what were you thinking tonight watching them go through the entire human emotional experience I was thinking I hope he doesn't get injured I felt responsible sometimes I can't tell at all what's going on in that head of yours and I really don't know your noise this yet well when you wonder ask me okay I will I thought I just did why do you love me why do you love me Sheri can I come in and watch TV in just a minute just for a few minutes buddy [Applause] hang in there okay he's not going anywhere I know can we talk about something else I don't think so I'm incapable of small talk but that's why you love me right [Music] I want you to know I'm about personal attention this is my life I'm Available to You 24 hours a day I'm in my office now you call me anytime I'll be in Phoenix tomorrow for Monday Night Football you know I could be in Indiana by 11:30 Tuesday morning just give me 20 minutes I'm here I'm not asking for an answer now why why don't you I'll call you tomorrow you just enjoyed the rest of your day and tell Douglas I said hello would you please all right thank you same to you Marilyn bye-bye Indiana Tuesday I'll be there it's my fault what it's not fair to you this whole thing here tell me let me help I took advantage of you and the worst of it is that I'm not alone I did this with a kid I was just on some wild ride where I thought that that I was in love enough for both of us I pretended that proposal by the car was was real and it might have just been a hypothetical I did this and at least I can do something about it now I'm not a guy who runs I stick well I don't need you to stick what do you want I don't know my soul or something well why not I deserve that what if I'm not built that way I think we made a mistake listen what if it's true it's great at friendship bad at intimacy I mean come on it's the theme my bachelor film for God's sake I know I watched it I sort of know it by heart I don't like to give up please Jer my need to make the best of things and your need to be responsible if one of us doesn't say something about it now we could lose 10 years being polite let's just call this next road trip what it really is a nice long break what about Ray well you'll be friends friends yeah friends of course you'll be friends I'll take him to the zoo so this break is a break up that's come on Jerry you know this isn't easy for me on the surface everything looks fine I've got this great guy and he loves my kid and he sure does like me a lot and I can't live like that that it's not how I'm built she's got [Music] secret where everything you want we're everything you [Music] need we always stay a me in miles [Music] away if this is empty this doesn't matter [Music] it was just a mission St [Music]