I must say thank you I'm must say thank you to every voice every opinion all the Care all the love and the support out there is your your words turn into to arms and it held me up when when I try to fall back um that hurt hurt a lot you know what I'm talking about it hurt a whole lot um I blame myself for not being mentally prepared for a let down and for just automatically mentally putting myself in that position like somebody told me that was my position so I blame myself for that but I thought that was nothing you know I thought that was nothing better than that that that spot in that stage in that platform in my city and um so it hurt h lot um but y'all y'all are [ __ ] amazing it made me feel like [ __ ] not getting this this opportunity and when I felt like [ __ ] you guys reminded me that I ain't [ __ ] without y'all and and that's an amazing reality so like I said it broke me and I'm just trying to put me back together but my God have you all helped me thanks to all my peers my friends my family my homies on Sports television everybody repping me I really appreciate that I really do I feel like I let all of y'all down by not getting that opportunity but I'm working on me and I'm working so thank you