think that with me visualizing became a normal thing and I never really knew that I had really a very special ability to visualize and to connect the dots to say to myself well if I can see it then and I can make it a reality so for me the vision became a reality so it was only then a matter of following through with the work to get there work your ass off because every single time when I had a vision about anything yeah I had to work my ass off but it was pleasure yeah see that is the great thing when you go to work and you know exactly why you're working then it becomes fun mhm a challenge mhm it's entertaining sometimes