and uh get get us in here and go home you have you're down three starters now with you know with bradish and then Danny and Danny's how difficult has this stretch been for the club well I think anytime you have guys that are I wouldn't say penciled in but we we view them as big parts of this team and success of this team um I think you step back and you're like man this is going to be tough um but at the same time in the game of baseball there's always guys who you know when things like that happen opportunities open up for other guys um guys start getting getting to pitch in situations they haven't and uh you get really get to see uh what guys are made of and and if you know we have enough here if we have to go get anything else um I think I think that's that's a question that a lot of people when you do start having guys come down um going going down is uh are we going to you know be able to keep it rolling or or do we need to get more um I think I think as long as we go out there and keep on playing good ball I think all those questions will answer themselves the perception that you got from the Philadelphia fans I mean when you realize how many of them were here was that about what you expected when you when you came in the last two minutes um yeah I mean I was in Philadelphia all last year so I I knew that the fans were would travel um especially being so close and uh I figured I'd get a get a nice reception as well