um and we approached the the scenes you know you know as well as I do there's nothing inate about filming a sex scene on a movie set there's a room full of people watching you so it's like it's not we just wanted to make it as touching and as real and as you know as natural as we possibly could I I I kind of look at this movie and I think if I wasn't in the movie and I saw this movie might want to be in it do that Mak sense um it's just I it's the kind of films I I want to see I want to make I want to be out there I they're challenging but they're I hopefully incredibly accessible because they're movies I mean the mov is I understand them I wanted hopefully to let the audience at the end of it with a sort of uh um idea of self who are we when we are alone and who are we looking for who do we want decide us no matter who you are are you an her addict living in Mexico City which by the way is a Mexico City that exist in the mind of the character or you love a man you love a woman whoever you love who are you when you are alone in that bed and you are left with the feeling of how uh you have felt for someone else