How To Find Inner Peace: Jocelyne Ranucci's Spiritual Journey (Part 1) | FitForJoy.org

[Music] hello everyone this is another freedom to F conversation and my guest today is Joselyn MOSI she's an author guide in business woman she wrote the book from childhood to christh a journey into Universal Divine Consciousness so this is my brief introduction to Joseline I know her already I feel like I know more I know her more than she thinks I do it's more of the the spiritual energies and messages that really caught my attention in her work so the for by will be at the end of this video but my first question we'll be discussing a lot here about her book and the guided questions that I have here but the first question that I have for you jelina it's um it's a different one for some reason um what inspires you to to do this this recording to have this conversation with me besides my invitation oh it's a very strong uh inner um will inner desire to really share the message that uh we are powerful being and that we can change ourself and change our life and change the world that we are more than what we think we are and so I I feel very strong to share that because you know the world is not in a very good place right now there is a lot of suffering a lot of violence a lot of anger and I strongly believe that it doesn't have to be like that doesn't mean it have to be perfect and everything but it doesn't have to be like that the human being is more than than just what we appear to be and so I want to share that I want to share that we don't have to live in fear we don't have to live in anger and and word we have the power to change that that whether we do it or not that's another story but we have the power and so that's I feel very strong because you know I wrote the book several years ago and then I I got CAU into business you know and the business kind of took over my life and now I am at this stage of my life where uh the business is behind me and I want to go back to to share spirituality and uh you know my message and uh send the energy I can send out and see whoever catches it yes I did yeah thank you so much I guess that's a good time to ask you the question about spirituality is that how you Define spirituality finding uncovering the power within yes I think spirituality has to do with selfawareness and self-awareness is uh finding out who you are you know within your own self and and then apply that in your behavior and well you don't even have to apply it in a way because then it becomes you so you know so be what you discover and then um apply it in a way to uh to to life to everyday life I believe that spirituality is to be lived you know in the day-to-day life and and uh is not something that you experience out there you know it's right here is right here oh I love that it sounds almost like um you know guided meditation listening to these messages it's very familiar to me but it it seems it feels like the body needs to hear that over and over again the Mind Mind Body they need to be REM they needed to remember that way back you know what it feels to be peaceful yes that's what you you're talking I was just kind of um yeah almost having this moment of meditation oh nice yeah it's beautiful so let me go to the guided questions talk to me about the title of the book from childhood to christh a journey into Universal Divine Consciousness breaking into uh two parts there interesting too why from childhood to christh okay so from childhood to christh you know I'm I'm not sure Christ hood is a real world or if I made it up but uh if I made it up it's the attainment of of Christ Consciousness that's what I mean by it but it sounded good you know from childhood to Christ yeahyes yeah and so um you know I believe all of us on on Earth we are in the school of life we are here in school and you know we are like children and we have to learn about life about ourself who we are and all of that that's why we come to to uh Earth uh as and also to experience you know the the senses and all of that so we are all children and we are here to learn and eventually we grow into Christ hoods like we we we um graduate to the school of life on Earth and by Christ you know Christ mean Enlightenment to to to reach a consciousness of Enlightenment so that's for me is a journey of mankind to to find their way from childhood into christh Hood into Enlightenment so that's that's the title and then um uh the subtitle journey into Universal Divine conscious so um I uh I I think I believe that we all come from the same energy a cosmic energy um I don't even know exactly the name but whatever I think we we come from that same creative force all of us not only us everything the animal the elemental we all come from the same thing but we just vibrate differently and so that for me that energy is within us is within is a core of of who we are is the core of our cell and all of that so in a sense for me my title mean the journey into Universal Divine Consciousness is a journey within because that Consciousness is within us we just forgot about it yeah so we talked about this before jasine but by email and just now I realized that we talked about Truth uh plural in the plural form so talk to me for a moment about that would you would you say that there are many truth or there is just one fundamental truth when it comes to spirituality in Consciousness well um what I think is that they might be only one troop a deeper Troop you know but the truth goes according to our Consciousness so what we find true today you know because this is where we are in our Consciousness and we understand that it tomorrow might not be our truth anymore doesn't mean it's not true today because you can only live and understand in the con iess that you have reached at the moment you know so for instance let's say that if I was to write my book today it will be the same truth but in a different manner because obviously I have evolved and there are things that have change it doesn't lessen at all the value of what I I wrote or what I said but there is an evolution which change and so it never ends I don't think I don't know you know but but so I think truth you know we all have our own truth even in the real world you know to people say no that's the truth and somebody say no that's not the truth because we all are within our Consciousness so there are many truths in a in a way but there is only one in the end yes you answer my question yeah in a sense of um there are many expressions of Consciousness many individual expressions of God but there's just one God yeah if you want that's it and only can be true to you what at the moment where you are at the moment you know and so it's true right it depending on the level of understanding right what we have learned and experienced yes exactly yeah there's one quote in your book that you do talk about that we can only actually know for sure when we have experienced something we cannot really take truth from somebody else's experience no that's what I believe you have to it's it's an inner process you have to leave your you have to almost digest it it has to become a part of you and so you know that doesn't like you receive truth all the time I mean truth you know message from a book from and it's all it's all very good good but the as long as it doesn't come through your being and you know you actually become that truth then is not your truth really it's just something that you know or you learn that sounds good to you but until you really process it is not really yours yes yes yes it really resonates true again what you're saying and that goes to your own journey and that's why you Define spirituality as being having access to this power within because you have done that in your life yes um I know your story where you come from and what you are who you are today so your expression today of body mind it's I can just assume but it's very different right than it was 30 years ago 40 years ago my goodness yes I am a different person within you mean know I uh I'm I'm I'm not the same person for sure yeah that's truly beautiful jeline and um one of the questions that I ask often is why do some of us go through suffering deep suffering as I have you have and so many have and we we decide to change you know we just take that suffering and transform it into something else and some people not able to do that I can see them going through suffering and they feel stuck and they stay there until they lose the body how do you make sense of that they're not ready they're not ready everybody is at you know and we we don't know I mean you know when you come into life do you have like a goal okay in this lifetime I'm going to achieve this or achieve that you know and so I think sometime they're not ready sometime they don't know they can sometime they are comfortable where they are they don't want really to change you know they don't want take responsibility and I will also say that it's very hard it's a very very hard journey so some people are just not ready or they they do a little bit you know and maybe another time they'll do a little bit more so you know it is what it is yeah so it is a a mystery in a way and I do see a lot of people trying to help others while suffering and you know sometimes it happens sometimes doesn't and we also know that a lot of people are doing so much beautiful healing spiritual work in this world today in this reality and we still see a lot of suffering a lot of violence and Injustice yes well you know yes for sure but step by step and and also you know you cannot really you cannot alleviate somebody else suffering in a way you know people have to do their own Journey so you can you can share you know but in the end of the day people have to find their own truth and so imagine how many billion of people on the Earth and you know maybe that's why we are all on Earth you know if there are parallel worlds maybe there are world where people are more advanced here obviously we are very slow learner yeah it feel that way yeah yeah slow here yeah that's a good point and you know What I Hear on uh being a student of vant um ADV vant non Duality I I hear a lot of this you know this a manifestation of the self of the Soul it goes on to different bodies and different worlds you know but it always ends so that's why I'm highly interested in fundamental truth what is the you know the truth that can kind of hold its power in any reality within anybody it's still there even when I'm Dreaming if I can know that I'm Dreaming then it it can change everything because a lot of times I have lucid dreams where I'm Dreaming I know I'm Dreaming it's not something I'm not unconscious about it so this is a different conversation so let me go back to my um guided questions so I think you explained why why you wrote the book and the importance of the message I think we are good with that question uh what brought you to the journey do you want to go into um why you you embarked in in this healing journey in this you know the depth of yourself jeline do you want to tap into that a little bit I know we talked on audio interviews but never on video well uh you know as I explained to you uh before I I uh um I was raised by the by a a malignant narcissist mother so I was very d emotionally and mentally because uh you know uh my musle always put me down I uh I she was not loving uh she was even my cavic in know way of dealing with me so it's very difficult um emotionally and and mentally when you are ra by somebody like that because the line between reality and not and and naughty is very slim so I was a very very very wounded person and uh I uh you know and I don't have to tell you that you repeat those patterns so I kept everything in my life was abusive one way another I was a sort of a victim but I had a a very strong feeling inside of me that that was not real that was not true so I was I was always in um I was suffering and I was always in Duality since very very young you know I did not know about spirituality or anything like that so since very very young I try to understand I try to you know I search I I had this strength and so I really started the journey little by little as I was uh introduced to to spirituality to philosophy to all of that and step by step I understood that you know in order to change that suffering I have to I had to go within he had to come from me nobody is not going to come from some somebody else so little by little I I I I I started the journey and I went deeper deeper into the journey and so basically you know it was to escape suffering to to to not at at first it was not to become enlightened or anything like that no it was just I need I need response I need to know and I I I cannot live on like that and with so much suffering so but because I I was a very disturbed uh person very very disturbed and uh you know um some part of me knew that that was not me you know wow that's another Power powerful Insight you see knowing the difference between what's real and what's not real or what's half real right jeline I would say the relative reality in knowing what's fundamentally real that's a big big Point insight and and I think also is um you know some people call it it as a mystical experience when we see that almost almost like um we clearly see the difference and that changes everything I do see this reality as a body mind and you know me you talking right now and all this as a relative reality it's not the whole truth as we know there's a lot more here and a lot more in a sense of you know being one everything's connected there's um the infinite it's happening right now although we are now we are just aware of the finite of what what ends so that's why I keep that practice in mind every day just looking at everything as if Through The Eyes of the infinite I know that I am complete already I am what I'm looking for so that changes everything that's my Mantra and that's what resonate when you talk to you know when you tell your story and your book and your messages that's exactly what the message is yeah this is not the whole truth so do not believe it exactly you see no no it's good the way you say it this is don't believe it because this is not really the truth so go go and find the truth it's it's available to you if you want to to find it yes that has a lot to do with ending or Lessing suffering right jeline that really really works though I know the body it's still going through a lot of processes here that you know healing processes the mind too but there's something about uh the level of suffering it just kind of diminishes incredibly you don't really you don't you don't react to things the way the same way I used to I was the same thing I come from trauma too you you get to to get to that place and you know at first my you know at first is not so easy he not like say oh I'm going to do that and no you have to you have to clean up to clean up all the the the the webs you know the spider web inside of you and and and then you get to and so it's like it's it's a process you know the more you clean up and you know you have little life is get a little bit better you feel a little bit better and and you go on and on and on and you know I'm not finished you know yeah right it goes on but it gets easier after a while you know yes yes yes yes yeah a billion times to that yeah so-called journey of the body mind right in this reality and then uh the next question has to do with change do you believe people can change because it is believed that people don't change we talked about this earlier about you know those who change and those who don't and then the question is not even why we change and why we don't change we don't make that that decision we don't don't choose to change but do you believe that if everyone decided to change they could change at this level that you have changed yes maybe not right now you know but yes yes I do believe that you know if if yes because this is the power we have in us we are that uh magnificent energy is within us so it's it's there for everybody everybody you know so I I do believe that yes and and um I know that your message and what you've been through it has everything to do with healing and then spiritual insights it's very much a spiritual message I know you don't talk much about healing techniques you know like meditation and doing therapy and all that do you uh do you connect this idea of healing the concept of healing to actually spiritual growth what we are doing is not really healing we are growing spiritually yes well you yes yes but it's healing too as you grow spiritually you heal you know you heal all those false belief or all those negative thought those and you know you're not conscious of of any of that so it's the same thing spiritual CR and healing you know for me it's the same thing yes that's what I how I feel yeah spir healing spirituality they're not different and then the other question is what advice would you give to someone starting on their Journey if they starting right now they're listening and watching us and they they don't know and they asking the question to themselves how do I begin what would you suggest well uh you know first I will suggest to be true to yourself you know what are your intention to to engage on on whatever this journey and as the question you know uh you need to take the time you need to quiet the mind because if your mind is all over the place so at some level it has to become some sort of a priority you know in your life no meaning okay you're going to live all if you have a married or children you're not but you know you you're going to have to say okay you know I want to better understand myself so I need to give me the space and the time to do that and then you know you need to to to kind of stick with it because you you you are going to need to quiet yourself and you know because to go on meditation so so what are your intention and you know ask a question but be careful what question you ask because if you get the answer then you have you have to deal with the answer so you know and be patient and be uh kind to yourself because a lot of thing are going to come up that might be painful you know so be be be kind to yourself and uh you know do it that's really you know go ahead and do it yeah that's a beautiful uh suggestion I love the um the piece of the intention of course that's very important because in the questions asking questions but then the commitment I love that you you talked about prioritizing that has to do with decision and commitment yes so that's crucial with yes yeah you know don't expect because you want something and you ask the question is going to happen no no you know that's just is the it's it's it's just the first step yes because you know as you go to the journey within for selfawareness and self- realization whatever call it then you get initiation you know along the way so is like life almost participate to your Revolution or your change because say oh I understand that I really do and so life is going to put you in circumstances that are going to manifest that and and so it's really it's it's a it's a beautiful process and it's sometime it's amazing you know what you feel what you live what you experience but you know it takes time so you you really need to love yourself throughout the you know like to be honest me I did not always love myself throughout the process you know and so if I would have to say to somebody try to love yourself throughout the process that's a big one I remember that for me was forgiveness I know that's the next question you mention forgiveness I remember going through the processes of yeah First Acceptance and then forgiveness and then self-love and then kindness became a practice then these days what I I ask for always is the truth I want understanding I I don't ask for Less suffering or less pain I always ask for the truth you know I want to see I want an understanding I wanted to see what's behind this and because I see a lot of suffering around me my own family my husband sometimes so I always try to go I want to go beyond what I see you know with my eyes and what I even what the feelings what I I'm feeling I want to transcend that and go straight to the truth so what what is all this about you know this unnecessary suffering and then the answer is they always always come to me ah in a very powerful way it goes back to acceptance again there there are some things that we can't change so I just kind of uh H I just learned to go back to that place of peace let the body kind of rest there again there is so much you know that you need because there is so much in you because you carry it depends what what are you believe but like let's say that you carry within you what you know you've get what I call the spiritual DNA everything is there maybe from past life you know from this life um who knows if it's past life how many life you know you you live and then if you believe that we are here and there and everywhere at the same time you know you you almost carry future life for the future so it's it's humongous the the the memory that exist with within you so you know uh I really I don't have the the solution but I think it's it's really deep so for me just deal with today you know and and and what is your truth today and how you are uh true to your truth today that's important you know to be true to your truth and and just uh and move on because what we come back to the original question what is the truth you know the truth for you the truth for me is might be completely different you know yes today you know so that's uh you know and it and nobody really knows the truth we don't really know I mean sometime in meditation you you feel something and you know it's true to you now you feel it in your heart you feel it in your body in your belly you know and so that's when you assimilate it and that is your truth today you know um but it's it's very personal yes yes it goes from experience to experience individualized experience you're right yes yes I love that you know what is the truth for today in this moment right I usually ask that way and a lot of times to do nothing just to be at peace to accept whatever is happening it's not really it doesn't require an action I noticed that too it just stay quiet and that's not easy to do uh to stay at peace not to do anything about it well you know what I feel is like most people most of us we constantly react to to life to sing you know we are in in all we think we are acting we think we know what we're doing but in truth we not we we are in reaction of a cause and and we react to all the time so the journey within you know the deeper you go the deeper you become your true self your own self you have self awareness then you get into a life you know where you don't really react because the you the button are not really pushed anymore so you don't relax so you you look at every situ differently you see and the moment you don't react then you have the choice to act or not act you know but as long as you are in in that um you know like the amster like that you know then you you react react react rect you think you have choice you think you know what you're doing but you know you you just like automatic it's automatic you know so that's that's a very very big difference in in Behavior yes yeah especially for people like myself I used to be very much you know in the residues is still here very much people's pleaser you know was trying to please everybody and be kind and be nice to everyone and never whatever the people said especially people close to me then I would always react in a way to please them to help them to listen to to them to be there for them somehow and then I noticed that now I'm still here I still do that with my husband too when he's he gets upset about something and then I feel like this urge to do something about it to try to nurture him you know to solve the problem so he doesn't it it doesn't stay upset anymore he goes back to peace again and I noticed it doesn't work it really doesn't so the more he the more I react to his reaction the worse the situation becomes in a way there there's no peace really both of us are just kind of spinning and I've been trying to change their behavior and becoming just kind of listening to him even if he's kind of going off just stay quiet and just listening and listen ah but it's so it's not easy though that's an interesting practice what he just said is just not easy well you know I I I believe believe that whatever you experience even through somebody else is about you it's is never about the other person it seems to be about the other person you know when I was young I couldn't understand I thought everybody was wrong but me I was like P perplex then I realize no no everybody might be wrong but I'm wrong too so when when when um when you experience something like a behavior you know like you become aware like you are now aware and uh so you say okay you know this person is going to do that to me usually I respond like that it does not work so I'm not going to respond like that but then you find out it really does not work because it doesn't last it doesn't last so you see that's why the journey to me to me the journey within is very important because when you do the journey with in for instance about something like that behavior the change that happen so you you you know you go within say okay why do I react like that why do I try to fix it or whatever it is doesn't matter you know and so you you go deep within you and then you have a realization or because you know whatever it is doesn't matter and so then you know you work with whatever I call the Divine tools whatever Divine tool works with is for you God or the the ray or energy whatever and you you you accept that within you and you say okay I'm going to let that go I'm going to clean that I'm going to release that this is not part of me anymore is not part of my energy and so you do your own trip everybody has their own way so to me what happened then is that you are changing at a cellular uh level so you are changing within so that when the same circumstance happen you're just not going to react because it's not there in in you anymore you don't have to think oh no I'm not going to say that because no it's not going to happen you might even be surprised you say oh my God I I did not say that I did not react like that that's wonderful because you see the the change is within and so it's it's that's it it doesn't exist that Consciousness doesn't exist anymore whatever always make you react a certain way because you realized it you you transmute it it's is not there anymore that's the difference and that's why that that work is is so you know because you you transform it's a metamorphose metam MOS little by little by little by little and so you know is what I say life is made of little moment not of big moment a lot of so you know so you do that work you know why am I like that why am I supposed you know because if you have a question that mean you are not compliant to it you don't want something so the question is always you never the other the other is just there to show you and then when you change the other is is not going to act like that either because there's no no reason so sometime a lot of people move in and out of your life and that's okay or they stay in your life but the the whole the old thing is different right you know yeah I noticed that yeah the more I go deeper trying to change that at the cellular level what comes up is Injustice so there's something in me that I don't know if it is from past lives whatever it is that does not appreciate Injustice unfairness like seeing somebody hurt a child and an innocent child or an animal it always comes up this um you know the body mind they be they stir up they just become unsettled in the presence of unkindness too yeah so but I don't think we can change that right rosin because I don't want to become a psychopath and not feel anything no no no no no no is is is not about not feel at the contrary you you is not that but you also realize that each person has their own own Journey right so that person you know what you did is not right you don't hurt the animal but you know you you have a choice maybe now you don't understand maybe now we have to put you away because you are dangerous but event that person has the same somewhere the same energy that person can shine so you see but of course you know you you see suffering and it hurts it's painful you know but you cannot take it in because it's not really your it's your journey because we are one but you know you I think it's very difficult and very important to recognize that the Divine is in you know this everybody has the same power nobody is special yes nobody is special it's just some people are very astray what the word you know they really far in the in the darkness over there right you know some people are gone yes yes yes you know and and uh and so you know but it's uh and and you know right now it's really bad yeah so that's another very important sight of not taking everything in I think it has to do with impath right people who kind of they are open they are open to energies and they are not really it is my case that I'm not afraid of energies and I'm always open to everything even the darkness I'm not trying to hide from anything and it's that's not easy because sometimes you know the body in mind will respond or react in a way that doesn't feel feels good but I know it's also part of that and I got that message from somebody I did um it was an energy healing with a head with the somebody about two years ago and she said exactly that to me why are you looking for that's not your life you know what's happening out there it's uh she said in different words but basically she said that I was going into somebody um what are you what are you searching it seems like you're going into people's um underwear let's say you know you're just going into their why you searching there you can't do that you're just gonna get hurt see it's you you know it doesn't mean you don't care but it's it's it's it's about you and the other one has the same possibility they have to make their own choice I know it sounds harsh to say that but it's it's not you know and uh um you have to be careful with you put your attention because you know if you let's say if you watch the news and you watch the news and you know it's a lot and you you are energizing this because you put so much attention into it if you go back and instead of let's say for you know for place in on war you know and instead of focusing on the war focus on the peace yes you know like Focus you know is not that you you don't care about the war of course you care you you care for those people but what you going to do so don't put your attention there put your attention on the piece and and and visualize the peace and visualize the people at PE you know like in movies sometime uh they they go and and uh so something is destroyed and it goes and they they it you know in the movie they do that so you know do that see see the place all rebuilt and beautiful and the people happy and you know we have that power to to to to shift thing but if you if you always put your attention in the negative then you you you make it bigger you you strength strength to him it ah I mean I don't know that's what I think yeah yeah it feels that way it it does feel that that way jasine yeah every time I try to help my husband every time something that he does gets upset about something I just I try to help him in every way emotionally too then it seems like it becomes bigger yeah he becomes even more upset you know your job is just to be the best person you can be and and and share that with people you know and and that by example you know is like oh well you know Valeria look at her she's always at peace she you know how does she does that and people want to be like you yeah that makes a lot of sense it's it's also true that um we should kind of be able I don't know if we have that choice I don't believe I it seems like we have a little Choice here in moving around here in this dance of Consciousness but I don't know how much choice we have um I would love to have the choice of staying away from people who are always let's say unstable conflicted confused you know and um people who are not in the in a spiritual path I think that's what I'm trying to get really if they are not on the path of spirituality then it's so much harder to be around them don't you don't you find find that to be true jasine well yes yes I know because you know you have a lot of people that might may be spiritual and they are beautiful people you know everybody is is different but you know uh if you are surrounded by people that are offensive to you in some way by the behavior first go away don't stay with them you know and uh but if you are with them don't be suck into their world so I I'll say you know I mean I I've been you know with toxic people all my life life because that's all I could attract people that were going to hurt me when when another CU that's all I knew so but now I don't I don't want that anymore you know so you do have choice to choose who you put in your life but sometime you can be put with somebody just because they need to learn from you yeah I love that you know that's another beautiful message about energizing something you make it bigger then you make more real than it really is that's another beautiful message um I mean you have so many we almost at the end of this interview and I know I have not asked all the questions I have not even half of the questions that's okay we do it but I want to ask you this one because this I think has to do with the topic that we have been you know kind of diving in the reaction and forgiveness reacting to what is happening how we react to that and now the choices we have and the role of forgiveness so talk to me about why forgiveness is so important but going deeper a little bit why is is that more difficult to forgive ourselves than to forgive the ones were have hurt us in some way well why I I I don't know uh exactly you know because everything about you is is yeah because you know once you realize uh the the wrong you've done sometime because sometime you did not realize and then he comes up you know you forgiveness is important because it's a source of a lot of negative feeling you know resentment shame guilt uh you know it's it's this amalgam of feeling so when you start forgiving you release all of that you know but once you know when it comes to you and and you are shown or you you get an understanding ing of what you did wrong you know then all those feeling they they come too but towards you you know so it's it's uh it's diffic it's you have to be very uh honest and look at you without the the veil you know the the mask and wow you know it can be very hard but once you release that you know then it's it's the only way you can really be free or start start really go to be able to go deeper because uh you know we carry so much sometime you you might even have a lot of resentment of anger you're not even aware right you you're not even aware that you carry that you know but then it's affecting every of your reaction and your interaction and everything and remember if we are energy that's the energy we put out all the time all the time so when you change you know the energy you put out is also different so you you can be somebody very angry very resentful and you don't even realize you are that person so when you go deep and you realize everything you did and done and say and how you it's a lot to forgive and it's difficult hurt yes wow so this platform is titled the freedom to feel and that happened because I interview so many people here about emotional healing and most of them are psychologists they are scientists and also spiritual teachers but I think I got this the inspiration from psychologists they kept saying that you know it's important to feel your feelings Freedom comes from let letting your feelings your emotions flow and just be yes and that just inspired me personally of course to do more of the work that I have been already doing but also this platform but I know that we all have different meanings you know we assign different meanings to certain Concepts such as Freedom so what is freedom to you I I'm sure I asked you this question before but for this platform for this interview I I wanted to have it here so what is your understanding of Freedom as of this moment well for me freedom is is freedom within me of all those negative emotion that I I I had and that really were leading my life you know so for me freedom is to get as close as close as possible of my true self so that I I am you know pure it might be a big word but you know I am uh Li um what what word I want to use I don't know but you know freedom from all the the garbage in your head all those S you know s form that you know freedom from being egocentric from your ego from that's freedom for me you know that's uh Liberation it that's all I care I care to to be there you know that's why I started my journey and that's why I'm not leaving the journey you know because if you know you you may appear to be happy but the thing is in your head what's going on in your head what do you feel what are those feeling and talking about you know a freedom to feel what you feel I forgot what you said it's it's important to accept your feeling like you know in in the process if you are sad you sad and that's okay you know if it's okay to to know yourself to to accept who you are fully The Good The Bad fully ah yes a billion times everything you said in a very powerful way I do want to ask you another question are you planning to become um or to offer coaching sessions and put yourself out there as a guide as a spiritual guide honestly no not yet not yet I'm hoping to hear like not yet honestly uh as I said you know I mean I want to be honest in the book I sh I in the book I share my experience and um you know if I I am happy to to share you know like that we we do a podcast and I'm trying to write the second uh leg of my book it's very slow process right now but hopefully I have some time ahead of me and I'll do it I I don't I I I really don't want to teach and go and I I might be wrong maybe then something is going to happen and I'm going to have to do that but that's not my goal right now my goal is to um you know as I say you know now I don't the business is behind me and if I if I can speak like that and share and you know my book is out there yeah and uh that's all I'm doing now and we take it a day at a time yeah yes yes yeah again going back to being true to what is true right in the moment yeah that's not here yet thank you so much again for your presence Joseline thank you this reality in my life thank you so we'll talk soon take good care of yourself for now again okay bye [Music]