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one Silent Night Romeo family romance book n written by Jennifer Youngblood narrated by Lisa valini chapter 1 if you could just put aside your hurt pride and look at this rationally you'll see that I'm right Aiden needs to be with his grandparents this Christmas an inferno of heat flushed over Noel's cheeks as she tightened her grip on the handle of the shopping buggy hurt Pride her voice Rose to a screech did you really just say that to me her Outburst caught the attention of a woman walking past in the aisle Noel offered a tight smile to the wide-eyed woman before lowering her voice her words spilling out in guttural bursts through clenched teeth after everything that your son has done to me I can assure you daddy that this goes way beyond hurt Pride she reached for a box of pasta and plunked it into the buggy her pulse was roaring like a jet engine propeller against her temples is it so wrong of me to want to have my only grandson with me this Christmas Do's voice held a wounded tremble Noel rolled her eyes her former mother-in-law was a master at playing the Martyr to get her way well it wouldn't work this time Noel sucked in a breath willing herself to calm down we've been over this a dozen times Aiden and I went to Atlanta for Thanksgiving and we're spending Christmas here with my aunt and her kids Noel hoped the finality in her tone would get the message through Do's thick skull Thanksgiving had been brutal her ex-husband Kyle had the nerve to bring his latest Conquest to the Gathering Tiffany Wade a 20-year-old bombshell actress who was 10 years younger than Kyle Noel had to watch him pawing all over the naive Bubblehead while picking at her turkey which was bone dry and tasteless Kyle's affair with Tiffany had been the last straw in a long line of betrayals it was what gave Noel the impetus to dump his butt and move back to Franklin I have an idea let a go with us to tybe Island for Christmas and you can stay there and spend time with your aunt and her family Do's voice was cashmere soft no that won't work I'm spending Christmas with my son Noel countered as she looked at Aiden's Chestnut curls bouncing in sink with his movements as he skipped along staying a handful of steps in front of the shopping buggy and at 5 years old Aiden was a bundle of energy Noel couldn't take her eyes off him for one second without fear of him getting into something he glanced back over his shoulder can we get some popsicles his dark eyes lit with eagerness Aiden was the spitting image of his father Kyle with his wide smile and curly locks there was a cute smattering of freckles splashed across his nose and he was missing one of his front baby teeth it was the first one that had fallen out Noel nodded as she moved the phone away from her mouth if you're good he threw her such an adorable cherubic smile that Noel couldn't help but grin it's a good thing you're cute you little stinker he'd already caused her grief today is that Aiden doy asked put him on the phone we're in the grocery store Noel countered I don't understand why you felt the need to move so far away doy sulked how many times was Noel going to have to keep repeating the same conversation Franklin is my home it's where I grew up Do's voice grew pleading your home is here with us if you could just give Kyle another chance a chal rose in Noel's throat I've given him plenty of chances if Kyle were here she'd punch him in the nose and then kick him in the groin this thing with that kid actress is a passing fancy doy spouted Kyle is just going through a rough spot really Noel hurled out through clenched teeth what was his excuse for the other Affairs the that that's not fair doy blustered as her words rushed out I knew it was a mistake for you to go to work if only you'd been home more cooked regular dinners paid attention to Kyle's needs a disbelieving laugh Rose in Noel's throat says the woman who lives off of takeout doy was delusional no wonder Kyle was such a putts he'd been coddled his entire life Noel was getting disgusted and weary with this ridiculous phone call what about her needs doy never even considered that Noel might have feelings what about commitment love Fidelity the only reason she'd even answered her phone was because Dy had called several times already and left two messages the woman was relentless come home Noel Dy pled you and Kyle can work this out her eyes narrowed not this time an edge crept into D's voice stop being selfish Aiden needs his father and grandparents Noel felt like a dozen firecrackers were going off simultaneously in her head I'm being selfish her voice was loud but she no longer cared she tightened her hold on the cell phone you know what Kyle's problem is other than the fact he can't keep his zipper up you and Trent make excuses for him he's the selfish one calm down doy urged in a superior tone a hard laugh riddled Noel's throat you started this I was just trying to get through to you Do's voice broke what's it going to take to get you to come home I am home she growled coming back to Franklin was not something Noel thought she'd everever do being here was hard everything reminded know well of her mother she couldn't count the number of times they'd come to this same grocery store when she was a kid they'd walked these very aisles their feet likely treading the exact spot where she was now her chest squeezed sometimes she missed her mom so badly that she could hardly breathe it was especially hard during Christmas her mother's favorite time of the year Noel's very name was indicative of how much Jolie abery adored Christmas Noel swallowed the lump in her throat willing herself to be strong the longer she lived here the more the pain would lessen she hoped it wasn't just her mom's death that had Noel's nerves in a jumble it was also Holden she wondered if he even realized that she was back what must he be thinking would he feel sorry for her that her marriage hadn't worked out she straightened her shoulders her expression going hard she couldn't tolerate his pity the festive Christmas music playing in the background was a stark contrast to her darkening mood it was Christmas time she should be happy she needed to keep her eyes focused on the future rather than dwelling on the past hadn't she prayed for help and direction she'd felt prompted to come home to Franklin and then when her aunt birdie offered her a place to stay the deal was sealed she'd gotten a job at Viv Salon which was a few doors away from berd's dress shop she had so much to be grateful for the key was to create new memories so they could help fill the sadness in her soul Noel pulled herself out of her thoughts doy had been talking a mile a minute outlining all of the fun adventures that she and her husband Trent had planned for their Christmas in tyby island of course Dy made sure to highlight all of the activities that would be expressly for Aiden should Noel allow him to go Aiden had gotten farther ahead of Noel he rounded the corner before she could catch him an older man came the other direction with his buggy and inadvertently blocked her way it seemed to take forever for him to shuffle pass the second she could Noel whipped her buggy past the man and hurried to catch up with Aiden are you still there Dy asked irritably you haven't said a word for the last little while she sniffed out a laugh I'm beginning to think you're a mute Noel pushed out a hard breath I'm here although I'm not sure why I'm still talking to you she muttered under her breath she wished she could cut ties with her former mother-in-law and the rest of the stales but that wasn't going to happen she would always be tied to her ex-husband and his parents because of Aiden I'm sorry I didn't catch that last part never mind no well spotted Aiden at the far end of the cookie aisle he was sitting on the floor his feet sprawled out as he ripped open a box of Wafers a mother and her teenage daughter were watching the scene the mother's face registered disapproval and the daughter had her hand over her mouth sniggering Noel wished she could crawl under the buggy instead she lifted her chin and stroe past them pushing her buggy with a Vengeance the woman looked Vaguely Familiar Noel was sure she probably knew her from somewhere perhaps she belonged to the same church as Noel's mother at any rate Noel didn't want to make eye contact with the woman she didn't need the woman to recognize her right now in the midst of Aiden's Antics just before Noel reached Aiden he pulled out a fist full of Wafers stuffed them into his mouth before making a disgusted face and spitting them out Aiden she exploded as the frustration from the day engulfed her what are you doing she looked at the glob of half eaten Wafers what's wrong doy demanded is Aiden okay he needs structure supervision and it occurred to Noel that she was still on the phone I've got let you go Noel ended the call in the middle of do's tirade Aiden's eyes turned wider than two full moons and he had a busted look written all over his face you're in trouble mister she seeed her hand going to her hip you need to pick all that up right now she needed a napkin or something she glanced around hoping to catch sight of a store employee a daredevil Defiance streaked through Aiden's eyes don't even think about it Noel barked whenever Aiden got in trouble his first inclination was to run from the situation Noel wished she could run away from her situation leave the hurt and regret behind her warning fell on deaf ears as Aiden threw the box down jumped up and took off sprinting like a football player going for the End Zone Noel didn't know whether to laugh or cry she threw her phone into her purse left it in the buggy and bolted after him she reached Aiden a couple seconds later she went to grab his hand but he darted out of her grasp with a giggle as if they were playing a game of tag her rubber soles caught on the floor causing her to trip over her own feet she went sprawling head first into a large display of canned hams stacked in a pyramid formation successive pings of metal hitting the cement floor rang in her ears at the same time she heard a man Grunt in Surprise it raced through her brain that the man had been standing on the other side of the pyramid Noel hit the ground as sharp pains stabbed through her hands and knees she sat sat up in a Daz as she looked around a guy was on the floor beside her a hot Panic suffused over her she'd knocked him down a crowd gathered are you okay an elderly woman asked her lined face etched in concern Noel looked down at her hands you're bleeding the woman said it's just a scratch Noel said casually as she clutched her hand her body was throbb all over her knees were burning she figured that beneath her jeans her skin was scraped and bleeding she looked over to where a guy in his early 20s was standing he was wearing a store apron indicating that he was a store employee he was holding Aiden's hand does this one belong to you he asked relief swept over Noel realizing that Aiden was okay yep he's mine she answered dryly giving Aiden a sharp look his expression was one of remorse and fright ever since the divorce Aiden had been acting out today was his first day of kindergarten at his new school it had been a disaster with the teacher calling Noel to report in a putout tone that Aiden had pushed another kid off the slide during recess Noel had no idea what to do about Aiden's outbursts right now however she had bigger fish to fry are you okay she asked turning to the guy beside her I'm so sorry she began and then got a good look at him her eyes nearly popped out of her head Holden she uttered of all the people in Franklin to knock down why did it have to be him for weeks she'd Fred over how she would react when she saw him again wondering if the old feelings would resurface Holden had always been easy on the eyes but the years had done him well handsome in a way that screamed super fit football coach his features were more rugged more masculine than she remembered a man transformed from a boy and coming into his own their gazes locked she felt the old familiar flame rise up between them it had always been that way between them as if some invisible magnet were pulling them together Holden grew up in the house next St to Noels the two played together as kids were the best of Pals they became Archen enemies during their turbulent awkward pre-teen phase by the time high school rolled around they could no longer deny their feelings for one another everyone assumed they'd end up together but then the unthinkable happened changing everything she thought she might have caught a trace of regret in his deep brown eyes but it vanished before she could tell for sure what he was feeling was Holden remembering everything they'd lost she sure thought about it often enough they'd had such high aspirations for the future a crooked grin lifted a corner of his mouth showcasing his deep dimples she remembered pressing her finger in them when they were kids she used used to call them black holes saying that the entire world could get lost in them hey Noy he said softly welcome home she was fascinated by The Faint creases around his eyes they hadn't been there before his lean jaw held a slight stubble it was sexy over the years she thought of him more often than she wanted to admit even dreaming about him a few times it was interesting to sink the memories of her past with the real life breathing hunk of a man sitting beside her Amusement lit his eyes making her realize that she was staring at him heat blow torched over her face as she gurgled and then coughed uh hey he didn't look surprised to see her she wondered if birdie had told him she was coming home or maybe he'd heard the news from someone at the salon the only thing thing that traveled faster than the speed of sound was gossip through the Franklin Grapevine her eyes seemed to have a mind of their own as she took a quick snapshot of his cut muscles the outlines visible beneath his gray long sleeved shirt yep she could certainly tell he was a football coach he probably lived in the gym football was a religion in Franklin according to what birdie had told her in addition to teaching High School history Holden was one of the most sought-after coaches in the tri state area of Tennessee Alabama and Georgia he would no doubt be a king in Franklin Holden arched an eyebrow Noy you've always been notorious for making a grand entrance but you've outdone yourself this time anger came on suddenly roaring through her like a freight train she was about to come back with a snarky retort when she saw his playful glint of admiration a begrudging smile tugged at her lips I own up to my mistakes when the situation warrants but I was helped a bit with this one she made a point of giving Aiden a reproving look he ducked his head behind the arm of the store employee so this is the little man that I've been hearing about Holden said as he looked up at Aiden no Noel startled who's been talking to you about Aiden even as the question left her mouth the answer came in a Flash birdie yep Holden grinned birdie thought Holden was the greatest thing since pumpkin pie she would always joke about Holden being her adopted son Noel looked at Holden's Palms one was creased from landing on the edge of a can your hand it's nothing he said casually much the same as she done when the older woman pointed out her injury well well a female voice Jered it looks like Miss beauty queen is continuing her path of Destruction Noel looked up to see Meredith Sims her arms were folded over her chest her sculpted eyebrow arched in disdain Meredith was the daughter of Noel's new boss viven Sims the owner of the salon Meredith worked there also Meredith was a few years younger so Noel didn't remember her from high school however it only took Noel a single day of working at the hair salon to realize that Meredith was a diva the path of Destruction Meredith was referring to was a highlighting job gone terribly wrong when Noel removed the highlighting foils from Mrs sm's hair and went to rinse her out she was horrified when Mrs Small's highlights which should have been blonde turned out purple Noel couldn't believe she'd goofed on her first day she'd gone over the formula with a fine- toothed comb and followed every step to the letter the only explanation Noel could come up with for the Fiasco was that Mrs SMY had recently started taking some new medication of course Mrs SMY expected Noel to fix it Noel put a dark rinse on the older woman's hair she wasn't happy but there was nothing else that Noel could do the disaster didn't bode well for Noel on her first day on the job you're lucky that you're a former Miss Georgia Royal and that your beauty pageant title will bring in lots of new clients viven had snipped otherwise I'd fire you on the spot Meredith turned her predatory eyes on Holden I wondered where you'd gotten off to she sniffed then I heard the crash the words snapped through Noel's brain were Holden and Meredith together Meredith was certainly beautiful enough to capture any man's attention with her glossy dark hair and willowy figure but she didn't seem like Holden's type the Holden Noel grew up with wouldn't put up with the likes of Meredith Sims for one minute much less date her he'd say she was way too high maintenance for him or at least that's what he would have said back in the day the point was driven home that Noel didn't know who Holden hunt was anymore Noel felt a curious sense of loss and had to remind herself that it didn't matter whom Holden hunt dated he was part of her past not her future Holden got to his feet he reached down to help Noel up thanks but I've got it she said quickly as she stood she was caught off guard at how wobbly her legs were she teetered slightly before Holden caught her arm in a steadying grip easy he cautioned she felt the warmth of his fingertips shooting straight into the center of her core or maybe it was a trick of her over heightened senses yeah it had to be that no way could Holden hunt still have such a strong effect on her for years she'd lived her life independent of him and had done just fine she could keep doing the same now everything's okay Holden said to the Curious onlookers nothing to see here folks he grinned you can move along he spoke with the congenial authority of one used to dealing with intrusive Town folk if you say so coach a man man said as the crowd dispersed a heavy set balding man ran up to them his arms flailing what happened Noel read his name tag Mac Warner store manager she cringed inwardly as she took a mental assessment of the scene there were at least 20 damaged cans she looked around for a sign that would indicate how much each can of ham cost she figured it had to be at least $10 a pop the least she could do was offered to pay for the damaged merchandise how you doing Mac Holden said easily with a friendly smile Mack nodded his features softening a fraction coach hunt he acknowledged with a respectful nod he motioned how did this happen Holden rubbed his neck flashing an apologetic grin I'm afraid I tripped and fell Noel frowned no that's not what happened the one who fell that's what I heard Meredith inserted that it was her fault she shot Noel a malevolent glare Noel had been asking herself all day why Meredith took such an instant dislike to her she assumed it was because Meredith was used to being the queen bee and didn't want any competition however now Noel wondered if Holden was playing into the mix Meredith would have no doubt heard about Noel and Holden's history together Mack pointed you're bleeding Noel couldn't tell which the store manager was more concerned about the state of her well-being or that her injury could be a liability for the store Noel looked down at her hand yeah I guess so in all the commotion she'd forgotten about it her hand was washed in blood thankfully none of it had dripped onto the white polished Stone floor Ma looked past them can someone get the first aid kit he asked loudly but it was more of an order than a request Noel presumed that he was speaking to one of his employees this really is my fault Noel asserted I was trying to get to my son and I tripped she looked at Aiden the store clerk was still holding his hand but Noel could tell from the way Aiden was swinging his arm back and forth that he was growing impatient Aiden could stay in one place for long look at her trying to take the blame Holden tsked his tongue as he shook his head it's a kind gesture but this one's on me he threw Noel a Cavalier wink for Old Time sake he turned to Mack I'll pay for the damaged goods I can't let you do that Noel blurted while she appreciated Holden's gesture she didn't want to be in debt to him she wanted to start her new life in Franklin fresh with a clean slate of course you can Holden said smoothly giving her a challenging look I won't have it any other way just smile and say thank you he directed startled laughter gurgled in Noel's throat as she caught the reference on one occasion Noel's mother had sat her and Holden down at the kitchen table and taught them the grace of learning how to take a compliment Noel could hear her mother almost as if she were speaking you don't protest or deflect the comment with a self-deprecating remark you simply smile and say thank you there'll be no need to pay for the hams coach Max said you already do so much for the town this one's on the store you sure about that Mac Holden asked yep a young girl wearing a store apron rushed up to Noel holding out a box of Band-Aids thanks Noel said I'll go to the restroom and get cleaned up her eyes rounded shoot I left my purse in my buggy when I went after Aiden which aisle the girl asked the cookie aisle the girl nodded I'll late I'll get it for you she hurried off thanks for taking care of Aiden Noel said to the store employee at that Aiden broke his hand free and ran full speed at no well throwing his arms around her waist she hugged him with a laugh making sure to keep her bloody hand from getting on him you're a stinker she said affectionately we should go Meredith stepped close to Holden and slipped her arm through his Noel was taken off guard by the sharp ping of jealousy that darted through her Holden caught her gaze it's good to see you Noy Meredith's eyes flashed good to see you too thanks for everything for a split second the years fell away Holden had been such a large part of her life losing him had cut Noel to shreds it hurt much much more than Kyle's infidelity or the divorce Holden had been her soulmate she couldn't help but wonder how different things might have been were it not for the accident the emotion came on without warning causing her eyes to mist with a start she averted her eyes blinking fast to gain control of herself the girl returned pushing Noel's buggy here you go she said cheerily Noel marveled that her purse was intact just as she left it one of the perks of being in a small town thank you she pressed her lips together um I'm sorry about the mess on that aisle Miss Mack asked raising an eyebrow heat warmed Noel's cheeks as a shaky laugh issued from her throat I'm afraid my little guy got into a box of Wafers Holden grinned broadly you always did know how to make an appearance he said appraisingly catching Noel's gaze Amen to that Meredith snapped giving Noel a look that could kill of one thing Noel was sure she'd certainly made an enemy out of Meredith Sims so much for her good intention to make new friends chapter 2 by the time Noel got to bird's house she felt like she'd been through a war she got Aiden situated in the living room before going out to the car to bring in groceries her mind kept replaying her conversation with Holden it was so characteristic of Holden to take the blame for her fall he always took the blame for things that weren't his fault it was like he felt this great responsibility to save the world there was a time when Noel admired that about Holden until it nearly destroyed him it was interesting how she'd felt an instant connection with him even though they'd spent years apart of course that connection was severed the second she realized he was with Meredith Sims she made a face Meredith Sims seriously what was Holden thinking it's none of your business she chimed to herself as she placed a box of cereal in the cupboard what's none of your business Noel's hand went over her chest as she Whirled around to face birdie you scared me she gulped with a halting laugh you know me I was just talking to myself if Aunt birdie had it her way Noel would marry Holden hunt this very minute they'd ride off into the sunset forgetting all the painful events that had wrenched them apart unfortunately life wasn't a fairy tale Noel was certainly no princess and Holden wasn't her knight in shining armor birdie pointed what happened to your hand Noel sighed oh that she proceeded to tell birdie about the accident when she finished a giggle burst through Birdie's lips you fell into holding her tone was incredulous yeah can you believe it Noel shook her head it was the perfect end to a perfect day she said sarcastically I knew y'all would cross paths eventually but I didn't expect your first meeting to be quite so explosive Bird's eyes sparkled with Mischief maybe that was Fate's way of giving you a little nudge more like Fate's way of hitting me Square between the eyes she groaned I don't know what I'm going to do about Aiden he's out of control I know the divorce has been tough on him but he can't keep bullying kids birdie frowned did something happen at school today she stepped up to the island and reached her hand in a grocery bag together she and Noelle worked to put the food away he pushed a kid off the slide his teacher called me oh wow have you talked to Aiden about it yeah we talked but I don't know if anything got through birdie placed a hand on Noel's arm it'll get better you'll see tears pricked Noel's eyes as she looked away I hope so she sighed there's just so much to deal with right now doy is pressuring me to let Aiden go to tyby island with her Trent Kyle and his bimbo actress girlfriend acid Rose in her throat Birdie's eyes hardened what is that woman trying to pull y'all have a deal you spent Thanksgiving in Atlanta and you'll spend Christmas here that's exactly what I told doy but she keeps hounding me Birdie's voice went Sharp her eyes flashing fire do you need me to talk to her her blonde hair swished as her head moved a grin touched Noel's lips no I can handle it if you need my help birdie harped just say the word oh how Noel loved her feisty Aunt birdie was so much like Noel's mom in looks mannerisms and temperament birdie was a little taller and thinner than Jolie had been but otherwise they could have passed for twins both sisters were beautiful and capable Noel's mom had owned and run a bakery in Franklin up until the day she died even from her hospital bed she was on the phone barking out orders to her employees making sure that the bakery was running smoothly Noel hoped she could tap into the strength that her mom and birdie had she needed it now more than ever how did your first day go at the salon you wouldn't believe it if I told you Noel smirked try me she told birdy about Mrs Small's purple highlights Bird's jaw dropped to her feet marjerie SMY Noel bit down on her lower lip as she nodded birdie let out a nervous giggle her hand going over her mouth oh no what did you do the only thing I could put a dark rinse on it it wow you have had an interesting day how did viven react to the hair disaster margerie is one of her best clients and Marjorie has a loud mouth birdie grimaced I'm sure news of her hair has circumvented Franklin several times by now I'm sure you're right viven wasn't happy she told me the only reason she didn't fire me on the spot was because because of my beauty pageant title she thinks my former Crown will bring in business Bird's eyes rounded are you serious yep Noel snipped it would seem that my graduating from one of the top cosmetology schools in the nation means absolutely nothing the only reason viven hired me was because I'm a former Miss Georgia Royal Noel had entered the pageant because her College roomate m talked her into it saying that it was something they could do together Noel had no idea that she would actually win birdie grinned well it was quite the honor your mama was bursting with pride over it her voice grew sentimental remember how she put that picture of you up at the bakery laughter Rose in Noel's throat you mean the one with me wearing a bikini that's the one Birdie sang you had on that Mile High crown with your Miss Georgia sash draped over you her hand flourished from her shoulder to her waist I about died when I saw that birdie perched her hand on her hip her tone going sassy honey anyone who looks like you in a bikini has a right to have their picture prominently displayed that was pre aen I wouldn't be caught dead parading around in a bikini now birie gave her an admiring look trust me you're still as beautiful as ever thank you Noel murmured in surprise I look just like you and Mom Noel had Birdie's same body type she was 57 and thin but not skinny her blonde hair fell a little below her shoulders her eyes were green like birdies whereas Noel's mom had hazel eyes yes you do look like me birdie touched her ha I take it as the highest compliment when people ask if you're my daughter a wave of tenderness Rose in Noel's chest she couldn't fight back the tears that moistened her eyes I hope you know how much I appreciate everything that you're doing for me and Aiden her throat clogged as she coughed if it weren't for you I don't know that I would have had the courage to leave Kyle and start over again birdie gave her a percep receptive look you're a lot stronger than you think keep trusting in the feelings that you've had the Lord will continue to lead you along until the path becomes clear a tear dribbled down Noel's cheek as she wiped it away I wish I had your faith in optimism she said gruffly you do birdie said with such certainty that it spoke a sliver of peace to Noel's Soul so what do we want to make for dinner birdie asked her voice taking an upward l a loud crash came from the living room Noel ran that Direction with birdie close on her heels Noel stopped in her tracks her eyes flying open wide when she saw the Christmas tree toppled on its side ornaments littering the floor Aiden she exclaimed what did you do Panic raced through her Birdie's beautiful tree he Thrust out his lower lip it trembled as he spoke I was trying to get a candy cane but it was stuck a tree fell he exclaimed hearing the giggle from behind Noel turned a second later birdie burst out laughing something broke loose inside of Noel as the mirth took over noell and birdie laughed until they cried it felt good to release the stress a few minutes later birdie mopped her eyes Aiden you are a Marvel you remind me of my boys when they were little she looked at Noel did I ever tell you about the time that Jackson set the tree on fire Noel's jaw fell huh no I haven't heard that one Aiden was such a handful that Noel couldn't begin to imagine what it must have been like for birdie with her six children five of them boys birdie nodded yep he decided to put candles on the tree because he'd seen it in an old Christmas movie that we watched as a family Noel sniggered as she glanced at the tree I guess it could be worse she appreciated birdie trying to make her feel better about the situation is Santa still going to come and see me Aiden asked his little voice coated with worry if you'll be very good from here on out he'll come birdie assured him Aiden's dark eyes danced with such excitement that it warmed Noel's heart he was a good kid it was just a confusing time for him right now Noel needed to be more patient show him extra love can we leave Santa cookies Aiden asked eagerly yep and we'll leave a carrot for Rudolph birdie answered Noel looked at the tree as she took in a deep breath well I guess we should get this mess cleaned up so we can make dinner she felt the heaviness of the situation descend over her she was exhausted but she had to push herself through the weariness after she got Aiden fed bathed and in the bed she could decompress a sudden thought occurred to her she'd not even thought to check if Aiden had homework he probably did I have a bed idea birdie gave Noel an astute look let's get the tree picked up and then we'll go and get some pizza and ice cream yay Aiden clapped jumping up and down thank you Noel flashed birdie a grateful smile one step at a time birdie winked you've got this Noel could only hope her aunt was right Chapter 3 The cacophony of female voices filling the salon with a bubbly chatter was soothing to Noel as she worked to fold the towels while building her clientele she was acting as a helper to the other stylists by sweeping up stations folding towels washing hair grabbing lunch Manning the front desk basically doing whatever menial task was needed bits of conversation drifted up one woman woman chatted about her Christmas menu another spoke of her grown children and grandchildren flying in from Chicago to visit the hubub of the holidays kindled the air with energy upbeat Christmas music played in the background Noel hoped some of the excitement would rub off on her she needed to put on a happy face for Aiden so that he would enjoy Christmas it would be hard for him to be away from his dad and grandparents no she wasn't going to cave to doy and allow Aiden to go to tyby Island Aiden needed to be here with his mom and great aunt Noel folded the last of the towels she gathered them in her arms and placed them in the cupboards behind the row of sinks grunt work was not what Noel thought she'd be doing at this point in her career most of the stylists were appreciative of her help a couple telling her that they'd started out just like her and now they had a large client base no well merely smiled and thanked them for the encouragement not feeling the need to point out that she'd built her client base up so large in decer Georgia that she could no longer take on new clients it was daunting to be the low man on the totem pole again starting from scratch Meredith was intolerable she'd been bossing Noel around all morning thankfully the diva had left the salon an hour ago announcing that she was taking a long lunch the very air seemed to breathe easier now that Meredith was gone Noel could tell that Meredith had rubbed many of the other stylists wrong Vivien seemed oblivious to Meredith's better than thou attitude in her eyes her daughter could do no wrong Noel's thoughts moved ahead to the evening she and Aiden were going to the ranch with birdie to have dinner with Knox her cousins and their spouses Zoe her husband and kids would would be there birdie suggested that it might be helpful for Noel to talk to Zoe about her divorce it was tough on Zoe and the kids at first birdie explained but Zoe's doing great now as are Milo and Madison Bird's eyes had sparkled as she added incidentally Zoe ended up with her former boyfriend Briggs maybe you should take a lesson from her hint hint that door was officially closed and nailed shut the second I realized that Holden was with Meredith Sims Noel retorted the shocked look on Bird's face had given her a sense of vindication I thought Holden was too smart to get mixed up with Meredith birdie said one would think but obviously not birdie had pursed her lips thoughtfully well you know what they say all is fair in Love and War that's what they say but I don't think anything is fair in either love or War you're probably right birdie chuckled Noel had ended the conversation by stating firmly that she had no intention of getting involved with anyone right now she needed to heal and she needed to work on her relationship with her son she needed to build her career so she and Aiden could get a place of their own birdie had told Noel repeatedly that she could stay at her house as long as she wished but Noel didn't want to take advantage of her aunt's generosity Tina the front desk receptionist approached with a spring in her step a Texas sized grin slathered over her lips she clasped her hands twisting her foot I have a client for you a haircut barely out of high school Tina was petite with a large personality she was in cosmetology school and wanted to get on the job experience while she did her schooling her long floral dress edged with cream lace was a stark contrast to her black combat boots Noel wasn't sure what style Tina was going for she was certainly interesting oh that's great viven had agreed to give Noel all the walk-ins for several weeks promising that there would be a handful each day yesterday there had been zilch the only reason Noel got to do Margery sm's hair was because margery's normal hair stylist was under the weather and what had seemed like a lucky break at the time wasn't so lucky after all yesterday's Fiasco would tarnish Noel's reputation as a hairdresser before she even got off the ground this was the first walk-in of the day and it was well after lunch Noel was glad to get at least something viven was paying her an hourly rate for helping out around the salon but it was a pittance Noel needed clients to make a go of her career eventually Noel hoped to open her own Salon she wanted to be a business owner like her mom and Aunt I think you'll like this one Tina's tone went juicy as she lowered her voice but do yourself a favor don't tell Meredith that I put him with you or she'll pitch a fit Noel tugged her brows together why would Meredith care if I take walk in no sooner had the words left her mouth when she turned looking up at the front her eyes bugged Holden was leaning against the booth his legs crossed in a casual stance a hand in his pocket her throat went drier than a pile of rocks at High Noon in the desert she swallowed sorry I can't take anyone right now Tina made a face but you're not doing anything no well lifted her chin I'm folding towels you just finished Tina pointed out motioning to the stack of towels Noel had just placed in the cupboard Vivian said to give all the walk-ins to you everyone else's booked solid Tina gave Noel a meaningful look I would have thought you'd be happy to cut coach Hunt's hair he's some sweet eye candy if you know what I mean she fanned her face even his muscles have mus Tina gave Noel a playful shove come on girl cut his hair she urged what have you got to lose I won't tell Meredith that you're stepping in on her man Noel's spine stiffened I'm not stepping in on anyone she said tartly Tina waved a hand I know I'm just teasing you she said with a good-natured grin she wiggled her eyebrows I'd cut his hair if I had my license know what I mean Noel's voice went sickly sweet if Meredith is so tight with the coach then why doesn't she cut his hair Tina tipped her head her finger going to her chin I hadn't thought about that she mused I guess he would get Meredith if she were here so I'm a fallback Noel huffed Tina's expression was quizzical as if she couldn't understand why Noel was is getting so upset yeah I guess you are Noel closed her eyes and pressed her lips together fine she huffed I'll take him he'll have to wait a few minutes though because I'm taking my break okay I'll tell him but don't take too long viven doesn't like it when the customers have to wait well then it's a good thing viven isn't here isn't it viven hadn't come in today Noel supposed that was the prerogative of the owner to come and go as she pleased Tina gave Noel a searching look are you okay you seem a bit edgy she leaned close speaking in a low tone is this because of what happened to Mrs Small's hair yesterday no it has nothing to do with her I'm just dealing with a lot right now sympathy touched Tina's features I get it the holidays are rough I'm sorry about your divorce or your husband's Affair in my opinion you're much prettier than Tiffany Wade the comment came at Noel like a slap in the face how did you know about Tiffany Wade Tiffany Wade is big news and it doesn't hurt that you were Miss Georgia Royal the Royal pageant is a huge deal it ranks right up there with the missusa and Miss America pageants people want to know about your life Tina smiled brightly you're famous with that she sacheted off her dress swishing as she went Noel went to the restroom she took her sweet time washing her hands and looking in the mirror she raked her fingers through her long Tresses of blonde hair ug she looked as Haggard as she felt the shadows of circles beneath her eyes spoke of her fitful sleep where she tossed and turned worrying about Aiden and the future she caught hold of the sides of the sink her insides were pinging with a feverish anticipation that made her heart pound she'd have to touch Holden's hair make conversation with him had he come here so that she would have to cut his hair or had he come hoping to find Meredith it was a little after 2: p.m. wasn't Holden supposed to be at the school Noel forced herself to walk with a slow and confident step as she went up to where Holden was sitting and leaving through a magazine hello she said in a cordial tone as he looked up hey his dimples deepened she tried not to notice how adorable they were or the sizzle that had darted through her when their eyes caught she pointed to the magazine I never pegged you as a gossip rag reader he laughed normally I'm not but you never know what you might find he turned the magazine around to show her what he'd been reading she GED asped softly when she saw herself on the page her picture was placed beside Tiffany Wade the caption above read which would you choose the beauty queen or the actress there was a picture of Kyle also a molten anger burned through Noel she'd not seen the pictures hadn't even realized that she was in the toddy magazine the page was Doge eared she pointed giving Holden and accusing look did you do that no it was like this when I picked up the magazine that's why the page caught my attention because it was folded down he put the magazine down honest she relaxed a smidgen as she folded her arms over her chest studying him with a critical eye so you're here for a haircut she made a point of looking at his hair it was tapered around the edges and back and longer on top his chestnut hair had a natural wave she used to tease him about how perfect he always looked you don't look like you need a haircut she'd always liked his hair a little longer than he chose to wear it his Sable eyes flicked with Amusement turning them to a warm caramel as his hand went up to his hair he pushed his fingers through it Noy do you want my business or not he taunted Holden was the only one who'd ever called her Noy he used to write her notes which she'd kept she told herself she was keeping them because they were an important part of her past but the truth was she couldn't bear to part with them Holden wrote her nickname as n OE but he pronounced it as Noy like Joey with an N she arched an eyebrow if you want a haircut I'll give you a haircut she turned on her heel and waved for him to follow he caught up with her in a couple of steps her cells swirled with awareness at him being so close she could feel her cheeks burning as she led Holden to her station the other stylists and their clients gave them curious glances everyone was keenly interested in the scene unfolding between her and Holden it seemed Noel wondered how many of them knew that she and Holden had a past or maybe they were wondering what would happen if Meredith found out that she was cutting Holden's hair here we are Noel said with a forced cheerfulness as she motioned to her chair Holden sat down he was wearing a navy blue long sleeved shirt jeans and a pair of black Converse tennis shoes she draped the cape around him fastening it around his neck I see you're still wearing Converses he grinned you you know me and shoes his intimate tone sent tingles circling her spine it was astounding and concerning how discombobulated Holden made her feel so what are we doing here his eyes held hers I don't know Noy what are we doing he asked softly about your hair she squeaked he was amused ah that well I was kind of hoping you'd wash it before cutting it he gave her a playful smirk her eyes widened crumb she should have asked if he wanted his hair washed she'd gotten so worked up that she took him straight to her chair okay she said offhandedly let's go to the sink she removed the cape and laid it across the chair she pointed to a bowl as he sat down she retrieved a towel from the cupboard and rolled it up before placing it behind his neck her fingers tingled when they made contact with his skin she swallowed trying to get a hold of herself this was so awkward and a bit stimulating she willed herself to go into her professional mode this wasn't Holden hunt the love of her life the man who'd broken her heart to unrecognizable bits this was just another client she'd washed many a person's hair she could do this she turned on the water and placed her hand in the Stream to make sure it was the right temperature she reached for the sprayer and used it to wet his hair tell me if this is too hot or cold her throat went dry as her eyes ran the length of his lean strong jaw he'd shave today his olive skin had a smooth golden cast sheesh everything about Holden was masculine it's great his Adams Apple bobbed up and down as he spoke a few beats of Silence passed she decided to acknowledge the white elephant between them thanks for taking the blame yesterday no worries how's your hand good she said lightly the scratches were healing fast she'd been replacing her Band-Aids with fresh ones after every shampoo how about you were you sore yes he laughed I felt like I'd been sacked by a linebacker I'm sorry she lamented grinning at the reference Holden lived and breathed football he always had his dad played for the University of Alabama under the legendary coach Paul Bear Bryant Holden was the starting quarterback in high school and had gone on to play football in college although Noel thought he might have played another position she couldn't remember what it was but it was something on the offensive line line it's not a big deal Aiden is a cute kid thanks he's a stinker it was on the tip of her tongue to open up to Holden tell him what a hard time Aiden was having because of the divorce luckily Noel caught herself before the words could Escape her lips as tempting as it was to slip back into Old rolls she needed to remember that she and Holden were a thing of the past they'd both moved on long ago she squirted shampoo into her hand and went to work washing his hair as her fingers moved over his scalp and through his hair Quivers cascaded through her too bad her stupid body wasn't getting the message that she and Holden were history she swallowed trying to maintain her composure she wondered if Holden could hear her heart hammering like a rock band in her chest memories rolled over her like a tidal wave Holden had been so much a part of her life her everything her senses were enveloped with Holden's fresh clean scent mingled with the Botanical smell of the shampoo come on Noy you can do better than that he murmured she paused her fingers tensing what rub my scalp harder he implored a chle burst through her lips that's right you always liked your scalp massaged yep he grinned I do rub harder he commanded bossy aren't you she sassed as she increased the pressure of her fingertips she grimaced I feel like I'm rubbing your skin off nope not even close she giggled remember when you went to the pet store and got that scrubber for your hair I love that thing only you she hummed you always did have enough hair for five people I said you could start a hair Farm a wicked thought circled her brain as a grin tugged at her lips of course now I'd have to say that you have enough hair for only three people hey he protested are you saying my hair's thinning it wasn't in the slightest just making an observation she said lightly it was interesting how effortless it was to shift into her bantering mode with Holden maybe it was because they were neighbors and best friends before getting involved romantically her relationship with Holden was so different than it had been with her ex-husband Kyle had come on strong sweeping Noel off her feet with expensive gifts and elaborate dates the two of them fell in love without having any common ground when the newness of their relationship wore off they struggled to get along at First Noel did a Critical examination of herself wondering what she could do to improve their relationship then she realized that Kyle was having multiple Affairs hindsight was 2020 she now realized that Kyle had been more enamored with her Miss Georgia royal title than he ever was with plain and simple Noel that was why he was with Tiffany Wade now Tiffany was young and naive enough to be impressed with Kyle she was riding high on the Pinnacle of her career an A-list actress Noel almost felt sorry for Tiffany when she lost her luster Kyle would move on to the next shiny object when Holden's hair was washed Noel applied the conditioner as she smoothed her fingers over his hair she remembered doing the same when they kissed warmth stirred through her stomach causing an ache to throb in her body she missed having someone to love she missed being loved for her not for her beauty queen status without warning tears Rose in her eyes horrified she blinked back the emotion all done she said in a voice that sounded too upbeat in her own ears she hoped Holden wouldn't notice she led him back to her station after he got situated with the cape over him noell rested her back against the edge of the counter facing him she folded her arms over her chest studying him critically so what are we doing here Amusement flecked in his eyes shimmering them with gold I don't know Noy her name hung in a caress on his lips what are we doing here he asked softly his eyes holding hers her pulse began hammering in her ears heat splashed her cheeks she couldn't believe she was thinking this but right this moment she had the overwhelming urge to pick back up where they'd left off forget that she was newly divorced and rebuilding her life forget that Holden was dating Meredith stealing him away from the Diva's clutches would no doubt cause Noel grief at work Noel needed this job not just because of the money yes she needed that too but even more important was her self-respect she needed a win her thoughts went back to Holden was it possible for them to forget the ugliness the heartache her heart Twisted into a hard knot no that would be too risky she had Aiden to think about she was seeing the good Holden now the man she'd fallen in love with but when he went down that dark path it was ugly she couldn't go through that again I mean about your hair he grinned showing off his dimples all that he studied his reflection in the mirror how about you cut an inch off the top and trim the sides and back her jaw fell an inch if I do that you won't have any hair left she caught the playful glint in his deep brown eyes and realized that he was needling her Holden knew she liked his hair longer on top do whatever you want I'm in your capable hands sounds good she said casually trying to calm her erratic heartbeat she'd known that coming back to Franklin and seeing Holden again would be tough she had tried to mentally prepare herself for the emotional battle the pull to Holden had always been great it had taken her a long time to piece her life back together after the two of them parted ways it helped that Noel was far removed in a different state here however with the memories bombarding her and with Holden in the flesh looking even better now than he did before it was hard to keep a clear head she reached for her scissors and comb she trimmed the top with scissors before using her trimmer around the sides and back Noel was used to making casual conversation with clients while she worked it went along with the job description however right now her mind was as blank as a new sheet of paper how are you and Aiden settling in Holden asked her shoulders relaxed a fraction she was grateful that Holden was taking the lead and navigating them through the awkwardness of polite conversation we're okay he arched an eyebrow just okay it depends on the day Aiden's having a hard time adjusting as you witnessed firsthand yesterday he pressed his lips together in understanding I'm sorry he seems like a good kid he is everything's just so confusing right now with his dad her stomach tensed you saw the article in the magazine Kyle is off sewing his Wild Oats while I'm trying to figure out how to take care of our son acid Rose in her throat as she swallowed it back down I'm sorry she croaked that's TMI no he countered holding her gaze in the mirror I want to know the genuine concern in his voice got to her touched some core part of her heart that she didn't want to be touched right now especially not by Holden we'll be fine she said in a pragmatic tone I'm not the first woman to deal with a Phil slandering husband the good news is that Aiden is still young enough so that he doesn't fully realize What's Happening by the time he's old enough to understand it will be old news before Holden could comment Noel switched gears tell me about you her hands worked expertly falling into Old Habits as she pulled his hair between her fingers and used her scissors to cut his hair in neat Snips birdie tells me that your making quite a name for yourself as a coach I don't know about that he said offhandedly I have a great group of boys to work with and a good support staff that helps a smile tipped her lips well I see that's one way you haven't changed he looked surprised what's that always deflecting praise deep throated musical laughter rumbled in his throat you know me too well he caught her eyes in the mirror and held them she blinked to break the connection as she cleared her throat so you've been back in Franklin for 2 years I think that's what birdie said yep after college I coached a few years in Huntsville Alabama it's good to be back home how are your mom and dad great mom still working at the hospital dad retired last year he keeps himself busy Milling around the house doing repairs and helping all the neighbors with their handiwork your parents are great I miss seeing them Holden's mom June was a pediatric nurse and his dad Arty was a junior high school principal the accident had hit them hard Noel couldn't even begin to imagine the heartache and turmoil they'd been through she was glad to hear that they were doing well Holden looked thoughtful you should stop by and visit my folks they'd love to see you and meet Aiden I might do that sometime she said evasively maybe she would eventually but right now she wanted to get acclimated before going back to her old neighborhood and seeing her former home she didn't need any more painful reminders right now that her mom was gone when the top was done Noel ran her fingers through his hair checking the length next she picked up her trimmer placed a guard over the blade and began working on the back she tried not to notice how masculine Holden's tanned neck was his shoulders were Broad and muscled she remembered running her fingers over those shoulders pulling him close getting lost in the feel of his lips she squelched the Renegade memories flat like a bug under a rug so she began you and Meredith are together yep that's the point she needed to touch on it was a good reminder that she needed to keep her thoughts in check and not venture too far down memory lane his face went red we've dated off and on nothing serious it was curious and concerning how quickly Noel's heart lifted remember she commanded herself you're not going there with Holden ever again it doesn't matter who holding dates how about you he asked are you dating anyone she jerked a startled choral rising in her throat nope and I don't plan on it anytime soon I'm taking a break trying to get my life back in order the corners of his lips turned down that's too bad she was partially amused by his reaction was that he Shrugged I was hoping we could go out and get some pizza his eyes sparkled with teasing I mean it's not every day that a guy gets to go out with a girl who can eat him under the table her mouth fell as she pulled the trimmer away from his hair and shoved his shoulder that was years ago she scoffed you put away six slices of pizza he laughed six five she countered rolling her eyes I was what 16 or 17 years old told I hadn't eaten all day I was just impressed that a little thing like you could hold that much pizza he spoke the words as a compliment that wasn't lost on her well I certainly wouldn't be eating that many slices now she retorted I'll bet you could still put away your fair share of pizza he mused she gawked I'll bet I can't his eyes lit with Adventure Care to put a wager on it she grunted a smile tugging at her lips I don't think so come on Noy he urged we can even take Aiden with us I'm sure he'd love it she blinked several times her voice pitching high are you asking me on a date he didn't so much as Flinch would that be a bad thing Noel was caught off guard by the fierce longing that Rose inside her she had to put her brain in control here not her heart yes she uttered disappointment squeezing her in a tight hold I can't go down that road again I'm sorry she looked down at the floor I know he said calmly she lifted her eyes meeting his gaze in the mirror the regret on his handsome face tore at her her first inclination even after everything that happened was to say something to put him at ease but she couldn't go there she had to be strong it's okay he continued she could feel his disappointment it called to her beckoning her down forbidden paths she couldn't stop tears from rising in her eyes I wish things were different oh how she wished it were so me too the muscles in the corners of his jaw flicked I don't suppose it would help if I pointed out that I'm a changed man she took in a breath trying to Rin in her emotions it wouldn't do to fall apart here at the salon I guess we've both changed she said stiffly his voice took on a playful Lil Miss Georgia Royal I never saw that one coming laughter gurgled in her throat me neither my college roommate talked me into entering the pageant I never dreamt in a million years ears that I would win he gave her an appraising look I wasn't surprised in the least about that part only that you'd entered a crooked grin tipped a corner of his lips see like I always said you're a girly girl a smile played on her lips there was a time when I would have popped you in the lip for that wise crack she'd been a big tomboy when they were kids priding herself on running faster than any boy and climbing any tree Noel was grateful that she and Holden had steered the conversation back to safer ground she could talk to Holden all day long about their growing up years she just didn't want to revisit the tragedy that had broken them apart she resumed buzzing around the sides of his hair she'd have to use scissors to get the straggler hairs close to his ears he grew speculative didn't you come close to winning the Miss America Royal pageant she nodded yep I was first runner up she grimaced I botched the final question she caught a look at Holden's cheeky expression and realized that he already knew she rolled her eyes repeating her fuxa we need to make education even more better for all women I still can't believe I said more better She grunted people probably thought I needed ED Ting his eyes sparkled I thought you were kind of cute you certainly looked good in the swimsuit he murmured didn't you win that part her cheeks were flaming red yep I did she put down the trimmer and reached for the scissors okay almost finished she said mostly to herself she needed all the positive affirmation she could get the haircut was almost over thank goodness maybe her heart could get out of the tail spin that being so close to Holden had put her in she snipped the stragglers away giving him a smooth hairline above his right ear after checking her work to make sure it was adequate she moved to the other ear she crouched down slightly getting at a good angle to trim the hair what do you think you're doing a female voice demanded Noel's hand jerked she felt the scissors cut flesh and real realized that she' nicked Holden's ear he yelped as a slash of blood appeared across his skin Oh no I am so sorry Noel dropped the scissors onto the counter before grabbing a nearby towel and pressing it to Holden's ear you cut his ear Meredith explained incredulously she was standing with her hand perched on her bony hip glaring at Noel her long dark hair flying out behind her like a Battle Flag I I wouldn't have but you startled me Noel said her defense falling lamely from her lips it's no big deal Holden said easily it's just a scratch it is a big deal Meredith countered her eyes narrowed as she raised her voice loud enough for the entire Salon to hear first you turn Mrs Small's hair purple and now you cut someone's ear this is unacceptable a hard smile curled C her lips I don't know how they do things over in Georgia but it's not how we operate here Noel felt the sting of all the eyes in the salon humiliation burning through her take it easy Holden urged Meredith in a low tone you're making a mountain out of a mole hill Noel was still pressing the towel to Holden's ear I've got it he said as he held a hand over the towel a second later he removed the towel and shifted in the chair turning his ear toward the mirror so he could examine it see it's just a scratch Noel was relieved to see that his ear was indeed okay it was red from being nicked but the bleeding had stopped good grief she hadn't nicked an ear since Cosmetology School Meredith pinned Noel with a scathing glare my mother will hear about this she lifted a sculpted eyebrow as she homed in on Holden I go to find you at the school and one of your assistant coaches tells me that you're here getting a haircut her voice took on a petulant wounded note I always cut your hair why didn't you wait until I was here a brittle Amusement circled Noel's insides as she looked at Holden awaiting his answer was he really going to let Meredith Sims lead him around by the nose if so then he wasn't the man Noel remembered the holding she knew wouldn't put up with Meredith's crap I needed a haircut so I came in Holden answered simply the edge in his voice making it clear that the topic wasn't up for discussion Noel felt a swift ping of indication yep that was the Holden she knew always kind and respectful but he stood his ground Meredith's face turned tomato red I wish you would have waited she blustered at least then you wouldn't have gotten cut she made a point of looking at Noel I don't mind taking a few Nicks here and there hold and drawled if it means sharing good company he caught Noel's gaze something in his expression spoke of their long history together the tenderness and passion of their relationship thanks for the haircut Noy he winked see you around he rose from the seat removed the cape and draped it over the chair Meredith's beautiful face was twisted with Fury an arsenal of fiery arrows pointed straight at Noel if Holden noticed Meredith's rage he chose to ignore it I'll just pay for this up front he said pleasantly this one's on me Noel quickly inserted it's the least I can do Noel's eyes locked with Holden she felt strangely possessive of him now that Meredith was here while Noel knew that it wouldn't be smart for her to get involved with Holden she wanted him to end up with someone decent I guess I'll owe you then Holden said meaningfully I'll put it on your tab Noel grinned feeling a gush of connection that flowed through her like a Rushing River current she couldn't deny or ignore the impact Holden had on her whatever happened happened in the future the two of them had shared too much to pretend that it hadn't happened sounds like a winner to me Holden stroe through the salon in fluid confident steps his posture erect Noel traced the outline of his impressive physique taking note of the muscles in his back that moved like a well-oiled machine his waist was tapered and tight not an ounce of flab on it his long legs were encased in F did jeans she grinned at the Converse tennis shoes so Holden no wonder Meredith was acting so territorial guys like Holden hunt were few and far between Noel knew that from sad experience howdy Holden smiled and nodded to the various women watching him with curious eyes this was a side of Holden that was new his diplomatic handle the crowd Persona no well had seen it last night at the grocery store when he was talking to the manager Holden had gotten good at being in the public eye that was something Noel hadn't mastered the year she reigned as Miss Georgia Royal had been torture she was relieved that she hadn't won the Miss America royal title she learned quickly that she preferred to be behind the scenes rather than in the Limelight this isn't over Meredith hissed getting up in no 's face so close that Noel felt a puff of Meredith's hot breath on her face the hair on the back of noell's neck bristled she didn't know how much more of Meredith's Sims she could take before losing all reason and pummeling the woman Meredith glanced toward the front of the salon before taking off after Holden her heels clopping noisily against the polished concrete floor Meredith caught up to Holden just as he was going out the door Judy one of the stylists threw Noel a sirly grin well Miss George Royal she quipped you're making quite the name for yourself in her early 30s Judy was thickly set with long curly bleached blonde hair so it would seem Noel muttered that was beautiful Tina trilled from the front desk I thought Meredith was going to wet her pants when she realized that you were cutting coach Hunt's hair she leaned over the reception booth and looked at Noel as she spoke for the record coach asked for you when he came in Noel rocked back really it pleased her to know that Holden had come in for her Judy rattled on sugar you've got my vote coach hunt would be much better off with you than Meredith amen the older woman sitting in the chair chimed in Meredith has no idea what she's getting in the middle of with Coach hunt and Noel if she were smart she'd bow out now the comment took the air out of Noel's lungs she took a closer look at the woman in the chair she was wearing silver cat eyed glasses and layers of silver foils were pressed around her hair Noel's brain dinged with recognition Mrs blanch is that you hey dear the woman smiled it's good to see you again her cultured voice was a touch grally with age Phyllis blanch had been the high school secretary working in the front office it's good to see you again Noel said I'm sorry I didn't recognize you earlier Phyllis grunted I probably wouldn't recognize myself with all this aluminum foil stuck to my head who needs an antenna I could Channel an entire TV station right now Judy and Noel looked at one another as they laughed coant a fine man Phyllis observed cutting her eyes at Noel inside and out a startled chortle Rose in Noel's throat as her hand went to her mouth to stifle it Phyllis sported a mischievous grin I may be old dear but I'm neither blind nor dead I know a good-look man when I see one do yourself a favor run interference before a certain other cat gets her claws in too deep if you know what I mean I hear you the middle-aged woman sitting next to Phyllis agreed I'm afraid that ship sailed a long time ago Noel said glumly she'd forgotten how smothering it was to live in a small town and have everyone in her business all eyes were lasered in on her she didn't like her personal life being on display to the entire ire Salon Phyllis didn't skip a beat well then I suggest you chase that ship down and hop back on board life only gives us so many chances to make things right if your mama were still alive she'd tell you the same thing yes she would the woman beside Phyllis piped in giving Noel an encouraging smile thanks I think Noel mumbled she turned her attention back to her station and the scattered bits of hair over the floor with a sigh she went to retrieve a broom so she could sweep it up Holden seemed like he was in a good place now according to birdie he'd not had a drop of alcohol in years it was obvious that the town folk loved him Noel had no doubt that Holden was a terrific coach but what would happen if the going got tough life was bound to throw its share of curveballs W Holden cave under the pressure and go back to his old ways or was he truly a changed man Noel knew there was no perfect guy out there but she had to do all she could to protect Aiden she couldn't put them in a bad situation they were dealing with so much already the divorce starting over the incessant hounding of her ex-mother-in-law who'd already called twice today and left messages the smart thing for Noel to do was to keep her feelings in check and stay as far away from Holden hunt as she could get that wouldn't be easy in a small town but it was her only viable course of action the sooner her gullible heart got the message the better off she'd be chapter 4 as they drove through the open gate Noel looked up at the arched sign that read thousand th Acres Ranch she had fond memories of visiting the ranch as a kid it had seemed like a fabulous playground then with endless things for kids to do like romping through the pastures chasing the chickens petting the horses and playing in the mud she grinned remembering how her mom and birdie pitched a fit when Noel and Noah tracked mud in the house Noel was closest to Noel's age so that's who she'd played with the most but she also hung out with cash who was a couple years younger it had been several years since Noel had seen all of her cousins she'd seen Zoe Jackson and Mason at her mom's funeral but cash and ramsy were out on tour and Noah was on a photo shoot somewhere across the world Noel couldn't remember where look cows Aiden exclaimed his face and hands pressed to the window Noel and birdie grinned at one another before birdie answered yep there are plenty of cows on the ranch that's for sure can I ride one Aiden asked eagerly a sniger rose in Noel's throat when she saw the surprised expression on Birdie's face he did grow up in the suburbs Noel said in Aiden's defense birdie shook her head we need to get that boy acclimated you can't ride a cow birdie explained as she glanced back in the room rear viw mirror at Aiden but you can ride one of the horses okay Aiden answered in a chipper tone Noel turned in her seat to face Aiden her heart warmed at the gargantuan smile on his face it was good to see Aiden happy kindergarten had gone better today which was reassuring no negative reports from Aiden's teacher however just when Noel was starting to think that everything might work out the phone call came that imploded everything Kyle had called asking to speak to Aiden Noel was glad that Kyle was finally taking an interest in his son she'd passed the phone to Aiden not thinking twice about it then she realized all too late that Kyle had ulterior motives he started talking up Christmas in taibe Island telling Aiden all of the fun things they could do together if only his mom would let him go after the phone call Aiden had broken into tears saying how much he missed his dad I want my daddy he' wailed until he was horse it broke Noel's heart to see Aiden in such a state she was furious with Kyle for manipulating Aiden Noel suspected that doy had put Kyle up to calling she was starting to detest her former mother-in-law the woman would stop at nothing to get her way Dy didn't care about Aiden not really all she cared about was herself and what she wanted going to the ranch and having dinner with Uncle Knox and a few other members of the Romeo family was a well-needed diversion from the drama birdie tightened her hands on the steering wheel her voice Gathering enthusiasm Aiden you'll enjoy getting to know Maddie she's a few years older than you but I think y'all will get along just fine Maddie's great with younger children birdie said to Noel Maddie is a cutie Noel remarked she looks just like her mom with her dark hair and eyes it had been a while since she'd seen Maddie in person but she'd seen pictures of her on Facebook and Instagram yes she does birdie agreed with a touch of Pride remind me again of the history of the ranch Noel prompted wasn't it started by nox's father yes Hugh Romeo was the one who purchased it originally there were 5,000 Acres over time Parcels were sold off and developed into neighborhoods it was Hugh's desire that the ranch remain at least a, Acres which is how it got its name are KNX and's brother Dylan still developing neighborhoods Noel asked they sure are they're working on a project now do you remember swallows Creek I do I used to go swimming in that Creek I remember your mama used to worry about you getting eaten by water moccasins I had forgotten about that a reminiscent grin moved over Noel's lips her mom had been afraid of everything what are water moccasins Aiden asked his voice coated with concern Birdie's eyes widened oops I need to remember about those little ears listening nothing you need to be concerned about Noel inserted smoothly birdie quickly changed the subject Knox and Dylan are working on a residential development near swallows Creek Knox must be super busy running the ranch and doing his real estate Noel had been Young when her aunt birdie and Knox divorced she still didn't know the full story only that Knox had an affair she'd gathered that through hushed conversations she'd overheard between birdie and Noel's mom Jolie given her current state Noel had been tempted to broach the topic with birdie but she sensed that birdie might resist talking about the past she and Knox were obviously in a good spot now from the tender way birdie spoke of Knox one would think they were still a couple Noel didn't see how she could ever reach that point with Kyle merely thinking of him made her stomach coil into a hard knot then again Kyle was no Knox Romeo for all his shortcomings Knox was a good man maybe that's why birdie had been able to forgive him Knox is busy birdie continued but he likes it that way Jackson oversees the day-to-day Ranch operation which takes a lot of stress off Knox also Jackson and lemon have been busy with lemon's equestrian Therapy Program it's going really well her voice swung up oh I meant to tell you I talked to Lemon they're already booked for spring but she's going to make a space for Aiden wow that was really nice of her Noel was on a tight budget squirreling away everything she could to hopefully buy a house in the near future but she'd scrimp and save more if it meant giving Aiden unique opportunities Noel remembered lemon from school growing up but she was several years older you no birdie said casually Jackson and lemon were high school sweethearts and they reconnected so did Zoe and Briggs she threw Noel a speculative glance we could go for three Noel felt her cheeks warm thinking of the attraction that had zinged through her when she was around Holden earlier today she was unprepared for the longing that arose inside her I don't think so oh my situation is different she hesitated tightening her hand into a fist I have Aiden to think about she had to be sensible keep her mom senses front and center her heart was gullible and couldn't be trusted Holden's a great guy when he's sober Noel squeaked Holden had decimated her heart in many ways she'd never fully gotten over it she couldn't go down that road again birdie let out a long sigh he made a mistake Noel it was a long time ago he's a different man now silence fell between them Bird's words hanging heavy in the air Noel felt for Holden she really did he'd been through a lot on many levels she could understand why he'd succumbed to his demons she wasn't judging him per se but she had to do what was right for her and Aiden I'm just not ready Noel said Brusly not wanting to discuss it further she knew birdie met well but her aunt needed to let the past remain where it belonged in the past they pulled up to the impressive ranch house painted a glistening white it was a little before 6:00 p.m. dusk was starting to settle in the Mist in the air gave the porch lights a halo effect the house was bigger than Noel remembered she admired the large wraparound porch and neat row of sturdy columns the large Windows across the front were anchored with black shutters and the glossy red paint on the front door was welcoming had the door always been red Noel couldn't remember the Mansion had the unique ability to look homey and Grand at the same time lush green Christmas reads with red bows adorned the windows single candles either El or battery operated were in each window casting a soft warm glow the scene reminded Noel of a Hallmark movie rolled in with the Christmases of her childhood her mom had loved to decorate for the holidays a Pang shot through her as she thought of her mom's home the place where Noel had grown up after her mom's death Noel had sold the home to pay all of her mother's outstanding debts her mom had gotten a second mortgage on the home to cover her medical bills so there was hardly anything left at the end Aiden threw open the car door and made a Mad Dash for the house don't leave the car door standing wide open Noel admonished but he was already out of hearing range she let out a long sigh rolling her eyes birdie chuckled he's just excited I remember what KNX used to say to our kids she forced her voice to go deep thrusting out her chest close that that door were you raised in a barn Noel giggled I can imagine KNX saying that she shook her head I don't think anything I say to Aiden sinks in it goes straight through one ear and right out the other more sinks in then you realize Aiden will learn just be patient Birdie cast Noel a perceptive look you've been so worried about Aiden transitioning but kids are resilient with a loving considerate mom like you Aiden will do just fine Noel's eyes misted as she blinked thanks she said gruffly she could only hope birdie was right by the time they got out of the car Aiden was pounding on the door with his fists Aiden stop banging Noel corrected the door opened and there stood Knox looking as debbon air as ever with his broad shoulders and confident posture well hello he boomed as he grinned broadly while looking down at Aiden Aiden Drew into himself a touch as if he were intimidated Aiden's reaction was understandable as Knox wielded a commanding presence Noel guessed him to be around 6 feet tall he was lean and in great physical shape as though he could work alongside any 30-year-old and hold his own his hair was becoming more salt and pepper his Olive toned skin had the golden leathery cast of One who'd spent a lifetime in the sun his Lively teal eyes and easy smile were his best features he was the kind of man that you couldn't help but love hello Aiden responded with a squeak as he clasped his hands I want to ride a horse confusion washed over knox's features a horse he looked to birdie for an answer I told a that he could learn how to ride a horse when the weather clears birdie hugged her arms suppressing a shiver ohh it's cold out here the humidity cut through Noel's coat it was biting cold Aiden darted past KNX into the house well hello KNX said as he held out his arms giving Noel a hearty hug she caught a spicy whiff of knox's cologne it's good to see you darling he held her at arms length inspecting her you get prettier every time I see you his light eyes sparkled as he looked at birdie you look just like your aunt thanks Noel smiled I take that as a high compliment she glanced at birdie who suddenly had a Rosy Hue brushing her cheeks was birdie blushing yep something was definitely Brewing between Aunt birdie and Uncle Knox come on in the house Knox said as he led them inside Noel appreciated the warmth that greeted her staving off The Frigid cold the aromatic scent of cooking food wafted through the air causing Noel's stomach to rumble she was in the mood for some good down home cooking she had great memories of feasting on Hardy southern food while at the ranch she took in the surroundings the foyer opened to a sitting room that was decorated Tastefully but simply the soft white walls made a pleasant backdrop for the neutral Decor a plush leather deep Brown sofa was paired with oversized wicker chairs that housed comfortable beige cushions the coffee table made from Driftwood had a gray aged cast linen curtains hung from black rot iron rods sage green and chocolate brown pillows added pops of color matching well with the rugs and artwork Noel grinned recognizing Birdie's stylish handywork the ranch house seemed to be an extension of both Bird's Boutique and home everyone's in the kitchen knock said we can put our coats in the closet berdie added removing her coat Noel did the same as they hung them in the closet beside the front door not sure what to do with her purse Noel placed it on the the floor of the closet she didn't mind being separated from her phone for a few hours especially if it meant not having to deal with Do's calls and texts the wide planked wooden floor creaked pleasantly beneath their feet as they walked as they stepped into the spacious kitchen a smile drifted over Noel's lips when she saw everyone hello Zoe said warmly as she stood and enfolded Noel in a hug it's great to see you thanks Noel said appreciatively it's great to see you too Zoe looked beautiful as always with her dark liquid hair and deep brown eyes Zoe looked back at the table to where a blue-eyed guy with dark blonde hair grinned and waved hey Noel he said his voice warm with recognition good to see you good to see you too Briggs Noel was reminded of how nice it was to be home home where the town was small enough so that everybody knew one another Zoe and Briggs were a striking couple Zoe certainly seemed to be fairing well after her divorce Jackson was sitting beside Briggs a sideways smile slipped over his lips Hey cuz he drawled in a country bumpkin accent hey ja his arm was draped around a beautiful blonde lemon Noel began great to see you birdie tells me that y'all are doing great with your equestrian program Yep this little lady runs a tight ship Jack said giving lemon an admiring look they shared a smile it was obvious that Jackson was smitten which was sort of cool considering how Jackson had once been known as the player of the Romeo family Noel used to tease him saying that he went through girlfriends faster than she could go through a bottle of shampoo well Jackson was certainly off the market now Noel glanced around have yall seen a crazy kid about yayi she held out her hand so that it was level with her chest running around here yep he came in a few minutes ago and took off with Madison Zoe answered she probably took him to the playroom upstairs can we eat now a teenaged boy asked in exasperation I'm starving he was standing by the kitchen island tall and gangly he had curly dark hair and freckles splashed over his nose Noel wondered if Aiden would look similar when he was older with his curly hair and similar coloring you're always starving Zoe laughed it must be that Hollow Leg Knox piped in Zoe went over to the boy and slid an arm around his angular shoulders you remember my oldest Milo she turned to Milo this is Noel my first cousin hey he said dutifully with a ruthful grin hello Noel said with a nod you look like Momma Milo observed for a second Noel didn't understand who he was referring to but then it registered that he was talking about birdie yep she sure does KNX said proudly She's a Beauty heat splashed Noel's cheeks thanks she murmured it was flattering and a bit embarrassing to be labeled a Beauty especially amongst Zoe and lemon who were so glamorously beautiful themselves our little Noel here was Miss Georgia Royal Jackson bragged to Lemon lemon's eyes glimmered with Amusement Franklin's a small town news travels fast I think I might have heard something about that she winked at Noel Jackson made a face well you were off in Los Angeles all those years he huffed I wasn't sure what you heard lemon's laughter sounded like tinkling Bells she placed a hand on Jackson's arm it had the magical effect of smoothing his ruffled feathers Jax is still disgruntled that I left Franklin to build my business darn right he shot back but he grinned giving her an affectionate look at least she finally had the good sense to come home where she belongs yes I did lemon agreed her voice voice going soft Noel was very familiar with lemon's company that sold designer shoes and purses shade of lemon is one of my favorite Brands I have several pairs of your shoes thank you lemon said clearly touched Knox motioned have a seat he rubbed his hands together vigorously Gina prepared us a feast and Zoe added the finishing touches Noel tipped her head searching her memory Gina the name didn't sound familiar she pulled out a chair wincing slightly at the scraping sound it made against the floor a second later she folded herself into the chair shifting to get comfortable Gina is our housekeeper and cook KNX explained by unspoken consent he and birdie sat down next to one another Zoey turned to Milo will you go upstairs and tell Madison and Aiden that it's time for dinner it was more of a request than a question do I have to Milo frowned yep Briggs answered in a firm but kind tone he eyed Milo as a father would his own son Milo slumped his shoulders letting out a sigh of defeat okay he hurried out with a Nimble step it was impressive and encouraging to watch how Briggs and Zoe were navigating their relationship Noel guessed it couldn't be easy for Briggs to raise two children who weren't his own and yet Briggs seemed to have a good relationship with Milo perhaps there was hope for her and Aiden eventually when Noel decided it was time to settle down and get remarried Zoe went over and sat down beside Briggs the food is all warmed up and ready she announced as soon as the kiddos get back we can eat she looked at Noel how does it feel to be back in Franklin no Noel did a quick perusal of her thoughts trying to come up with an honest yet diplomatic answer a little strange but good Zoe gave her an astute look don't worry it'll get easier without warning a lump of emotion Rose in Noel's throat thanks she uttered trying to keep her emotions in check everything is just so muddled right now the compassion on Zoe's face caused tears to rise in Noel's eyes she cleared her throat forcing a smile sorry how embarrassing she couldn't lose it here in front of everyone no apology necessary Zoe said easily it's tough to make a change there was a world of significance in her words as her gaze locked with Noel's a second later Zoe broke the connection by glancing at birdie Mama tells me that you're working at viv's Salon yes Noel was grateful that Zoe had switched topics Zoe touched her hair can I get on your schedule I'd like to get something done to my hair before Christmas it's been so hectic at the gallery and with the kids that I haven't had a chance to do anything Briggs gave her a worried look you're not cutting your hair off are you Z Zoe laughed no I just need a trim oh he said look looking relieved lemon's expression grew thoughtful I'll book an appointment with you too I could use a trim you can add me to the list birdie chimed in maybe I should jump on the bandwagon Jackson teased do you cut men's hair yep sure do Noel answered all righty then sign me up too Jackson drawled before casting a challenging glance at Briggs don't you need that mop of yours cut too Hey Zoe protested my man's hair looks great thanks babe Briggs quipped as he smirked at Jackson Zoe tipped her head her dark eyes sparkling with Mischief as she held up a finger although you could use a smidgen of a trim around the edges and the back Brigg's jaw dropped as laughter peeled around the table she told you Jackson hooted Briggs looked at Zoe with a mock wounded expression I see how it is Zoe just laughed thank you Noel felt a rush of gratitude for their kindness and generosity she could tell they were getting their hair done to help her out it's good to have you here Jackson said heartily we're glad you and Aiden are spending Christmas with us yes we are birdie gave Noel a radiant smile it'll be good to see everyone Noel offered Knox grinned from ear to ear the entire family will be here his eyes popped open wide do you think we can survive it he joked all those turkeys in one place hush your mouth birdie swatted his arm Milo returned with Madison and Aiden and toe Noel stifled a grin Aiden was holding Madison's hand and from the way he looked at her it was obvious that he was smitten no wonder Madison was a beauty like her mom with her dark hair and eyes Zoe did the introductions Madison this is Noel my cousin it's been a long time since you've seen her so you may not remember hello Madison responded with a bright smile it's nice to see you again Noel said Zoe motioned to The Empty Chairs y'all sit down we need to have the blessing so we can can eat she threw Milo a playful grin before a certain guy starves to death Milo grunted but Noel could tell from his half smile smirk that he was somewhat amused by his mother's remark can I sit by Maddie Aiden asked sure Madison said in the patient tone of a grown-up birdie was right Madison was good with younger kids everyone joined hands as Knox offered the prayer expressing thanks that no no and Aiden had joined them Noel's heart warmed it felt nice to belong if only for an evening after the prayer Zoe and lemon went to get the bowls of food would you like some help Noel asked as she moved to stand nah we've got it Zoe said breezily her eyes danced as she grinned we'll let you off easy tonight but don't worry we'll need plenty of help on Christmas sounds good no replied as she settled back into her seat the food was excellent some of the best she'd had in a long time no wonder she had such fond memories of coming to the ranch she took an appreciative bite of the country fried steak which she dipped in a generous amount of creamy white gravy the mashed potatoes were fluffy and light the green beans crisp the creamed corn smooth with the perfect amount of sweetness her favorite were the flaky biscuits with savory butter soaked into them conversation drifted easily around the table Knox spoke of his residential development and how three of the houses were almost finished Jackson and Briggs swapped stories about the ranch which led to the equestrian program thanks so much for making space for Aiden Noel said you bet lemon smiled Aiden had been chowing down hearing his name he paused mid bite looking up this spring when the weather warms up you're going to learn how to ride a horse birdie explained with a large enthusiastic smile Aiden's eyes bubbled with anticipation he turned to Madison will you ride with me hope rang in his voice yep she answered Madison was clearly flattered by Aiden's infatuation a koi smile tugged at Jackson's lips it looks like mads has a new admirer blushing furiously Madison looked down at her plate lemon tapped his arm don't tease her Jackson just laughed he's just bemoaning the fact that he doesn't have a long string of admirers anymore Zoe taunted Jackson didn't miss a beat he turned to Lemon gracing her with an adoring look I've got the only admirer I'll ever want or need right here beside me it was cute how color seeped into lemon's light complexion the doorbell rang knock scooted back his chair and stood placing his napkin on the table excuse me folks he said ceremoniously as he went to get the door are we expecting another guest soe looked around the table for an answer her eyes settling on birdie Birdie's expression was enigmatic as she Shrugged could be a warm chuckle sounded in her throat you know your daddy he loves having people over for dinner Zoe crinkled her brows who did he invite this time she rolled her eyes not that I mind having the neighbors over mind you but sometimes it's nice to just have family knox's deepthroated unencumbered laughter sounded in the hall before he returned to the kitchen look who I found lurking around outside he joked I figured we'd take pity on the poor scoundrel and give him a few scraps of food Noel had just taken a bite of steak she looked up startled as she met eyes with Holden her food went down the wrong way getting caught in her throat she coughed to clear it but the food wouldn't budge Panic shot through her as she gurgled her eyes bulging she's choking Bird's voice filled with alarm mommy Aiden cried chapter 5 Noel's body heaved as she tried to expel the food a hot suffusing wave of Terror engulfed her time seemed to stand still as her life flashed before her eyes she didn't want to leave Aiden without a mother how horrendous it would be to die in such a senseless manner Holden and Jackson raced toward her coming from different directions Jackson was the first to reach her he gave her a hard slap in the center of her back using the brunt of his palm it jarred her body dislodging the piece of steak sending it flying out of her mouth she breathed in a ragged breath before a fit of coughing overtook her her hand went up around her neck as she tried to regulate her breathing gulping in scoops of blessed air Holden rubbed her arm are you okay his voice was Co with concern she nodded a P relief splashing over her her mind reeled grateful for the blessing of being alive next came the hot sting of embarrassment ma mommy Aiden cried his lower lip trembling he sprang up from his seat ran around the table and flung his arms around her I'm okay Noel assured him rubbing his back she could feel that her cheeks were burning hotter than Asphalt in July Zoe got up from her chair she went to the kitchen island and grabbed a napkin Noel realized with a jolt of mortification that Zoe used the napkin to pick up the piece of steak and place it into the garbage hot tears stung Noel's eyes she blinked to stay them I'm so sorry she realized that her hands were trembling Tremors were running through her entire body she felt like a complete we're just glad you're okay knocked said a note of solemn concern in his tone an awkward silence passed over the group until Knox resumed his role as host have a seat looking at Holden he motioned to the empty chair beside Madison directly across from where Noel was sitting everything in Noel wanted to jump up and flee the scene but she couldn't without humiliating herself even further her cheeks were scalding she felt like every could see right through her she'd been so shocked to see Holden that she choked Holden did as Knox directed and sat down Jackson also went back to his seat help yourself to some viddles Knox prompted and then realized that Holden didn't have a plate he got up and went to retrieve a plate and silverware for him a few seconds later he placed the items in front of Holden I'll get you something to drink Zoe said as she got got up realizing that his mom was okay Aiden extricated himself from Noel's arms and went back to sit beside Madison Noel looked at birdie her face was a touch pale when she realized Noel was looking at her she offered a reassuring smile Noel just shook her head and looked away she suspected that birdie knew Holden was coming tonight she should have warned Noel and saved her from nearly choking to death it had been endearing at first that birdie wanted to get Noel back together with Holden now it was getting irritating great season Jackson said to Holden opening up a segue of conversation thanks Holden replied as he reached for the nearby bowl of potatoes and placed a spoonful on his plate a second later everyone began passing him bowls of food that was a tough break at playoffs Jackson sat back stretching his arm across the back of of lemon seat double overtime and then Ravenwood scored that field goal for the win we'll get him next year Holden said mildly in a way that let Noel know he was preoccupied with other things his golden brown eyes filled with worry as he looked at her you okay several emotions rushed through her at once attraction frustration Nostalgia over all that had been between them before sadness that nothing had gone as they planned even now despite all that had happened and against her better judgment Noel couldn't deny the invisible line of connection stretching between her and Holden now that he was in the room she was acutely aware of his presence she nodded smiling weakly as she looked down at her plate she still had lots of food left but she'd lost her appetite she picked up her fork and stirred her potatoes around her plate so she could at least make a pretense of eating speaking of field goals Holden said Mason's making quite a name for himself at utk he is Knox grinned with a touch of Pride who would a thk Mason's buddy talked him in to joining the football team and now as it turns out Mason's got a foot of gold on him He's Got Talent that's for sure Holden piped in it'll be interesting to see what happens to him after college do you think he'll go pro I'm not sure Knox answered Mason has had his heart set on following and Cash's footsteps ever since he was knee high to a grasshopper I guess we'll have to see how it goes what happened to your ear Aiden asked Noel's head snapped up she caught the simmer of amusement in Holden's eyes as he looked at her from across the table the scissors and I had a little runin earlier holding answered easily again Noel felt her face go hot all eyes were on her but she didn't dare look at anyone right about now she figured that they were all second guessing their decision to let her cut their hair how are plans going for the Christmas festival Knox asked birdie really well birdie answered especially since I'm not in charge of it this year that's right KNX sat back in his seat and stroked his chin Jill sandstrom's heading it up this year birdie nodded she is and she's doing a great job the only thing I have to worry about this year is the bake sale she looked around the table I'll be needing volunteers for this weekend it's for a great cause all the proceeds go to buy children's books for the library it was cute how fast everyone looked down to avoid being pinged by Birdie's Steely gate I'll help Noel heard herself say she turned to birdie um that is if you don't mind watching Aiden I'll be happy to watch him Knox and I can take him and Maddie to get pizza and ice cream birdie looked at Knox to get his approval I'm always up for ice cream knox's eyes glimmered with mirth as he looked at Madison and Aiden especially if I get to go with two turkeys as cute as y'all I ice cream yay Aiden sang Holden spoke up I'll volunteer Noel jerked giving him a questioning look he didn't so much as blink it's for a good cause a crooked grin tugged at his lips deepening his dimples it's the least I can do to help the library birdie was quick on the draw great she said neutrally I'll put you and Noel down to volunteer Saturday afternoon and evening her voice had a tone of finality like it was a done deal a quiver of anticipation darted through Noel before she squashed it flat she couldn't get involved with Holden again she just couldn't a phone chimed KNX fished it out of his pocket before sliding a finger over the screen to answer hey Dylan he began an instant later his face fell what he exploded his face going a shade darker when his brows darted together do the police have any leads this is unbelievable I'm on my way what's wrong Bird's voice trembled slightly as she touched knox's arm Fury burned in knox's eyes three of the houses in the development burned to the ground tonight what birdie exclaimed her hand going over her mouth how did it happen Jackson asked was it an accident Zoe wanted to know we're not sure KNX shoved his phone back into his pocket as he scooted back his chair his jaw was rock hard eyes blazing with determination but you can better believe I'm going to find out he growled as he rose to his feet I'm going with you Jackson asserted springing from his chair me too Briggs added the three of them rushed out a stunned silence fell over the table Zoe was the first to speak her words coming out in breathy Chun do you think it was faulty work an accident arson birdie merely shook her head she fingered the pearl necklace around her neck we don't need to make any assumptions let's just wait and see what Knox finds out please she added her voice catching when Zoe looked like she might argue Noel's eyes found Holden as they shared a long look she could feel his concern for birdie and Knox it comingled with the worry churning Noel's gut she'd come back to Franklin seeking solace in the safe predictable world of her youth it was unsettling to have a new element of uncertainty thrown into the turmoil Noel was already experiencing also she felt for birdie and Knox birdie had mentioned that Knox had a lot of money tied up in the new new development maybe you should call ramsy Lemon prompted let him know what's going on birdie nodded good idea I'll do that as soon as I get a report back from Knox about the situation ramsy and Hartley are in Maui taking some time off now that the tour has ended for the year I hate to interrupt their vacation no well thought lemon's suggestion to call Ramsay was wise Ramsay the third oldest of the Romeo's was a former Navy SEAL he now headed up the security for his younger brother Cash's tour Ramsay was married to the singer Hartley Reigns she wasn't quite as big of a star as cash but close Hartley opened for Cash's tour is Papa going to be okay Milo asked Zoe daddy will be just fine Zoe assured him in The Confident tone that only a mother could perfect the only hint of Zoe's apprehension was the slight tightening around the edges of her eyes we don't want to jump the gun here birdie cautioned hopefully it's just an accident she looked around the table offering a strained smile let's finish our dinner and have dessert Gina made us some apple cobbler Zoe will you heat it up sure Zoe Rose from her seat this time Noel didn't ask she stood and went to help Zoe dish up the C cobbler it wasn't until later as Noel was putting on her coat and getting ready to leave that she overheard Zoe and birdie talking in low strains did you mention to Daddy that you feel like your house is being watched Noel's insides froze a shudder slithering down her spine bird's house was being watched by whom her heart began to pound no birdie answered quietly I wanted to make sure that I wasn't imagining things before I said anything was birdie imagining things why hadn't she said anything to Noel do you think the fires are connected Zoe asked I I'm not sure birdie glanced in Noel's Direction her eyes widened when she realized that Noel was listening what's going on Noel demanded before birdie could answer Holden stepped into the foyer with with a chipper smile well Noy I guess I'll see you on Saturday pick you up at 3 her jaw dropped pick me up a streak of uncertainty ran through his features yeah birdie said it would be easier for me to just swing by and grab you that way we'll have only one vehicle at the festival really Noel spouted as she looked at birdie who wore a sheepish expression parking is horrendous at at the festival birdie said in the way of a defense Zoe grinned a just let him pick you up she said offhandedly with a wave of her hand it'll make his day Noel looked at Holden to get his reaction to Zoe's comment his cheeks were a tad flushed he shoved a hand in his pocket shuffling his Converse tennis shoes he looked so darn cute that Noel felt herself relent okay f fine she sighed we'll go to the Festival together a pleased smile moved over Holden's lips showcasing his dazzling white teeth I guess it's a date he winked since when did he start looking like a poster child for a hunk how could she not be affected by him no Noel gawked her cheeks stinging it's definitely not a date Amusement flitted over Holden's chiseled features glad we got that squared away he mused look Zoe CED pointing y'all are standing under the mistletoe to her horror Noel looked up realizing that it was true kiss her Zoe urged with a wicked smile it's tradition Noel shot her cousin a dark look she wanted to shove a sock into Zoe's meddling mouth Zoe's eyes zinged with a playful teasing that let Noel know her cousin wasn't the least bit quelled by Noel's irritation what are you waiting for Coach Zoe chirped I've given you the ball time to run it into the end zone Zoe birdie exclaimed that's enough give them a break Holden pursed his lips thoughtfully sizing Noel up you know he mused I think I'll pass on this one the comment stung like a nest full of hornets the words rushed out of Noel's mouth before her head could comprehend what she was saying what you think you're too good to kiss me yikes had she really just said that she must be losing it his eyes took on a deep smolder as he stepped up to her his gaze moved over her slowly thoroughly as if drinking her in her pulse shot through the roof when he leaned in his lips brushing with feather lightness against against her cheek his warm breath tickled and teased circling tingles around her spine she lost herself for a minute good night Noy he murmured as he stepped back and moved past her with li sure steps as he went out the door he's good Zoe drawled with a velvety laugh now that's what I call a Smooth Operator Noel took in a deep breath trying to calm her ertic heartbeat she was astounded and alarmed by the ache of longing that Holden had evoked it seeped through her body going clear to her bones in that one terrible moment a sad bitter truth penetrated her Consciousness she'd never gotten over Holden not by a long shot maybe she never would that was a crying shame because under no circumstances could she ever go back to him again chapter 6 as Holden's head hit the pillow he closed his eyes thinking about Noel it had taken all the fortitude he could muster to keep from pulling her into his arms and planting a long demanding kiss on her enticing lips he didn't blame Noel for being wary of him Heck if the situation were reversed he'd feel the same way he told himself before Noel came back that he'd keep his distance allow her to rebuild her life without any interference from him then fate stepped in and she'd fallen into those cans of ham providing him with the perfect introduction a grin stole over his lips he could hug Aiden's little rambunctious neck for causing the accident Holden had gone to the salon today with the clear intent of getting Noel to cut his hair yesterday Meredith had mentioned that she was taking off a few extra hours around lunchtime to do some Christmas shopping Holden figured it was the perfect time to act he'd gotten a substitute to teach his afternoon history class and then darted over to the salon had Meredith not barged up and jolted Noel she wouldn't have nicked Holden's ear with the scissors Holden had been questioning whether or not he should tell Noel that bird had invited him to have dinner at the ranch but then Meredith had thrown everything off course and Holden never got the chance he felt terrible for shocking Noel into choking if anything happened to Noel because of him an invisible fist squeezed his chest causing perspiration to break over his pores he thought of his older brother Justin the old familiar despair settling in his gut like Stone Panic raced through his veins as as he struggled to get a good breath his hands tingled and he knew that a panic attack was coming on a silent prayer Rose in his heart please Lord let this attack pass help me get control of myself help me remember the things Pastor Charles told me dizziness assaulted him he felt himself swimming in his own guilt he was caught like a fly in thick gooey syrup that was pulling him down down down try as he could to fight against it the memories caught hold taking him back to the Fateful night that had changed everything the Bas from the pulsing music throbbed through Holden causing his head to ache he didn't know why he'd let Justin talk him and Noel into coming to Gary Swinson's idiotic party Gary was a friend of Justin's the guy was a loser he dropped out of high school and was going nowhere the scent of booze churned Holden stomach he glanced at Noel's tight expression and could tell that she was as uncomfortable as he was no more so hey you two Cheryl staggered over to them you want something to drink her voice was several octaves too loud her eyes glassy she held up a can of beer dangling it in front of them someone barreled into her back and she fell forward sloshing beer on Noel's jeans Noel jumped letting out a startled gasp watch it Holden warned shrill laughter bubbled from Cheryl's lips oops sorry she straightened herself back up to her full height and adjusted her shirt before traing away hey goodl looking she said to the nearest guy she crossed paths with we should go Noel said through rigid lips her gaze moved to the couple sitting across from them engaged in a full out make out session good idea boisterous laughter caught Holden's attention as he looked across the room to where a group of guys were gathered around his brother Justin cheering him on as he raised a can of beer to his lips and drained it down and a few swallows he used his sleeve to wipe away the liquid dribbling down the sides of his mouth before crushing the can in his fist Noel tugged on Holden's sleeve let's go there was a note of urgency in her voice Holden and Noel had driven to the party where they met Justin and his friends the plan was for them to stop by the party for a bit and then grab something to eat afterwards however Holden hadn't counted on Justin getting Saed apprehension twisted his gut that wasn't true he always worried about Justin and how trouble seemed to follow him like his shadow Justin was 3 years older than Holden but in many ways Holden felt like he was the older brother Holden assumed that when Justin graduated high school 4 years earlier that he'd go off to college but he hadn't Justin got a job at an auto parts store while there was nothing wrong with earning an honest wage Holden could tell that his older brother was floundering he'd been drinking too much and several times Holden had smelled marijuana on his clothes Justin's lack of ambition was a source of contention in the hunt household Holden's parents were genuinely worried about Justin lately Justin had been getting angry at the drop of the hat and he was always looking for a fight Holden wasn't sure where all of the animosity was coming from it was like a switch had flipped inside of Justin Holden hardly recognized his brother and yet his heart achd for him he wished there was something he could do to help Justin Shape Up hold in Noel urged tightening her hold on his arm her voice held a hint of exasperation I don't feel comfortable here Holden was caught between his desire to get Noel out of a difficult situation and his need to stay with his brother Justin wouldn't think twice about getting behind the wheel and driving drunk he'd either end up killing himself or someone else he turned to Noel bracing himself for her reaction I need to stay here with Justin and drive him home a Furrow d at her brows her jadeed eyes darkening with misgivings but what about dinner I'll take Justin home and then stop by and pick you up resentment shadowed Noel's features as she threw Justin a scathing look I knew this would happen when your brother invited us to this wretched party she seeed Holden let out a heavy sigh I'm sorry babe he rubbed his hand up and down her arm it won't take me long I promise she cut her eyes at Justin who was Downing yet another beer it might take longer than you think to get him out of here she got up from the couch with a Resolute sigh he also stood fine she said dully do what you have to do the slightest hint of a smile softened her features as her gaze caught his just don't make me wait too long okay desire welted through Holden as he traced the outline of her soft perfect lips did I ever tell you how beautiful you are he murmured into her ear his arm encircling her waist she smelled fabulous a combination of fruity shampoo and Cherry lip balm she laughed as she tipped her head back her long blonde hair swishing in the process once or twice but I never get tired of hearing it good he searched her face marveling that such an incredible Exquisite woman was with him I love you an impish smile tipped her lips I love you back he gave her a kiss on the lips it wet his appetite for more I won't be long he released her and watched her walk away her hips swaying softly her hair bouncing on her slender shoulders a hand shoved him roughly on the shoulder nearly knocking him over put your tongue back in your mouth little brother Justin slurred he tipped his head his gaze learing after Noel he placed the tips of his thumbs and fingers together Fram scaming her in a square she's a hot little number Holden bristled excuse me horse laughter rattled through Justin's throat just kidding little bro I know she's taken the stench of alcohol on Justin's breath nearly boiled Holden over he backed away averting his face we need to go Holden said sharply Nah The Knight is still young Holden gritted his teeth I said we need to go now it only took a second for Justin's anger to flare hot don't tell me what to do He barked I'm not going anywhere until I'm good and ready several people looked their Direction great just what Holden needed for Justin to cause a scene he caught hold of Justin's arm come on bro he urged let's get you home so you can sleep it off uncertain rippled through Justin's eyes in that blip of a second Holden felt his brother's pain knew that he was swimming in a sea of indecision letun go Holden said calmly he sucked in a quick breath and held it praying that Justin would be reasonable Justin was stronger and bigger than Holden the only hope that Holden had of getting his brother out of here was through persuasion Justin's eyes narrowed a split second before his features smoo smoothed okay little bro we'll go hey y' he said loudly my brother and I are leaving this is not Holden scene he's too much of a choir boy to have a drink this brought a round of Wise Cracks and chortles Holden placed a hand on Justin's shoulder and navigated him out thankfully Justin didn't resist when they reached the car Holden turned to Justin give me the keys and Edge crept into his voice as he held out his hand what you don't think I'm capable of driving Justin countered nope Holden said pleasantly I don't Justin reached into his pocket and pulled out the keys he dangled them in front of Holden's face is this what you're looking for he jeered Holden snatched them out of Justin's hand fine Justin grunted I didn't want to drive anyway when they got in the car Justus let out a loud belch that stunk up the air you're a nasty Buzzard Holden cringed Justin heaved out a Wheezy laugh that turned into a fit of coughing you okay Holden asked as he started the engine and pulled out onto the road yeah Justin grunted burping again that's so gross Holden muttered rolling down the window to air out the car a cold blast of air cut through his coat he rolled the window back up it was sleeing Holden turned on the wipers the road was slick apprehension clutched his stomach he hoped Noel would be okay driving home the fog was as thick as cream soup Justin started singing a song that their mom had often sung to them when they were kids well the fox went out on a cold Winter's Night and he prayed for the moon to give him a light his voice was loud and obnoxious not to mention off key come on bro sing with me he urged no thanks Holden's mood was growing sourer by the minute he was tired of bailing his brother out he stared ahead at the dark line of road in front of them the Sleep coming down mingled with the fog made him dizzy he couldn't look at it but strained his eyes to look through it sing with me Justin pleaded no Holden said flatly Justin reached out and shoved Holden come on sing the movement caused Holden's hand to jerk the steering wheel a twinge of alarm pinched through him as the car lurched he tightened his hold on the steering wheel regaining control of the vehicle see I should have driven Holden rolled his eyes right sing Justin bellowed drumming his hands on the dash hey you didn't put on your seat belt nope I'm living Danger serly Justin laughed you should put it on and you should mind your own beeswax Holden couldn't help but grin at Justin's reference to the phrase they used to say over and over to one another when they were kids things had been so much simpler then Justin was his stalwart older brother whom he adored Justin's voice grew plaintive sing he picked back up on the song going into the chorus Be judgingly Holden joined in many a mile to go that night before we reach this town oh see we make a pretty good team Justin said jubilantly he sat back in his seat silence settling between them Holden heard a noise he thought for one terrible second that Justin was choking but then realized that he was crying I I'm sorry Justin's voice broke I don't know what's wrong with with me I need help Holden's eyes collected moisture as he swallowed it was the first time that juston had admitted that he had a problem don't hate me Justin implored Holden saw a flash of movement out of the corner of his eye the deer seemed to come out of nowhere Holden swore as his foot instinctively slammed on the brake too late he felt the impact as the car hit the animal with a sickening thud alarm streak through Holden as the tires lost traction with the road time seemed to slow and speed up at the same instant as they spun around before crashing the first thing Holden became aware of was a sharp pain stabbing through his shoulder from where the seat belt had caught him the airbag was in his face he pushed it back with his palms and lifted his head it was throbbing with pain he touched his forehead it was sticky and wet his brain raced to connect the dots they'd gone off the road and hit something a tree concern for his brother gripped him as he turned to look a sharp Terror tore through him the right side of the car was demolished having taken the brunt of the impact a single agonizing word ripped through his throat Justin Holden gripped the sheet winding it around his fist only vaguely aware that his body was bathed in sweat his mind was caught somewhere between the web of his memory and the present he forced himself to take long deep breaths in through his nose and out through his mouth he repeated this process until his heart slowed to a normal Pace he let out a breath relieved that the episode had passed as he'd done countless times his brain went through the motion of reh hashing the past in a more analytical rational manner it was his way of coming to terms with the Panic Justin had been killed instantly Holden's guilt had consumed him he was angry at God for taking his brother but even more than that he loathed himself he started drinking carousing with women becoming the very thing that he' resented his brother for being his relationship with Noel disintegrated she left for the University of Georgia Not Looking Back Holden had wallowed in self-pity to the point where he could hardly stand to look at himself in the mirror it was his mother's constant pestering that finally got him back to church there he met the new pastor Jeffrey Charles before he became a pastor Jeffrey had worked as a financial analyst in building two of the World Trade Center he lost all of his co-workers during the 911 attacks Jeffrey knew firsthand how devastating Survivor guilt could be he'd gone down a dark path that nearly cost him his wife and two children thankfully before all was lost Jeffrey discovered his calling as a pastor he'd found a new sense of purpose in life through service to God and His fellow men Holden opened up to Pastor Charles who helped him work through his grief Holden began the long long arduous process of rebuilding his life along with his relationship with God Pastor Charles had gone to Clemson University where he played football he talked Holden into going to school there where he followed in Pastor Charles's footsteps it was at Clemson that Holden discovered his calling he got great reward out of helping the players on his team during their formative Years also he enjoyed teaching history Holden still didn't understand why his brother had been killed Justin's death had nearly destroyed his parents they'd never been the same afterwards even now Holden caught Whispers of grief in the shadows of their expressions this Christmas Holden's parents were going on a cruise to the Bahamas while Holden wasn't looking forward to spending Christmas alone he was Greatful that his parents were taking a vacation they deserved to have some sunshine and happiness Holden tried to have faith and put his trust in God recognizing that God's plan was greater than his still it was tough at times all he knew to do was to keep moving forward over the years as he came to himself more and more Holden realized that his grief and those dark times had cost him the best thing that had ever happened to him Noel having her back here in Franklin awoke all of the old feelings he couldn't deny that she was stunningly beautiful inside and out but more important than that Noel was a good person she always had been would Noel ever be able to forgive him or trust him maybe she'd never trust any man again she'd been betrayed by her ex-husband to make matters worse The Jerk was with a well-known actress making the whole thing public Holden had never met Noel's EX but the guy seemed like a loser discarding his wife and child so he could have a fling with an actress Holden's phone buzzed pulling him out of his thoughts he retrieved it from his nightstand frowning when he saw the text it was from Meredith I miss you she added a string of heart emojis he let out a long sigh muttering under his breath what to do about Meredith When Holden first arrived back in Franklin he'd recently broken up with Khloe a girl he'd been dating when he lived in Huntsville Meredith had pursued him he'd been flattered by the attention and fell into a pattern of dating her however as more time went on he just wasn't feeling it while Meredith was Lively and fun to be around the two of them didn't have much in common Holden got the feeling that Meredith enjoyed the notoriety of dating the football coach rather than than him the actual person also Meredith was becoming clingy and she was too high maintenance his thoughts shifted back to Noel who was he fooling one word could best sum up his waning interest in meridith Noel that was Holden's problem none of the women he'd ever dated had measured up to noell now that she was back in Franklin well she was all he could think about Holden had no idea how this would play out maybe Noel would shut him down hard but he had to at least try he grinned thinking about the Christmas festival and how Noel was volunteering alongside him at the bake sale Holden wished they were going on a real date but at this point he'd take every opportunity he could get a prayer ran through his mind please help me to set things right with Noel and and if it be possible please give me another chance with her I promise this time I won't mess it up chapter 7 as Noel got out of her car the wind picked up sending Shivers through her body she pulled her coat tighter around herself the wind caught the door swinging it back with a swift push she closed the door and used the clicker to lock ET dark low clouds filled the sky pressing together like they were getting ready to dump snow snow was in the forecast all morning long during her shift at the salon women had been jabbering excitedly about how they hoped it would snow during the Christmas festival it was a little after 1: p.m. Noel had gone into the salon at 8: while birdie watched Aiden Saturdays were a critical time to pick up new clients who worked full-time jobs and couldn't get to the Salon during the week Noel didn't know what she would do without her aunt birdie had been picking up Aiden from school every day and watching him until Noel got home from work Aiden loved it because birdie often took him to get ice cream or to the ranch where he could play with Madison in two short hours Holden would be stopping by to pick her up so they could volunteer at the bake sale anticipation darted through her she couldn't deny that she was looking forward to spending time with him but just as old friends she kept reminding herself things were starting to settle down at the salon as promised birdie Zoe Briggs lemon and Jackson had all come in this week birdie had sent a few of her friends in as well business was picking up for Noel and thank goodness she'd done a good job and managed to avoid any other hair disasters the only downside to working at the salon was having to deal with Meredith who was as caddy as ever Meredith took great pleasure in getting Noel to do as much grunt work as possible Noel had lost count of the number of times she'd swept up Meredith's station or sanitized Meredith's hair styling and cutting tools the good news was that now that Noel's clientele was picking up she would be too busy to be at Meredith's beck and call hugging her arms Noel opened the gate on the picket fence and walked up the side sidewalk she felt the cold ping of one snowflake and then another Aiden would be excited about the snow something she couldn't Define caught her attention her skin prickled with unease as she glanced around was someone watching her her senses went on full alert as her heart picked up its Pace her throat went dry as she swallowed she took an assessment of the other houses on the street not a single person was out outside and there were no cars passing by and yet Noel had the distinct impression that someone was watching her birdie lived in the historical section of town a safe and well-kept area built in 1920 the two-story home with its spacious front porch and careful attention to architectural details exuded Grace and charm the lap siding was painted khaki and the trim a creamy white it wasn't just the house itself but also the setting the large beefy trees and mature Landscaping that was so impressive the neighborhood normally spoke of peace and Tranquility which is why Noel's sense that something was off screamed so loudly relief swept through her as she stepped onto the front porch and quickly went through the front door making sure to lock it behind her birdie routinely left her doors up unlocked Noel was starting to think that might not be wise Noel edged over to the window and lifted a slat of the plantation shutter again she scoped the area nothing was she imagining things earlier in the week after leaving the ranch Noel had questioned birdie about the comment Zoe had made about birdie feeling like she was being watched birdie had brushed aside the topic saying that she was probably just being paranoid it only happened once as I was going into the garage birdie said it could have been one of the neighbors watching from a window unless it happens again I'm not going to worry about it but birdie had been concerned enough about the incident to mention it to Zoe and now it had happened to Noel the TV was on in the den removing her coat Noel went in that direction she found birdie sitting on the sectional her her cell phone pressed to her ear Aiden was on the floor building a Lego tower a cartoon was playing on the TV mommy Aiden squealed with a joyous smile when he saw her he jumped up and threw his arms around her waist hey sport she said affectionately tousling his hair birdie smiled and nodded at Noel before turning her attention back to her phone conversation berd's expression was worried the lines around her eyes and mouth showing more prominently Noel wondered what was going on Aiden reached for Noel's hand and pulled her to his tower look what I built that looks amazing Noel placed her purse and coat on the nearby ottaman before getting down on the floor beside Aiden she played Legos with him until birdie got off the phone is everything okay Noel asked I'm not sure birdie answered pursing her lips together Noel's stomach tightened what's going on birdie made a point of looking at Aiden as if she didn't want him to hear the conversation let's go into the kitchen and talk for a minute sure Noel touched Aiden's arm I'm going to the kitchen with birdie I'll be back in a few minutes Aiden nodded his attention immediately going back to the tower Noel got up off the floor and followed birdie into the kitchen what's wrong birdie was standing with her back against the counter her arms folded over her chest her posture was tense that was KNX on the phone the investigators have determined that the cause of the house fires was arson oh no that's terrible do the police have any leads on who did it not yet Birdie's expression was Grim these weren't just regular homes they were million dooll homes almost completely built two of them were already under contract with people moving into them right after Christmas wow does Knox have contractor Insurance yes thank goodness but claims will have to be filed and Knox will have to waade through a whole mess of paperwork and red tape it could take up to 45 days for his claims to get paid the worst part is that the buyers for the two houses under contract have backed out KNX is concerned that the development will get a bad reputation and that future buyers will be scared away there are four other houses under construction in the development KNX is concerned about the safety of those houses I would be too Noel shook her head I'm so sorry is Knox okay he's stressed and fighting mad that someone did this birdie rubbed a hand over her forehead it's always something she muttered I've been looking so forward to having all of the family together for Christmas I hate to have this Thundercloud hanging over us did you call ramsy to get his take on the situation Knox was going to call him right after he got off the phone with me who would do something like this I'm not sure Bird's features tightened we're not sure if someone was targeting the neighborhood or if this was an attack on Knox and Dylan chill ran through Noel she figured now was as good of a time as any to tell birdie about what happened to her on her way inside the house she kept her voice low remember how we talked about you feeling like you were being watched weariness crept into Birdie's eyes yes she said hesitantly well I felt it a few minutes ago when I left my car and came into the house she was cold all of a sudden thinking about the way her skin had crawled birdie blinked fast her words rushing out did you see anyone no it was just a feeling I looked around at the other houses and yards but no one was there the raw concern in Bird's eyes nodded Noel's stomach how long ago was it that you had your experience last week after Aiden and I moved in with you Noel said thinking out loud yeah I guess so but I don't see how there could be any connection Noel was filled with a searing heat do you think doy hired someone to spy on me birdie made a face why what purpose could she possibly have Noel felt like she could spit fire who knows what's going on in that woman's head maybe she's trying to get some dirt on me finagle away to get Kyle custody of Aiden that's not going to happen birdie shot back her eyes flashing no it's most certainly not Noel spat doy tried to talk Kyle into putting up a fuss about me taking Aiden out of Georgia but Kyle was too busy falling over Tiffany Ward to care about his son her words left a sour taste in her mouth Dy on the other hand is Relentless she has called every day this week some days multiple times have you spoken to her no Noel scoffed I let it go to voicemail after that little stunt Kyle pulled on Tuesday I figured I could use some space from him and his psycho mother has Kyle called again no just on Tuesday birdie rubbed a hand across her forehead I'm not sure what's going on there are too many moving Parts she tipped her head maybe you should call D and ask her Point Blank if she hired someone to spy on you Noel's eyes widened do you think she would admit it if she did probably not but at least if doy is behind this she'll realize that you're on to her good point okay I'll call her in a few minutes Noel's thoughts shifted another direction if Do's not the one watching us then who is is this somehow connected to the arson has Knox felt like anyone has been watching him or any other member of the family no not that I know of does Knox have any enemies sure he's had his fair share of squabbles with various people over the years arai grin touched Bird's lips Knox can be a bit of a hotthead his pet peeve is when people don't keep their word there have been disagreements with subcontractors and house inspectors over the years nothing extraordinary but about what you would expect KNX gets frustrated when subcontractors drag their feet and don't complete jobs when they say they will or when they try to come back after the fact and increase their bid that makes sense the fires could have been started by a disgruntled contractor it's possible birdie paused in thought Knox and Ellis Livingston had a falling out over a land deal a few years back Ellis was selling a stretch of property on the river in Nashville he and Knox worked out a deal and Shook on it then Ellis went behind knox's back and sold it to an outof Town investor who's Ellis Livingston he's a big name in Nashville he owns a lot of real estate Knox certainly didn't score any brownie points with Ellis Livingston when Ramsay shot his son Wesley Noel's hand splayed over her throat as she tried to process what birdie was saying the air whooshed out of her lungs with her words did Wesley die yes Noel's brain reeled what happened do you remember how I told you about lemon and the guy who was stalking her she nodded well that guy was Wesley Livingston he was off his rocker and would have killed lemon had ramsy not intervened chills ran through Noel she hugged her arms I knew it was a bad situation with lemon but I didn't realize anyone was killed over it three people died actually Noel's eyes widened who a young maid who was having an affair with Wesley the girl was pregnant Wesley pushed her down a flight of stairs lemon saw the whole thing that's what triggered her Amnesia she held up a finger well technically lemon's Amnesia was triggered when she realized that Wesley had her mother killed a sense of horror overtook Noel lemon has been through a lot it had been torture for Noel to lose her mother to cancer she couldn't imagine the turmoil that it must have caused lemon to have her mother murdered she has she's a strong woman did you mention your suspicion about Ellis Livingston to Knox I didn't have to birdie said Gravely Knox knows what it means to have a powerful enemy like Ellis Livingston that's part of what he wants to talk to ramsy about she sighed we hope the arson has nothing to do with Ellis but we have to examine all the angles yes we do Noel said squaring her jaw which is why I'm going to call doy right now she'd no sooner gotten the words out of her mouth when Aiden came trotting into the kitchen holding out her ringing phone here you go Aiden said handing it to her it was with a sinking heart that Noel realized it was Kyle she turned the phone around so birdie could see the face should I let it go to voicemail she'd not yet confronted Kyle about getting Aiden worked up over tyby Island no you should talk to him ask him if his mother hired someone to keep tabs on you and Aiden Noel narrowed her eyes as she answered with a brusk Hello Kyle what do you need he laughed hello to you too how are things going in Tennessee he asked breezily you tell me uh I'm not sure what you mean he replied A Sliver of uncertainty creeping out from under his cheerful veneer she went straight for the jugular vein did your mother hire someone to spy on me and Aiden he left let out a startled laugh what are you talking about did your mother hire someone to spy on me and Aiden she repeated punching out every word she gripped the phone tighter thrusting out her jaw no no why would you ask such a question Kyle sounded genuinely surprised by Noel's accusation but she knew from sad experience that Kyle was a good liar concern sounded in his voice is everything okay there with you and Aiden we're fine Noel snapped is someone spying on you his voice shot up an octave maybe you and Aiden should come home it doesn't sound like it's safe there her brows knitted together was that the angle Kyle and doy were playing frightening her into going back she straightened her spine everything's good here I just just asked about the spying because doy has been calling me incessantly he pushed out a heavy sigh yeah I'm sorry about that you know my mom she just misses Aiden if you would just let him go to tyby Island for Christmas then it would ease her concern nope she clipped not going to happen we had an agreement Aiden and I spent Thanksgiving there and we're spending Christmas here she hoped he would pick up on the unrelenting determination in her voice there was a long pause when Kyle spoke his voice was a whisper I miss you and Aiden she jerked as his words processed in her head a harsh laugh Rose in her throat I figured you were too busy chasing after Tiffany Wade and those shorttight skirts to give us a second thought that's not fair his voice was morose comp Cent I made a mistake he paused I realize that now Noel didn't know whether to start laughing hysterically or bite Kyle's head off why are you calling me she couldn't believe all the years she'd wasted trying to appease this egotistical jerk the only good thing that came out of that relationship was Aiden and she was going to do her darnest to make sure that Aiden didn't end up like his father like I said said I miss you cut the crap Kyle it won't work his voice trembled benevolently I I'm sorry you feel that way he paused let me speak to Aiden why she flung out so you can upset him like you did on Tuesday an edge slipped into Kyle's voice as the nice guy persona fell away You're The One upsetting him by keeping him away from his dad and grandparents on Christmas Noel heard a woman giggling in the background and then the sultry request come back to bed I'm cold the words came at Noel like a fingernail scratching down a chalkboard is Tiffany there with you her voice Rose I just stepped back into the bedroom he explained I'll only be a minute he said in an affectionate tone Noel realized that he was talking to Tiffany a sour disgust filled her throat you know you'd think by now that I'd no longer be surprised by your antics but nothing you do ceases to amaze me why don't you put your little tart face on the phone so I can tell her how much you're missing your ex-wife isn't that what you just said before you stepped back into the bedroom with Tiffany that you're missing me and Aiden Kyle let out a string of curse words don't mess with me Noel he warned or what she shouted birdie touched Noel's arm keep your voice down she warned as she motioned with her eyes toward the den where Aiden was Noel sucked in a breath trying to gain control of her emotions she wished she could cut ties with Kyle and never have to deal with him again but he was Aiden's father For Better or Worse she'd always be connected to him the doorbell rang Bird's eyes popped open wide I'd better go answer it Noel lowered the phone from her mouth look to see who it is first don't worry what did you say Kyle snarled Noel spoke into the phone that I'm done with this conversation she ended the call feeling a ping of satisfaction take that you loathsome lizard her phone instantly rang again but she silenced it a second later she received a text from Kyle if you refuse to let me speak to my son then I will have no other choice but to take you to court and fight for custody trust me Noel you don't want to play this game I can guarantee you that it won't end well Fury burned through her as her fingers flew over her keypad is that a threat no threat a warning Tremors ran through her body churning her her gut and making her feel nauseous her throat thickened threatening to cut off her breath she swallowed hot needles pelting her as she responded back I have no problem with letting you speak to Aiden but I refuse to do so when your Floy is in the background giggling like a hyena and telling you to come back to bed don't call or text again until you can act like an adult and present yourself honorably to your son she held her breath waiting for Kyle's reply I'll call tomorrow at 5:00 p.m. make sure Aiden is there and ready to talk to me she responded back with an emoji thumbs up despite her bravado Kyle had scared her with his threat Noel couldn't fathom going through a legal battle right now she had neither the money nor the emotional stamina to deal with that birdie stepped back into the kitchen giving Noel a tentative look are you okay no Noel clenched her jaw yeah she huffed her cheeks were burning her blood pumping so fast against her temples that she was dizzy Kyle wanted me to put Aiden on the phone while Tiffany was there I heard the Bimbo in the background asking Kyle to come back to bed shock registered on Birdie's features quickly turning to outrage I'm so glad you got rid of that creep me too Holden he here Noel's eyes bugged what she glanced at the clock on the microwave he's over an hour early she wasn't ready to face Holden right now she needed time to cool down time to decompress I haven't even had time to get ready she looked down at her sweater jeans and tennis shoes Noel loved heels but she couldn't wear them while working she'd wanted to fix herself up before seeing Holden she caught the pleased smirk on Bird's face and suspected that her Aunt knew the thoughts that were racing through her brain it's not a date Noel said stiffly birdie grinned I know that's what you keep saying I just wonder if you're trying to convince me or you Noel groaned my life is such a disaster moisture Rose in her eyes I'm so confused about everything right now birdie touched her arm things will get better you just have to take it one step at a time Holden's in the den Aiden's showing him his Lego tower go get ready right quick I'll hold down the fort thank you Noel breathed as she darted to her bedroom trying to figure out what she should wear chapter 8 here you can help build Aiden said as he handed hold in a Lego thanks Holden placed the piece on top of the tower Aiden was a cute kid his cheeks were Rosy freckles dotting his nose his brown eyes Lively Holden wasn't sure how he would feel to be around Noel's son that she' had with another man but it was surprisingly comfortable neither he nor Noel could change the past the best that Holden could hope for was that no well would let him have a place in her future he grinned inwardly at the direction his thoughts were taking he was putting the cart before the horse here the only reason Noel was going with him to the bake sale was because he'd finagled it Noel will be out in a few minutes birdie announced as she stepped back into the room she just got off work and is changing clothes she sat down on the sectional and clasped her hands together Holden wondered if he should bring up the fires the gossip he'd been hearing through the grape vine wasn't good he wanted to get Birdie's take on the situation but he didn't want to make her uncomfortable so she began studying Holden with perceptive eyes what's the deal with you and Meredith Holden jerked a startled grin sliding over his lips you don't pull any punches do you to think he'd been worried about discussing a sensitive topic ha the joke was on him birdie arched an eyebrow I'm very protective over my niece she's been through a lot and I don't want to see her get hurt what's anise Aiden asked wrinkling his nose I'll explain it to you later birdie smiled briefly at Aiden before turning her attention right back to Holden fixing him with a hawk-like gaze as she awaited his answer okay Aiden sang in a casual manner that let Holden know his mind had already moved to another topic here you go Aiden grabbed all the Legos his little hands could hold and pushed them toward Holden thanks buddy Holden began absently snapping Legos on top of the tower his mind trying to figure out how to answer birdie Meredith and I aren't serious we've dated off and on but that's about it does Meredith know that birdie pressed who's Meredith Aiden asked no one worth mentioning birdie shot back making her distaste for Meredith crystal clear no Holden sigh not yet he met Bird's eyes full on hoping she would catch the sincerity of his words but she will birdie nodded her features relaxing as for the hurting thing knowing Aiden was listening intently to every word he and birdie were saying Holden tried to figure out a way to dance around the topic of everything that had happened before between him and Noel what happened before I was a different person then I'm a changed man a hint of a smile moved over Bird's lips softening her features you don't have to tell me that I know the kind of man you are Holden hunt the resemblance between birdie and Noel was strong indicating how Noel would look when she got older birdie was a beautiful woman with her Vivid green eyes and honey blonde hair she carried herself with a sense of Grace and Authority it wasn't hard to see why birdie was a pillar of the community Holden was glad to have birdie in his corner thank you he said relieved but birdie wasn't finished she held up a finger I'm not as concerned about what happened in the past as I am about what will happen in the future her eyes locked with his what I'm asking is what are your intentions concerning my niece this part was easy his answer was simple and to the point his voice ringing with fervor I intend to do everything in my power to win her back good birdie piped in her expression pleased then you have my blessing Noel stood just outside the den listening to the conversation between birdie and Holden she'd about died of embarrassment when birdie asked Holden what his intentions were concerning her then when she looked down and saw that she was balling her fist so hard that her fingernails were digging into her Palms she realized that she wanted to hear his answer when he said that he intended to win her back Noel was assaulted with varying emotions she felt a strange sense of pleasure and Elation pulsing through her and then the misgivings took over everything was so muddled right now it was the worst possible time for her to get involved with anyone especially Holden on the other hand when Holden told birdie that he was a changed man he'd spoken the words with such conviction that Noel believed him hope sprang in her breast would it be possible to put aside the hurt of the past and start a new she'd never loved anyone like she had Holden in her Darkest Hours when things were there worst with Kyle Noel's thoughts had drifted to Holden more often than she cared to acknowledge he was the fantasy that she could never let go of the What Might Have Been it was one thing to daydream the Practical voice in her head argued quite another to jump into a relationship the second she got back to Franklin another voice chimed in a quieter more seductive voice that circled around her in a blanketing whisper hadn't she known deep down that this was the course she would follow her heart longed for the kind of relationship that she and Holden once shared nothing was guaranteed in life Noel knew that firsthand but that didn't mean she should just throw in the towel and stop living she chuckled inwardly grateful that no one could read her thoughts otherwise they think she was the most indecisive person on the planet or Looney taking a deep breath Noel straightened her shoulders smoothing a hand over her green sweater she'd chosen it to bring out the color of her eyes she grinned looking down at her shoes she wondered what Holden would say when he saw them a legion of butterflies swarmed in her stomach she got the feeling that everything was changing once she stepped through that door nothing would be the same again she was embarking on Uncharted Territory did she dare risk her heart Aiden's well-being oh how she wanted to believe that Holden had changed that he could weather whatever hard knock's life might throw his way without falling apart and going down another binge of self-destruction she wished she could see into the future she wished she could quiet the fears of her heart she wanted to hope for a better life for her and Aiden she craved stability she needed someone she could depend on someone who could love her unconditionally was Holden that man her thoughts were running away from her again right now the object was to get through the bake sail hey she said with a casual Smile as she stepped into the room the flicker of appreciation in Holden's eyes was flattering as he looked her up and down you look fantastic he said thanks she murmured sitting down down on the sectional next to birdie look at the Lego tower Aiden said proudly as he pointed at Holden the man's helping me build it laughter gurgled in Noel's throat especially when she saw the streak of surprise that came over Holden's features his name is Holden birdie inserted with a chuckle Holden Aiden repeated with a sheepish grin wow the snow's really coming down birdie observed looking out the window Noel looked outside to where large puffy snowflakes were softly falling Aiden's eyes rounded as he sprung up and ran to the window it's snowing he shouted with Glee he spun around can I go outside and play Noel looked at Birdie's face and could tell that her Aunt didn't relish the idea of going outside in the cold not right now Noel answered diplomatically Holden and I need to go help with the Christmas festival maybe we can play in it tomorrow after we get home from church Aiden's face crumbled I want to go outside now please he whined bringing his little hands together Noel could understand Aiden's frustration tomorrow probably seemed like an interminable amount of time to a 5-year-old I could go out with him for a few minutes birdie offered yay Aiden started jumping up and down Holden was reclining on the floor propped up on his elbow his long legs crossed wearing his black Converse tennis shoes Noel was impressed with how comfortable Holden was in Bird's home building a Lego Tower with Aiden as he rose to a sitting position his muscular body moved with the ease of one in pristine physical condition I have a b idea why don't we take Aden outside he looked at Noel as he spoke her eyes rounded but what about the fake sale we have an extra hour Holden pointed out I guess that's true Noel conceded she just curled her hair and didn't relish the idea of getting snow all in it then again she was about to be outside at a Bak sale so her hair getting messed up was a moot point a grin tugged at Holden's lips deepening his dimples I remember a girl who used to live for playing in the snow the tone of his otic voice was intimate evoking a trove of memories his dark eyes sparkled with adventure and a hint of challenge that called to her now as much as it always had she'd never been able to resist joining Holden on what she termed his madap adventures he wiggled his eyebrows making him look boyishly Charming what do you say Noy you ready for another mad cap Adventure she laughed in surprise you know I was just remembering our mad cap Adventures that's a splendid idea birdie said a large smile filling her face I'll make y'all some hot chocolate while you're outside you can have a cup before you head out to the bake sale Noel frowned as she turned to birdie she asked the question with her eyes that she didn't want to voice out loud right now was it a good idea for them to go outside when she distinctly felt someone watching her it'll be fine birdie reassured her making a point of looking at Holden as if to say he'll be out there with you Holden stood he exuded such confidence and energy that his presence seemed to fill the entire room no wonder Noel had fallen so hard for him before Holden had a casual manner about him that put people at ease he was wearing a black sweatshirt shirt and jeans she traced the impressive lines of his wide shoulders Holden had been on the thin side when they were younger but he'd certainly filled out his frame well okay she needed to stop ogling Holden she was a grown woman with grown-up responsibilities she couldn't afford to get swept off her feet let's get your coat and shoes on Noel said to Aiden a few minutes later they were outside snowflakes were falling in a steady succession blanketing the ground in white Noel glanced around surveying the area as before she didn't spot anyone Holden sensed her unease are you okay yeah she answered forcing a smile he touched her arm searching her face Noy what's wrong the concern in Holden's voice struck a cord inside her Noel had forgotten what it was like to have someone who cared about her I'll fill you in later she said quietly he nodded pressing his lips together in tight lines the air seemed easier to breathe Noel no longer felt that anyone was watching she wondered if she'd only imagined it before perhaps her senses were off there had been so much turmoil lately in her life maybe she was starting to look for trouble anticipating that things would go wrong her conversation with Kyle brought back all of the old angst Noel felt like her problems were piling so high and deep that she'd never be able to escape them with a conscious effort she Shrugged off the despondent thoughts let's make a snowman Aiden suggested there's not enough snow Noel countered we'll have to wait until more accumulates Aiden frowned throwing his hands into the air then what can we do Noel made a face her gaze moving to Holden there wasn't much they could do except enjoy being out here the cold stung her nose as the wind picked up swirling snowflakes around them we can play a game of tag Holden suggested you're it he said reaching out and touching Aiden before darting out of his reach Aiden's joyous laughter filled the air as he lunged for Noel laughing she moved out of his reach Aiden chased the around the yard tagging Noel you're it he shouted Noel decided to go for Holden you're going down coach she vowed as she rushed at him just when she could almost Touch the Hem of His coat Holden dodged out of her reach she stumbled falling to the ground she caught herself with her hands Holden stopped in his tracks oops he laughed here let me help you up he bent down and reached for her hand you're it she yelled as as their hands touched hey he countered that's not fair he heaved her to her feet thank you she said lightly as she brushed her hands on her jeans the next instant she took off in a mad Sprint she heard Holden's footsteps on her heels as strong arms encircled her you're it he murmured in her ear his warm breath tickled her skin cascading tingles of Desire through her that's not fair she protested all she could think about was how it felt to have his arms around her his nearness was intoxicating overtaking her senses who said it was supposed to be fair he countered mommy's it Aiden chimed Holden released her as she turned to face him Noel could feel her cheeks flushing despite the cold not for long she lunged at Holden his eyes streaked with surprise the second before they both went toppling to the ground where she landed Square on top of him you're ruthless Holden laughed Noel realized that he was holding her I figured the coach could handle being tackled she quipped That's What I Call unnecessary roughness but I don't mind his husky voice rippled warmth through her veins Aiden ran and belly flopped on top of them you're both it Noel hugged Aiden and started tickling him then and Holden started tickling her she shrieked giggling stop she shifted to get Aiden offer so she could get up off of Holden a few seconds later they were all three sitting on the ground a lopsided smirk tugged at a corner of Holden's lips as he gave Noel an insinuating look now that's what I call a good game of tag again blasted heat fanned her cheeks and she could tell that Holden was getting a kick out of her discomfort she gave him a slight shove haha she said dry a certain look zinged through Holden's eyes what she asked Holden turned his attention to Aiden hey bud he began let me show you something your mom and I used to do okay Aiden answered immediately excitement wrapping his voice lay on your back Holden directed and look up he shared a look with Noel before winking Noel and Holden were seated together Aiden was on the other side of Noel as the adults lay back Aiden scrambled over Noel to get in between them the gesture tugged at Noel's heartstrings Aiden was craving the connection of having both a mother and a father look up Holden instructed Aiden giggled snowflakes are falling in my mouth he he spit them out with a sputtering cough what do you see Holden prompted snowflakes Aiden said loudly giggling they're like swarming bees or meteors Noel observed letting her mind get lost in the swirling activity it's like we're living in our own snow globe Holden said a reminiscent smile touched Noel's lips she knew where Holden was going with this a aen he continued did you know that your mom loves snow globes she used to collect them a chuckle Rose in her throat what Holden meant to say is that he loves snow globes so he used to buy them for me to collect he didn't want a loose face with his buddies on the football team Holden's easy laughter sank deep into Noel's heart causing her to smile yep that's what I meant to say what's a snow globe Aiden asked Holden's voice shot up in disbelief what he sat up and looked at Noel you've never given Aiden a snow globe I don't guess I have she also sat up as did Aiden Noel brushed the snow and leaves from Aiden's coat and Hood before doing the same on herself Holden shook his head I'm dumbfounded little man you haven't lived until you've gotten a snow globe we'll have to fix that what is it a magical globe that you can shake and have snow anytime you want Holden held up his hands snowflakes landing on his black leather gloves cool Aiden said Noel suppressed a shiver it is cool out here frigid actually the cold from the ground was seeping into her bones we'd better go back in inside Holden said I don't want to go back inside Aiden countered his lower lip forming a pout I want to stay out here and look at the snow he laid back down peering up into the air his little face set in rigid determination Noel let out a breath time to go in Aiden she said in a crisp authoritative tone hoping Aiden wouldn't cause a scene in front of Holden hey Holden said as if if he'd suddenly had an idea what curiosity sounded in Aiden's voice let's go get some hot chocolate Holden jumped up last one inside is a rotten egg he taunted Aiden got up his little leg scrambling after Holden as fast as he could go you're the rotten egg Aiden Jered as Noel stepped through the door behind Aiden yep that's me as rotten as they come she gave Holden an appre itive smile he knew exactly how to navigate Aiden maybe Noel should take a few lessons take your boots off she admonished Aiden we don't want to track snow onto Bird's floor Aiden threw off his hat gloves boots and coat leaving them in a heap beside the door as he bounded into the kitchen thank you Noel smiled at Holden he's a bundle of energy she removed her coat gloves and shoes before picking up Aiden's things and placing them on the bench beside the front door Holden removed his coat gloves and shoes Noel grinned at his Superman socks nice socks she said with a hint of sarcasm Aiden would love those they look like they'd be more appropriate for his age Holden had always been a big kid at heart it was impressive how he still enjoyed doing simple things like looking up into the sky at the snowflakes he didn't skip a beat nice shoes Holden remarked I've never seen Converse tennis shoes with heels before his head swung back and forth only you he said admiringly a warm connection glowed between them as a smile tugged at her lips I couldn't let you have all the fun I had to get in on the deal she'd purchased the shoes on a whim last year they were actually very comfortable you moved pretty fast out there with those heels she laughed what can I say I've got skills I'll si in that he murmured her cells did a wild spin when he stepped close to her she wondered for one crazy second if he'd kiss her but he lowered his voice instead the edges of his eyes tightening in concern what was that about outside you were glancing around like you were worried it had been so nice to enjoy the snow and forget about her problems for a while everything came rushing back nodding her stomach it's nothing Noel said offhandedly he caught hold of her arm she felt the gentle pressure of his fingertips beneath her sweater tell me he implored searching her face she could tell that Holden wanted to help one thing she knew about Holden was that he would keep pestering her until she broke down and told him she'd never been able to keep secrets from Holden it was like he could look at her and read her thoughts earlier when I got home from work I got the feeling that someone was watching me as I went into the house his features tightened that's odd yeah she blew out a heavy breath birdie got the same feeling last week as she was going into her garage I suspect that my exm mother-in-law has hi hired someone to keep tabs on me and Aiden The Fury that burned through Holden's eyes was gratifying making Noel feel a deeper emotional connection to him what is the woman trying to find out he growled Noel Shrugged I'm not sure exactly doy has been hounding me to let Aiden go to tyby island with her her husband Trent and Kyle oh and I'm sure Tiffany Wade will be there she added bitterly Noel stealed her jaw but it's not going to happen Aiden and I are spending Christmas here in Franklin with birdie and all of the family at the ranch after the divorce Kyle didn't fight me for custody of Aiden I think he was actually glad to get us out of his hair if it were up to Kyle I'd probably never hear from him again but doy my ex-mother-in-law is not letting go easily she determined to get her only grandson back to Georgia to live one way or another Kyle sounds like a loser Holden growled Fury turning his eyes almost black he is Noel shot back my mother tried to tell me that he was no good but I didn't listen I was determined to put the pieces of my life back together and move forward at all costs a humorless laugh rattled her throat I guess I'm paying for that now regret trickled into Holden's expression his eyes took on a haunted look I'm the reason why your life was in pieces he surmised Noel's intent wasn't to hurt Holden they'd both experienced enough pain to last a lifetime and yet Noel couldn't deny the truth she offered a strained smile maybe we should leave the past where it belongs the words rang Hollow in her own ears how could they leave the past behind when it cankered everything around them with an Insidious Vapor she could never be free of it admittedly some of the past she didn't want to escape from she cherished her memories of growing up in Franklin with Holden she liked that he knew her so well almost as well as she knew herself she loved the history they shared the fun amazing times the problem was that all of those memories were rolled in with the heart- rening pain now that pain was compounded with the loss of her mother Holden's jaw worked I'm sorry he hesitated if I could go back and do things differently I hey you two birdie said cheerfully as she stepped into the room she stopped in her tracks eyes widening sorry didn't mean to interrupt I just wondered if I should put your hot choc chocolate in containers that you can take with you that would be great Noel said mechanically thank you berie turned and went hastily back into the kitchen Holden Drew in an agonizing breath as I was saying don't say it she interjected he rocked back in surprise her words rushed out in a jumbled Heap we both got through that time the best we could we can't go back and change the past all we can do is move forward he gave her a hopeful look does this mean that I have a shot she felt like the rest of her life was hanging in the balance oh how she wanted to tell him yes but something held her back I don't know she answered it was the most honest answer she could give him my life is so complicated right now I just don't know that I can go down that road again I'm sorry she croaked swallowing the lump of emotion in her throat he smiled but she could see the disappointment in his eyes his voice was light and playful as he tsked his lips I wanted a touchdown but I guess I'll have to settle for a field goal she laughed in Surprise some of the tension dissolving her eyebrow Rose as she gave him a taunting grin a field goal you don't even have the ball yet Mister Amusement flitted over his handsome features as he took a step closer giving her a meaningful look it sounds like I'm in desperate need of an interception her eyes went to his lips her heart hammering in her chest she' just turned holding down flat and yet here they were her breath caught when his hand caressed her jaw Holden I she caught a whiff of his clean masculine scent it steamrolled over her defenses he touched her lips don't he said softly we'll start at the beginning the beginning as friends disappointment and relief comingled inside her okay she sighed friends the word had a curious flat sound she and Holden had long ago past the point where they would be simply friends but right now the term gave them a safe neutral ground on which to stand Holden stepped back and motioned with his hand let's go get our hot Chocolat so we can head to the bake sail laughter gurgled in her throat to be such a tough guy you certainly seem anxious to get to the bake sale she teased a wide grin stretched over his lips as his eyes twinkled with Mirth you'd be chomping at the bit to get there too if you'd had one of Janine Watkins mint brownies ah now the truth comes out she laughed she tipped her head you know I don't think I've ever tasted any of Janine's brownies Janine Watkins was friends with Noel's mother the two had sung in the church choir together well you're about to be impressed Noel flinched when he caught hold of her hand lacing his fingers through hers electricity zinged through her as she gave him a questioning look friends he laughed easily close friends keeping his hold on her hand he led her into the kitchen Noel should have been stronger and pulled her hand away but it felt so good to have her skin next to Holden being with him was like breathing a scent of Heaven his touch was both achingly familiar and deliciously exhilarating she caught the glimmer in Bird's eyes when they came into the kitchen we're just friends Holden asserted with a cheeky grin isn't that right Noy his voice wrapped her name in a caress as he released her hand and slid his arm around her shoulders close friends I don't think you understand the definition of friends Noel retorted cutting her eyes at him his amused laughter flowed like water over Creek stones but I do I understand it perfectly I'm just prepping for my interception interception birdie asked dubiously looking from Holden to Noel never mind Noel muttered her cheeks glowed warm as she shot Holden an exasperated look to which he laughed and winked she was fighting a losing battle the best thing she could do tonight was to stop Fring over the future and simply enjoy the evening having given herself that Liberty her heart felt a little lighter chapter n the Town Square in Franklin was bustling with excitement over the Christmas festival the shop windows were decorated with Christmas displays and many of the doors were adorned with large wreaths the lamp posts were Decked Out in Greenery making the scene look like something out of a Charles Dickens novel snow was still falling cocooning everything in a soft cushy blanket of white Noel's gaze swept over the craft and food booths Holden cast her a sidelong glance a crooked grin raising a corner of his lips bring back old memories emotion rose without warning as she blinked to stay it her mom had loved this Festival she prct practically lived on the Square during the days the festival took place yes she said softly Jolie would be glad you're back here he said with affection as he reached for her hand squeezing it they walked side by side to the bake sail weaving their way through the crowded sidewalks Holden was a popular guy he nodded and smiled saying hello to nearly everyone they passed the interest on the passing faces wasn't lost on Noel news would travel lightning fast that the coach was holding hands with his old flame at the festival a shaky laugh tickled Noel's throat how do you do that what pick up all my thoughts I don't know seriously I want to know how did you know that I was thinking about my mom it was the way you were holding your mouth and the tension around your eyes he chuckled not to mention how you're squeez in my hand like there's no tomorrow she looked down in Surprise willing herself to relax her grip sorry I didn't even realize I was holding your hand that tight no worries he said lightly I wasn't complaining mom loved this Festival she said wistfully I know he answered a smile in his voice remember when Jolie made us dress up like elves and pass out candy canes she laughed I think we ate more candy canes than we passed out I suspect that Jolie was just trying to figure out a way to keep us out of her hair so she could run the Cakewalk you're probably right the Cakewalk that was one of my favorite parts of the festival you were so excited about that chocolate cake you won you Devour the whole thing and wouldn't let me have a bite then you got so sick he gave her a sharp look and when I was in the bathroom barfing up along you had the gall to tell me that it served me right a giggle bubbled from her lips I stand by that remark you should have shared it certainly would have saved me from getting sick he threw her a grin it turned her heart over in response Noel couldn't deny that it was exhilarating being here with Holden the past and present were converging so fast that her head was spinning and yet she couldn't make herself get off the merry-go round there was a long line at the bake sale Booth which was directly in front of Bird's Boutique the booth consisted of a long table covered by a white tent Noel looked past the booth into the boutique one of Bird's employees was standing beside a customer and showing the woman a blouse hanging on a rack the store looked warm and inviting as opposed to the cold out outside a shiver snaked down Noel's spine it was frigid out here Janine Watkins and a couple of women Noel didn't recognize were standing behind the table Dawning Santa hats and aprons with reindeer leading Santa and his sleigh when Janine saw Noel and Holden she welcomed them with a warm smile hello thanks for coming she said breathlessly we can certainly use the help Janine used the side of her finger to slide the bangs out of her eyes before turning to the woman beside her Evelyn I'm going to get these guys up to speed do you mind handling the money for a few minutes you bet Evelyn responded as she stepped up to the cash box smiling brightly at the young boy holding two large cupcakes one in each hand let's see Trevor your total is 675 Janine waved a hand come on over here she motioned for them to come around the side of the table where she handed them each Santa hats and aprons put these on Holden made a face do I have to wear the apron yes Noel answered laughing she looked too Janine for affirmation yes sir Janine answered her eyes dancing with Amusement everyone will love seeing the coach in a Santa apron that will help boost sales even more than Billy Campbell's f famous pan log rolls Janine's eyes softened as she looked at Noel it's good to see you again good to see you too the two clasped in a tight hug Janine brought her hands together her voice going business leg Evelyn and Michelle's shifts are ending soon y'all will take their places the prices are listed on the table people will be bringing more baked goods throughout the night to keep us stocked up we can take payments through credit cards cash or checks she eyed them any questions just one Holden said in a serious tone before a grin broke over his face you got any of your mint brownies left those are things the Angels sing about a pleased smile spread like soft butter over Janine's lips then she giggled like a school girl this one's a silver tongue devil she gushed swatting Holden's arm just a few you'd better grab one and put it aside she looked at Noel you too they're on me thank you Holden and Noel replied simultaneously Janine took in a deep breath all right folks let's get back to it she pumped a fist in the air pasting on a determined smile we've got this troops Janine made a face muttering under her breath never mind that I can't feel my nose and Toes or that my fingers are STI stiffer than a board she clenched her gloved hands Holden chuckled he looked at Noel as if to say watch this that was quite the pep speech Janine maybe we should get you in the Fieldhouse next year so you can fire up the team during halftime Janine sniggered placing her hand to her mouth to stifle it you she said affectionately shaking her head as she went over to speak to Evelyn and Michelle Holden knew knew just what to say to have Janine eating out of the palm of his hand Noel liked this side of Holden his playful wit was endearing this was a skill that he'd acquired when they were apart Holden's dad had always been quick on his feet Noel guessed it must be a latent Talent what is it Holden asked with a curious grin as he placed the Santa hat on his head he looked so darn cute with it on not to mention wildly attracted a mocking grin pulled at her lips I didn't know that I was in the presence of a silver tonged devil his Sable eyes danced with Amusement I've been called lots of things by various towns folk lousy good for nothing coach numb skull who doesn't have sense enough to blow up a pee blockheaded but never a silver tongue devil her jaw went slack do people really call you all of those things oh yeah that and more those are just the ones I can repeat doesn't it bother you nah I've got thick skin it goes with the territory everyone has an opinion about how I should coach my team all right guys time to get to work Janine prompted clapping her hands it was then that Noel realized that Evelyn and Michelle had left it was all on their shoulders now Noel and Holden worked side by side died for the better part of an hour the line was constant Noel saw a few people that she knew Holden was the star attraction the older women fawned over him basking in his attention the men talked football with him the young girls blushed giving him dyed Expressions Holden took it all in stride as with Janine he seemed to know just what to say to everyone finally the line died down a bit giving them a break jinny touched Holden's arm Sue Everest just called she needs help carrying her items she's parked over by the First National Bank could you be a deer and give her a hand sure Holden answered pleasantly as he stro that direction Noel chuckled inwardly at his Santa hat and apron Holden wasn't bothered in the least by his holiday attire his gate was as smooth as it was confident the minute he got out of of hearing range Janine turned to Noel so she began in a conspiratorial tone you and Holden are together heat rushed to Noel's face um no not not exactly Janine's face fell but earlier y all were holding hands and the way y'all looked at each other she pursed her lips I could have sworn you all were a couple just friend Noel squeaked for now she added Janine lifted an eyebrow your mom sure loved Holden yes she did Noel's mom thought of Holden as a son Jolie was a fine woman Janine's eyes misted one of the best friends I ever had my mom thought very highly of you Janine gave Noel a pointed look coach Hunt is a fine man my oldest son Rodney went through a rough patch last year started drinking and smoking pot coach hunt took a special interest in Rodney he gave him a good talking to spent time with him her voice caught my husband Peter and I tried and tried to talk sense into Rodney but it was like conversing with a stump sometimes people will listen to others more than they will their own family members it's thanks to coach hunt that Rodney is now making good grades he's looking at colleges to attend next year some people say that coach hunt turned out to be an upstanding person despite his misspent youth Janine straightened her shoulders pinning Noel with penetrating eyes but I beg to differ she paused when she spoke her words carried an intensity that shot through Noel's Center coach Hunt is the man he is today because of his heartache and trials tears gathered in Noel's eyes and unexpected warmth cloaked her warding off the cold air a compassionate smile moved over Janine's lips you've also had your share of Hard Knocks I'm sorry about your divorce your ex seems like a piece of work running off with that actress thanks she mumbled would Noel ever get used to everyone knowing her business she'd grown up that way but after living in the city it was hard to get used to being in a fishbowl again Janine touched Noel's arm you deserve to be happy with a man who cherishes you take advantage of every ray of sunshine this life offers she grunted heaven knows we all have our fair share of rainy days like it or not a woman holding a baby on her hip with several smaller children in tow stepped up to the table Noel smiled how may I help you Holden returned carrying a large box of cupcakes the line picked up as they waited on customers all the while Janine's words kept running through Noel's head Janine offered a perspective that Noel hadn't considered had Holden's troubles made him stronger it had taken a lot of strength for him to straighten out his life Noel thought of her own life was she stronger because of all that she'd been through she certainly didn't feel stronger what she was going through was hard like constantly walking Against the Wind Holden's arm brushed against hers sending Quivers of awareness tracing through her how you holding up Noe he asked with a smile fair to midling she quipped how about you a grin tipped his lips Fest frog hair she came back with I'm hanging like a hair in a Biscuit or a booger on a tissue she winced gross okay we'd better stop there he chuckled as they kept on working a short while later two women were standing over to the side of the booth deep in conversation hearing the words fires and KNX Romeo Noel cocked her ears I hear the fires were starting because of faulty wiring the dark-haired woman said the other woman's tone turned juicy I heard that Dylan hired a Fly by Night outfit to do the wiring for dirt cheap that he was pocketing some of the money and gambling with it how terrible the woman with dark hair CED but it was sickeningly obvious that she was lapping up every last word of the gossip like a cat going for cream it sounds like the Romeos have a few skeletons in their closet if you know what I mean I hear you you wouldn't catch me paying a million dollar for a house out in the swallows Creek area especially if the workmanship is shoddy the hair on the back of Noel's neck bristled how much are the brownies a teenage boy asked 275 Noel answered excuse me for a minute she said to the boy as she walked over to the edge of the table near where the women were standing excuse me she called loudly they turned to her Noel caught a flash of recognition on the women's faces she could tell that they knew who she was even though she didn't know them I couldn't help but overhear your conversation about the fires their expressions radiated mortification at having been caught gossiping what you've heard is an outright lie blood pumped like a piston through the vein in Noel's neck the fires were started by an arsonist it wasn't caused by faulty electrical work KNX Romeo is a fine upstanding man anyone should be proud to have a house built by Knox or his brother Dylan she eyed the women daring them to disagree Holden stepped up beside Noel and touched her arm is everything okay yep Noel lifted her chin just clearing the air Holden smiled hey Maggie Betsy coach hunt the dark-haired woman acknowledged her expression tight if you'll excuse us the other woman said before they hurried away what was that about Holden asked coant how much are the cookies the same teenage guy cut in irritation seeping into his voice a buck 50 or three for $4 Holden answered I'll take three cookies two chocolate chip and one oatmeal raisin oh and I also want two brownies step down here and I'll ring you up Janine piped in giving Holden and Noel disapproving looks for holding up the line what's going on Holden asked quietly touching Noel's arm they were talking about the fires Noel answered in a low tone as she turned her attention to the group of teenage girls standing at the front of the line she forced a bright smile how may I help you after Noel and Holden gave the girls their baked goods several more people filed through finally there was a break in the line Holden turned to Noel okay spill it he ordered those women were repeating nasty gossip about Knox and Dylan they were saying that the fires were caused by faulty wiring that Dylan hired a Fly by Night Crew to do the work so he could pay them less and pocket the rest of the money to gamble fresh indignation spiked through no 's veins can you believe that the nerve of some people where did they even come up with that nonsense seeing the expression on Holden's face her blood chilled what teachers at school were saying similar things Noel frowned why would people spread vicious rumors the fires were started by an arsonist Holden looked surprised really yeah birdie told me so today he rubbed his jaw that's odd who's circulating the rumors about the faulty wiring and Dylan gambling that's what I'd like to know Noel harped somebody's telling a Croc of Lies so the fires were started by an arsonist Holden mused yes she said emphatically that's actually good news it is he nodded yeah because it means that Knox and Dylan aren't at fault I've been worried about them all week ever since Tuesday night I was going to ask birie about it while I was waiting for you to get ready but I never got the chance because you and birdie were too busy talking about me her mind inserted she wrinkled her nose where did someone get the bright idea that Dylan gambles Holden's mouth tightened does he yeah or at least he used to he belongs to Gamblers Anonymous from what I've heard he's doing good now I had no idea Noel said quietly a little miffed that birdie hadn't mentioned it I guess I've been away longer than I realized it occurred to her that she was cold even though she was wearing a coat underneath her apron and gloves her body was starting to ache and her muscles were stiff she clenched her hands to to loosen them as Janine had done earlier hey you a syrupy voice CED they turned as Meredith stepped up looking terrific in a white coat that molded to her thin figure her long dark hair was a gleaming sheet of liquid Noel felt frumpy in comparison wearing the ridiculous apron and Santa hat Meredith looked at Holden a silky smile spreading over her lips always still on for tonight after you're done here a flame of Fury zigzagged through Noel had Holden seriously plan something with Meredith her mind did a quick rerun through all of the things that Holden had told birdie how he was a changed man and wanted to win Noel back what about their conversation by Bird's front door was Holden playing her Meredith hugged her arms it's so cold I thought we could go back to my place and watch a movie Her Eyes flashed with Triumph as they moved to Noel Noel raised an eyebrow as she turned to Holden waiting for his response he rubbed his neck looking intensely uncomfortable yeah that's not going to work I've got to take Noel home after our shift the words flew out of Noel's mouth like sprinters going for the Finish Line don't let me keep you from your date I'm perfectly capable of getting my own ride home she shot Holden a scathing look it's not what it looks like he began of course it's what it looks like Meredith countered you and I are together Noel caught a glimpse of Janine whose eyes were the size of golf balls Holden glanced at Noel before turning his attention to Meredith I'm sorry to do this now but the two of us aren't going going to work out when you sent me the text this afternoon asking me to watch a movie at your place I should have responded but I was too busy watching snowflakes Noel wheezed out a startled snigger Meredith gave her a look that could kill she cleared her throat drawing herself up to her full height her eyes pinged to Holden may I speak to you for a minute alone I don't think that's a good idea Holden countered let's just end this on an amicable note tears glittered in Meredith's eyes as her lower lip trembled please all I'm asking is for a few minutes of your time is that too much her voice broke was Meredith for real Noel wanted to gag talk about an award-winning performance the woman would stop at nothing to get her way sure Noel heard Holden say he touched Noel's arm I'll be right back she nodded curtly as he went around the table Meredith flashed Noel a snarky smile before immediately pasting on her wounded expression did you see that Janine asked her voice filled with outrage that woman is something else I saw it Noel barked clamping her arms over her chest they watched as Meredith touched Holden's arm her face fell tears tears rolling down her cheeks Holden held out his hands as if trying to explain the situation to Meredith a couple times Holden glanced at Noel as if talking about her Meredith also shot Noel malevolent glares Noel's insides tightened she couldn't believe how fake and over-the-top Meredith was it was sickening how she kept touching Holden's arm and gazing up at him with Wounded puppy dog eyes if he were my man I certainly wouldn't sit back and let that hussy steal my ray of sunshine Janine hissed a bark of laughter broke through Noel's lips what what Janine's eyes sparked honey do I have to spell it out for you go over there and take back your man uncertainty trembled through Noel causing her knees to go weak meridith flung her arms around Holden pressing her Reed thin body to his that did it rage ignited through Noel making her feel like her head would shoot off her body and fly like a rocket into the thick ceiling of clouds her feet seemed to have a mind of their own as she marched around to where Holden and Meredith were standing the shock on Meredith's face was almost comical what are you doing Meredith demanded perching a hand on her bony hip taking back what's mine Noel stepped up to hold in and slid her arms around his neck surprise blitzed through his eyes as she pulled his face down and pressed her lips to his his skin was cold against hers even his lips were cold At first she gave him a long full kiss she was vaguely aware of several wolf calls sounding in the distance but everything around her got crowded out as a familiar thrill raced a dizzying current through her his lips grew deliciously warm and compliant as they moved against hers she could tell that he was holding back even so her spirit exalted at being near him she was drifting on a cloud of euphoria the pieces between the past and the present fitting into place in a way she couldn't fully explain she felt whole again when she pulled back she caught the flame of hunger in his eyes wrapping her in a blanket of heat a smile part arrogant part tender drifted over his lips what happened to our friendship she lifted her chin in a direct challenge do you want me or not I'm giving you the ball here coach she taunted are you going to Fumble or run it for a touchdown his compelling eyes shimmered with a faint glint of humor of course I want you Noy I've never stopped wanting you Meredith let out a cry that turned to a growl you're a monster she cried to Holden hatred raged over her features as she looked at Noel you'll pay for this she promised big time with that she stocked away Holden shook his head A sly grin moving over his face well that was interesting he glanced at the people watching them before CL ing his lips and you accuse me of taking you on madap adventures I don't think tongues will stop wagging about this until spring he placed his arms around her as he searched her face was that all for Meredith's benefit or did you mean what you said his words were spoken lightly but she caught the undercurrent of seriousness running beneath them she touched his cheek I meant every word I'm ready to claim my ray of sunshine his expression turned quizzical huh Noel glanced at Janine who gave her two thumbs up a blip of laughter swelled in Noel's throat then she immediately grew serious I want you Holden hunt her voice caught I always have a look of pleasure overtook his expression the next words that trembled from her lips came out of her soul Soul's deepest desire I'm giving you my heart please don't break it never again he vowed fiercely this time there will be no fumbling the ball I'm playing for keeps chapter 10 the next day Holden accompanied birdie Noel and Aiden to church Noel was surprised at how tight Holden and Pastor Charles were Noel's mom had often spoken of Pastor Charles and what a fantastic job he was doing with the congregation after church Holden went with Noel birdie and Aiden to the ranch where they had a big Sunday Feast this time Gina and her husband Hank joined them Gina had prepared pot roast mashed potatoes gravy and all the fixings to go with it Noel marveled at how natural it was to be with Holden almost as if they'd never been apart Aiden thought Holden was the greatest thing ever several times Noel had to pull Aiden away from Holden fearing that Aiden's constant attention would be overwhelming for Holden that didn't seem to be the case at all Holden was genuinely fond of Aiden there was some Talk of the fires over dinner Noel could see the strain around knox's eyes he'd heard the same rumors that the women were repeating at the Christmas festival and wasn't sure where they were coming from at ramsy's request Knox had hired a private investigator to look into the matter at 5:00 on the dot Kyle called to speak to Aiden Noel Holden Aiden and birdie were all back at Birdie's house by this time gathered in the den Noel's Stomach Tied In a hard knot as she handed Aiden the phone she watched as Aiden nodded his head his dark curls bobbing up and down uh-huh yes okay love you too he handed Noel back the phone in decision shadowed her as she tried to decide if she should speak to Kyle or just end the call she chose to do the ladder she placed her cell phone on the side table and clasped her hands in her lap as she turned to Aiden how's your dad fine he responded she swallowed what did say that he would see me on Christmas she jerked what are you sure Noel was sitting on the sectional beside Holden his arm was draped around her he started rubbing her back soothingly Aiden nodded vigorously an arrow of anger shot through Noel she looked at birdie who also looked peeved we're spending Christmas at the ranch with birdie Knox Madison and the rest of the family Noel reiterated she could tell from Aiden's blank expression that he had no idea what was going on thankfully he didn't realize that he was being used as the pawn in Do's Twisted battle for control Maddie said I could play with her IAD Aiden chimed eagerly we're going to have hot chocolate popcorn and watch a movie Yes birdie smiled tenderly we'll do all of those things her gaze went to Noel we going to stick to our plan don't let you know who get to you Noel nodded nibbling on her lower lip birdie turned her attention to Holden what are your plans for Christmas are you going to your mom and dads no my parents are going on a cruise to the Bahamas Holden answered forgetting her own problems for a minute Noel turned to Holden are you spending Christmas alone un unless I get a better offer his eyes zinged with Amusement turning them to Golden caramel laughter Rose in Noel's throat a coquettish smile curving her lips Holden hunt would you like to join us at the ranch this Christmas she could hardly believe that this was real Holden was here with her in the flesh a large grin broke over his lips lightening his features I thought you'd never ask he boomed must have been some weekend you've been grinning like a possum all morning Judy gave Noel a nudge as she grabbed a towel from the basket Noel was working on and started folding it was an interesting weekend Noel said neutrally coming out of her thoughts to the present don't hold back girl give me all the dirt going off the sly expression written all over your face I'd say you know EX exactly what went down at the festival Judy's grin spread from ear to ear her head wagged saucily as she spoke causing her long curly blonde hair to bounce honey I'd venture to say that the news of what you did has already spread to the next County by now she leaned in lowering her voice of course I didn't have to be a genius to put two and two together especially when Meredith stormed in like a tornado this morning barking orders at you like you're her little minion resentment churned in Noel's gut Meredith had been intolerable all day can you believe she made me refold the towels in her cupboard and stack them a certain way so they would be up to Viv Salon code She Made air quotes with her fingers Viv Salon code my eye that's a load of Croc Meredith was just doing that to get your goat Noel's hand went to to her hip what viven heard the whole thing and didn't say a word of course she didn't Judy's words dripped with all the Venom that Noel felt over the situation she's not going to contradict her little princess Noel growled Meredith had better be glad I need this job otherwise I would have told her where to stick it Judy giggled I don't blame you one bit sugar somebody needed to take mered Sims down a few notches she gave Noel an appraising look I'd say Miss Georgia Royal is the perfect one to do it her light eyes simmered with interest so you and Coach hunt are back together about time I think so too Noel wasn't going to let Meredith's Antics ruin her day she was looking forward to going on an official date with Holden tonight she felt a twinge of guilt that she was would be away from Aiden all evening when she'd been away from him all day school was out birdie had arranged for Aiden to stay with The Neighbor Next Door who had children close to the same age as Aiden Noel had organized her schedule so that she'd be done with her last appointment by 4: she figured that way she could go home and spend a few hours with Aiden before Holden picked her up at 7 her phone buzzed she scowled fishing the phone from her pocket it was a text from from doy that simply said we need to talk call me everything okay Judy asked adding another folded towel onto the pile Noel pushed out a heavy sigh don't ever get divorced a hearty chuckle sounded in Judy's throat too late Joe's my second husband really I didn't realize so are your two kids with Joe yep Mitch and I were only married for a short while we didn't have any kids lucky you Noel said tartly as she pulled another towel from the basket folding it in deliberate motions don't get me wrong she added quickly I would go through it all again to get Aiden if I had to Judy nodded in understanding viven stepped up to them her authoritative gaze lasering in on Noel viven and Meredith shared the same body typ tall and skinny viven kept her dark hair short and fluffy on top but Noel guessed that she'd probably worn it long and straight like Meredith when she was younger I'd like to talk to you in my office viven said briskly her High cheekbone seemed even more prominent today giving her thin face a solemn appearance Noel's throat tightened as she nodded she' feared this might happen that viven would let her go birdie disagreed saying that viven was a fair-minded woman who had a keen sense for business Vivien won't let her daughter's Shenanigans get in the way of business birdie promised now it would seem that birdie had been mistaken Noel glanced at Judy who was watching the unfolding scene with worried eyes I'll finish up the last of the towels Judy said thanks as Noel followed behind Vivian she felt like she was being led to the Gallows her mind raced trying to determine what she would do if Vivian fired her Viv Salon was the most notable one in Franklin there were other smaller salons in town no well could try to get hired at one of them if that didn't work she'd have to look in Nashville it was only a 30 minute commute but that would mean more time away from Aiden have a seat viven commanded with a flick of her wrist as she sat down behind her desk Noel sat down and crossed her legs holding her hands in her lap Vivian's office was stylishly Modern with sleek black glossy furniture and oyster White Walls expensive art completed the picture a faint scent of vivien's pungent perfume hung in the air Vivien leaned forward in her seat causing her large silver earrings to catch the overhead light in flashes she folded her hands together together her fingernails were a shiny burgundy delicate flowers were painted on her pinky nail beds compliments of Ariana the nail tech Meredith told me what happened at the festival not sure how to answer Noel remained silent waiting for viven to continue vivien's staunch eyes cut into Noel's what you do on your own time is your business providing that it doesn't reflect negatively on the salon on for a second Noel wondered if she'd heard Vivien correctly she cleared her throat I'm not sure where you're going with this are you firing me viven laughed in surprise but her eyes remained cold goodness no I can't fire you for stealing Meredith's boyfriend she sounded disappointed Noel's spine went ramrod straight I beg your pardon I didn't steal anything Viv waved a hand of dismissal I'm fully aware of the situation she sniffed you and Holden have a long history together and you are a former Miss Georgia Royal she looked Noel up and down that's a hard combination to beat poor Meredith didn't stand a chance I tried telling her that but she wouldn't listen her eyes took on the hard glassy Sheen of resentment a disbelieving laugh bubbled in Noel's throat this has nothing to do with my title was Vivan really that shallow all she cared about was the stupid beauty queen title this is about me coming to terms with my past and fixing something that had been broken for a long time her voice grew fervent before Holden and I dated we were next door neighbors and best friends Holden has always been a part of me even those years that I was away from him the truth of her words settled into her heart causing her eyes to mist she was about to launch into more but viven held up a hand her voice dismissive I understand she said curtly you don't need to say anymore Noel bunched her brows I'm not sure where this conversation is going irritation was coming to a rolling boil inside her chest she could certainly see why Meredith acted like she did she'd come by it honestly viven was so condescending I want to make sure this situation with Meredith isn't going to interfere with your work my salon has a reputation for excellence and I'll not allow anyone's personal problems to color the atmosphere I have no problem behaving in a professional manner Noel shot back locking gazes with Vivien I would hope that my work would speak for itself a hard amusement Zapped through Vivian's eyes are you referring to margerie Small's purple hair or Holden's Nick deer heat blasted Noel's cheeks she wrapped her hands around her knees I have no problem taking blame where blame is do margery's hair didn't go as I planned you think Vivien grunted Noel forged on her words coming out in hard thrusts however Meredith caused me to cut Holden ear she came up from behind and startled me Noel jutted out her chin other than those two incidents my work has been impeccable I'm picking up lots of clients many who have never stepped foot in your salon before that was thanks to birdie Jackson Zoe and their spouses but no need to point that out I know that's been helpful to your business an undercurrent of red filled vivien's face as she nodded in acknowledgement I feel like we could have a good working relationship if we can get past this hiccup I have no problem working here and I have no problem behaving professionally to everyone Noel gave Vivan a pointed look can you say the same about Meredith viven sat in stunned silence Noel didn't rush to fill the void she just sat looking at viven finally Vivien cleared her throat I'll have a talk with Meredith understandably she's upset she blustered she'll need time to work through her anger if you could just be patient Noel had to force herself to count to 10 what she wanted to tell viven was that she' created a monster had she called Meredith on the carpet years ago then Meredith might not be the entitled Diva she was today this situation was a bit too reminiscent of Kyle and how d always made excuses for him Noel made a mental vow not to make the same mistake with Aiden she wanted him to grow into a respectable adult who could take responsibility for his own actions Noel couldn't say any of the things she wished to say to viven not if she wanted to keep her job and she did want to keep it despite having to put up with Meredith I can be patient she clipped viven breathed out a sigh of relief good that's all I had she said crisply you may go Noel Rose to her feet thanks she said as she left the room chapter 11 where are we going Noel asked as she shifted in her seat to look at Holden he tightened his hold on the steering wheel throwing her a mysterious GP grin you'll see all day Holden had been stewing over an idea there was something that he needed to show Noel Holden had been going rounds with himself trying to decide if tonight was the right time but he'd made a promise a quiet whisper stirred within him it felt like the right time he only hoped his intuition was right after picking Noel up for their date this evening Holden had taken her to an ATT Ian restaurant in Nashville conversation had flowed easily between them as they reminisced about old times all of their crazy madcap Adventures former schoolmates and teachers Holden wanted to ask Noel more about her marriage to Kyle he wanted to talk about Justin's death and the Darkness that it had Unleashed in him he wanted to get everything out in the open once and for all so that there wouldn't be any more impediments between them Holden knew it would take time before they could delve into those meaty conversations he'd have to be patient but tonight he could share something with Noel that would hopefully strengthen their budding relationship when he turned down a familiar Street he immediately sensed the change in Noel's demeanor what are you doing she asked her voice apprehensive he caught hold of her hand and squeezed it welcoming the warmth that flowed into him from her skin in he pulled into his parents' driveway the house was dark his parents were spending a few days in Miami Florida at a hotel by the beach waiting to board their cruise ship Noel glanced at the house next door her old house the lights were on a cheery Halo spilling across the front yard the outline of a Christmas tree was visible behind the sheer curtains colored lights blinking merrily her voice caught I'm not ready to come back here the hurt and vulnerability in her tone tugged at Holden's gut he clicked off the engine and turned to face her there's something I need to show you it's in my parents house an incredulous laugh sounded in her throat seriously what could you possibly have to show me you'll see trust me he touched the soft curve of her cheek please in the soft light her smooth skin glowed like Alabaster she was so incredibly beautiful her soft blonde hair spilling over her shoulders now that he had no well back in his life Holden hardly dared breathe for fear of losing her again sucking in a quick breath she nodded okay releasing her hand he got out of the car and went around to open her door icy air splashed him in the face it hadn't snowed since s Saturday but the temperatures were cold enough so that snow still covered the ground Holden helped her out of the car they huddled together ducking their chins into their necks as they hurried to the front door by the time Holden got the key into the lock and turned it Noel's teeth were chattering the familiar woodsy and lemon scent of his parents' home enveloped Holden senses as he went to turn on the lights the front door of his parents house opened straight into the living room Noel stood in the center hugging her arms Holden went over to the thermostat and turned the heat up a few notches next he went to the Christmas tree in the far corner of the room and plugged in the lights his mom had been determined to put up a Christmas tree even though she and Holden's dad would be gone that way you can enjoy the tree when you stop by to get the mail and check on the house she told Holden Noel went over to the couch and looked at the various sized pictures spread over the entire wall I remember when this one was taken she laughed her voice soft with nestalgia you were so cute back then she looked back at Holden her eyes shooting Mischief what happened haa he said dryly stepping up beside her he was relieved that she was relaxing that's neat that your mom kept the picture of us when we graduated she pointed to a framed photo of her and Holden wearing their caps and gowns Holden had his arm around Noel pulling her cloth their expressions were so proud and hopeful neither of them could have imagined what was coming down the pike Noel's gaze moved to a photo of Holden and Justin it was taken on Christmas morning when they were kids both still in their pajamas they were playing with the train set that Santa had just brought do you miss him her voice held a hush of reverence emotion clogged his throat every day she turned to him her Jade eyes deep with Melancholy I'm sorry for what for your pain and loss her voice hitched for everything that happened afterwards he gathered her hands in his wishing he could erase the tension from her beautiful face it's not your fault I know she coked but I'm still sorry she rushed on I'm sorry for what it did to us had it not happened I never would have gone away and married Kyle regret pressed a heavy cloak against the air and you wouldn't have had Aiden he interjected she took in a breath I know a tear rolled down her cheek everything just got so crazy between us let's sit down he suggested they sat down Clos enough so that their knees were touching a brief smile floated over Noel's lips I see your mother's still into knitting she shifted around to touch the colorful Afghan draped over the back of the couch yes he said his thoughts going right back to Justin he took in a breath as he steepled his hands resting the tips of his fingers beneath his chin compassion simmered in Noel's eyes we don't have to talk about this yes yes we do I want to talk about it his words came out horse as he coughed I want to clear the air between us once and for all the smooth Hollow of her neck moved up and down as she swallowed nodding she clasped her hands in her lap eyeing him wearily it was crazy how quickly a funky tension had gathered between them the only way to navigate this was to plow straight through the center when Justin died something inside of me broke the pieces were scattered to the wind and I didn't know how to get them back much less how to put them together again tears Rose in his eyes The Familiar anguish wrapping a tight band around his chest I was angry at myself at God even Justin for dying I kept thinking what if I'd left with you that night Justin would have driven himself home his throat closed his words coming out in squeaks he'd still be here he looked down tears slipped from his eyes dripping onto his shirt and hands hastily he wiped them away sorry he croaked she placed a hand over his it's okay it's me you're talking to remember the sincerity of her words dispelled some of the Gloom Holden gave her a smile the one he offered to his players when he needed to bolster their Courage by assuring them that all would be well even when they were up against impossible odds they sat in silence for a few beats until Noel spoke you were in a bad place I couldn't stand to see you like that I hated what it did to us her eyes misted as she blinked he could tell she was fighting hard to contain her emotion how did you come back from the darkness by going back to church and meeting Pastor Charles Noel's voice lilted up I could tell yall were close Pastor Charles was the only one in his office who survived the 911 attacks on the Twin Towers oh wow she uttered that's terrible yeah he went down a similar path as me nearly lost his wife and children over it he took in a deep breath I gu guess I just needed Insight from someone who'd been there someone to help me navigate my way back Pastor Charles help me to understand that trusting in God doesn't mean that you aren't upset about the way things are going or how they went down it means that you're willing to accept God's will over your own it means trusting in Him even when you don't understand why things are happening ay grin tugged at his lips it sounds so easy for me to sit here and declare that I trust in God but I suppose the application of the principle is something that I'll have to keep working on for the rest of my life she pushed out a soft grunt you and me both regret deepened her eyes I I'm sorry I wasn't there maybe if I'd stood by you if I hadn't been so Hasty to get out of town I just couldn't stand to see you drinking and then when I found out about the other women you were justified in leaving he chuckled Darkly I'm lucky that you're even speaking to me right now I betrayed you his throat thickened causing his words to come out raspy I'm sorry a tear rolled down her cheek so am I he looked at the beautiful accomplished woman sitting beside him she was more than the love of his life she'd been his closest friend the one who knew him best the tenderness in her mesmerizing eyes nearly caused his heart to melt his hand went to her face as he traced the curve of her cheek his thumb stroking her smooth milky skin for years I've prayed asking God to help me find what you and I had together she blinked in Surprise as he continued all I could do was hope that God would show me mercy that he would give me a second chance Pastor Charles says that if we'll Rend the veil of our unbelief and trust in God with all our hearts and go to him with our problems that we'll be amazed at what he'll be willing to do for us a low chuckle Rose in his throat I didn't dare to even dream that God would lead me back to the one thing I want most more than all the world you tears shimmered in her eyes as she laughed you sure know how to make a girl gush you really are a silver tonged devil I'm only speaking the truth he said firmly peering into the depths of her compelling eyes I love you noi I never stopped loving you even during those dark times you were always there a shaky laugh left her lips I thought we were going to take things slow tears spilled down her cheeks tenderly he wiped them away could it ever be any other way with us than what it is they'd crossed that divide long ago the two of them were inseparably connected no I guess not she let out a sigh thank you for telling me all of this a ghost of a smile passed over her lips while we're laying everything out I must confess that I've thought about you over the years losing you was my biggest regret a Furrow dented her brows I was worried about coming home she nibbled on her lower lip something she often did when she was nervous he wondered how a woman could be so dang cute and so incredibly gorgeous at the same time I was worried about the old feelings resurfacing she laughed softly her cheeks taking on a Rosy Hue a part of me even feared that maybe the feelings wouldn't be there for either of us anymore that you would have moved on never he said vehemently it has always been you her eyes met his and it has always been you a bubble of pleasure glowed over him you have no idea what it means to to hear you say that he quoted one of his favorite Bible verses from Lamentations the Lord is good unto them that wait for him to the soul that seeketh him amen she uttered quietly the air sizzled with a new energy as their gazes locked the need for her throbbed through his veins as he cued her face with his hands her lips parted as his mouth took hers her lips were velvety soft yet urgent setting his entire body a flame her hands slipped around his neck her fingers trailing up through his hair he loved the feel of her touch he loved her smell he loved the softness of her hair as it brushed against him most of all he loved the feeling of having her here with him when their lips pulled apart they were both breathing hard a cheeky grin played over his lips you know what I call that what she asked her eyes kindling with a faint Amusement a touchdown delicate laughter peeled from her lips always the coach he fingered a tendril of her hair she stroked his arm her touch was light and sensuous hey I almost forgot there's something I want to show you a smile tipped her lips okay okay I'm game I think you'll love this he got up from the couch and reached for her hand to help her up linking his fingers through hers he pulled her over to the Christmas tree many of the ornaments were handmade that had been kept over the years look Noel CED as she released Holden's hand and caught hold of a candy cane made from a pipe cleaner and red and white beads I remember when we made these in kindergarten in Miss Davis's class she reached for another ornament this one was a picture of Holden taken when he was in the first grade the frame was made from popsicle sticks Holden was wearing an elf hat and making a silly face for the camera I don't know if I was mad that we were in different classes or just plain old jealous that you got Miss Clark when I had Mrs Stein she chuckled I saw Mrs Stein a few weeks ago at the grocery store Noel made a face she's still alive she was old as the hills then Holden grinned she's still alive and kicking mean as ever she was telling me all the things my team should have done at the playoffs that would have kept us from losing ouch Noel giggled you're a good sport coach I don't know how you can stand being in the Limelight all the time it can be tough but it helps that I love what I do he did a quick search of the ornaments where is it he mused where's what oh look I'd forgotten about these our salt dough ornaments here's your Snowman the one with the ridiculous face here's my reindeer there was a touch of pride in her voice see it's still beautiful she declared yes it is he uttered his gaze meeting hers she blushed as a smile tipped her lips thanks aha here it is the ceramic ornament was the size and depth of a silver dollar the outside was painted with a frame of Holly and berries Holden carefully removed it from the tree and held it in the palm of his hand for Noel to see her eyes widened in understanding my mom painted this her eyes glistened when did she do this she gave it to me right after I moved back to Franklin she made me promise that I would show to you when the time was right Noel read the inscription aloud Holden and Noel a match made in heaven she looked at Holden I I don't understand I was married to Kyle how did she know that you and I would end up together I'm not sure I was as shocked as you when she gave it to me I wasn't sure what to do with it but my mom and sister Ed that I let her put it on the tree according to my mom Jolie has always had a sixth sense about these things tears bubbled in Noel's eyes my mom always loved you she took the ornament from him lovingly tracing her finger around the heart beneath the inscription I guess Mom was right her voice hitched as she smiled if only she could see us now Holden's eyes grew moist she can I'm sure of it she's looking down from heaven smiling Noel laughed more like she saying I Told You So that too Holden took in a deep breath okay enough with the sappy Waterworks time to liven up this party he motioned with his head to the large freestanding old-fashioned cabinet containing his dad's record player dad got some new Christmas vinyls we should check them out without music he started dancing she giggled maybe you better stick to coaching hey he countered adopting a wounded expression I'm a good dancer yeah I just love your chicken dance she said sarcastically rolling her eyes you mean this he did his goofy chicken dance her eyes rounded as she sniggered her shoulders shook laughter convulsing out of her it gave Holden great pleasure to know that he could still make her laugh a few minutes later she hung the ornament back on the tree and mopped her eyes that was funny she sighed he grabbed her waist and pulled her close as he began twirling her around the room hey we move pretty well together yeah thanks to all those mandatory dance lessons your mom insisted on giving us you used to moan and complain saying that dancing was for sissies he chuckled yeah I hated it he made a point of moving his eyes over her his voice going husky of course back then I had no idea that I would find you so enthralling he pulled her close his lips nipping at her earlobe he planted a light string of kisses down her warm smooth neck welcoming the attraction that pinged through him do your mom and dad still dance he maneuvered her into a turn like clock work she followed his prompts oh yeah he answered they can't wait to get on the cruise ship so they can dance she lifted an eyebrow this would be so much more fun with music music it is he released her and went over to the cabinet hey I've got some peppermint ice cream in the freezer he threw her a casual glance if you're interested in the old days Noel could eat a half gallon of peppermint ice cream by herself wow my favorite I'm impressed you're pulling out all the stops a suspicious smile curved her lips as she tipped her head causing her hair to fall lower on her arm did you come by and stock up the fridge before our date I stop by every day to check on the house he explained I might have picked up some of your favorite ice cream on the chance that the evening would go as I hope hoped has it gone as you hoped a large grin broke over his face it has gone much better than I would have ever dared to Hope yeah for me too she said softly it was a wonderful thing knowing that the Lord had not only answered Holden's prayers but he'd given him more than his lips would dare ask for good things come to those who wait upon the Lord chapter 12 hey babe how's it going great Noel sang I'm just finishing up finishing up I thought you'd already be on your way to birdies I'm headed there now I got held up a walking came in at the last minute I'm leaving here shortly awesome I'll see you soon oh yeah I almost forgot I've got a present for Aiden I hope you don't mind if I I give it to him tonight she smiled hearing the excitement in Holden's deep melodic voice you never could wait until Christmas to open presence she cradled her phone on her shoulder as she worked the broom to sweep up the hair around her station he chuckled you know me too well see you soon there was a slight pause I love you the words came easily from her lips I love you too as she ended the call her heart did a little dance of exaltation things were moving fast with her and Holden but then again maybe not the feelings had always been there they were just percolating to the surface look at you girl twirling that foot Judy was at her station wrapping the cord on her curling iron she threw Noel an insinuating smile sounds like things are going well between you and Coach dreamy yes Noel answered unable to stop a smile from stretching a mile wide over her lips things had been going gloriously well Noel could hardly believe what a difference a week could make she'd been so uncertain about her future so worried about getting back together with Holden now she was excited about moving forward it was still rough dealing with Kyle and doy but having Holden by her side imbued her with a new sense of confidence Noel and Holden had seen each other on a daily basis most most evenings he came to birdies and had dinner with them this evening they were going to the ranch to spend Christmas Eve I'm glad things are working out sugar you deserve to be happy Judy frowned I'm just sorry that the witch has been putting you through the ringer Noel instantly knew who Judy was referring to me too she sighed Meredith had me blow dry and style three of her clients hair today the ones with long curly hair Judy's expression turned sour I saw that I'm just glad she left early today she sniffed you smell that even the air breathes easier amen Noel chuckled not caring to discuss Meredith any more than she had to Noel changed the subject what do you have planned for this evening she reached for the dust pan and swept the pile of hair into it Joe and I don't do much for Christmas Eve I'm mainly looking forward to putting my feet up and relaxing tomorrow we'll spend the morning opening gifts with the kids and we'll go to my mama's tomorrow for Christmas dinner how about you we're going to the ranch tonight and tomorrow the entire Romeo Clan will be there Judy's eyes lit up will cash be there yep she squealed you lucky dog that voice what a cutie I could listen to that man sing all day her voice grew Sultry and and watch him all day Noel laughed yeah cash is cute enough I guess if you're into that sort of type Judy snorted what you mean the drop dead gorgeous type she shook her head honey you've got it bad for the coach an image of Holden flashed through Noel's mind women swooned over cash admittedly her cousin was a cutie but Noel preferred golden brown eyes and deep dimples Judy turned her attention back to her work as she continued putting away her tools and tidying up her station several minutes later Tina stepped up to Noel her expression pinched can I talk to you for a minute she asked quietly her short dark hair bobbed as she glanced over her shoulder like she was afraid someone would overhear sure what's up not here let's go to the breakroom apprehension tugged at Noel as she followed Tina in that direction today Tina was Dawning a short blue jean skirt black tights riddled with holes and the black combat boots she wore every day she dyed her hair red and green for the holidays and she had on Long gold dangly earrings Noel was surprised that viven hadn't jumped on Tina's case for dressing so radically especially since Tina was in charge of the front desk and set the tone for the salon I hear that you're together with Holden now Tina said quiet quietly after closing the door yes Noel said not sure where this was going the whole town of Franklin knew about her and Holden Getting Back Together especially after the scene at the Christmas festival obviously Tina knew about it too they worked in a beauty salon for crying out loud the epicenter of the Town Rumor Mill why was Tina acting so clueless I'm afraid he's playing you Noel narrowed her eyes suspicious stirring inside her what do you mean she tried to get a read on Tina's expression but to no avail was this some kind of sick joke Noel liked Tina but she didn't know if she could trust her Meredith was talking about how Holden was pulling the wool over your eyes a hard Amusement circled through Noel that was your first mistake believing anything that Meredith says she's just peeve that Holden broke up with her actually Noel amended the two of them were never serious but Meredith wanted it to be more than it was didn't Holden tell you that he stopped drinking of course Noel's hand went to her hip what are you getting at Tina's black eyes took on a tremulous expression earlier today Meredith asked me to pick her up a sandwich while I was on my lunch break she was in the middle of washing a client's hair and told me to grab a $20 bill out of her middle drawer I found a bunch of pictures in there one of them was of Meredith and Holden at the lake Noel's insides tensed it went without saying that there would be pictures of Holden and Meredith together still Noel didn't like thinking about that she reminded herself that whatever happened between Holden and Meredith was in the past Holden was with Noel now and she intended to keep it that way after I came back from lunch I asked Meredith about the picture that's when she told me that Holden was pulling the wool over your eyes Noel clenched her jaw what's your point I'm well aware that Holden and Meredith dated Tina clenched her hands Holden was holding a can of beer Noel felt like she'd been sucker punched her pulse began thrashing against her temples you're lying and visible hand squeezed her neck making it hard to breathe Tina's face drained no no she stammered I'm telling the truth what reason would I have for lying maybe you're in cahoots with Meredith this was outrageous what was Tina trying to pull not hardly Tina snorted I can't stand that wench Noel felt dizzy like the world was spinning out of control it couldn't be true her words words rushed out Holden hasn't touched a drop of alcohol in years sympathy colored Tina's features I'm sorry I can only tell you what I saw a white hot anger seared through Noel her words came out in hard punches as she got up in Tina's face why are you telling me this Tina Drew back because you seem like a nice person her voice trembled I don't want you to get hurt again I read the article in the magazine about your ex-husband and Tiffany Wade you have your little boy to think about Noel threw back her head nostrils flaring okay if what you say is true then I want to see the picture Tina's tongue darted over her lips I thought you might say that what Noel flung back reflexively Tina reached in her back pocket and pulled out a photo her hand shook slightly as she handed it to Noel at first Noel's mind refused to believe what her eyes were seeing and then a Silent Scream wrenched through her heart there it was proof that Holden had lied to her Holden and Meredith were on a boat the day was sunny and bright Meredith had on a red string bikini looking disgustingly terrific as always she was snuggled up against Holden he was shirtless his golden skin shimmering his muscles cut a large smile was plastered over his face his hair ruffled by the wind in his hand he was holding a can of beer Tina's voice seemed to be coming from far away Meredith said the picture was taken this past summer I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news I just thought you needed to know Noel's throat closed as a hot suffocating Panic clutched her are you okay Tina asked Noel's knees buckled as Tina caught hold of her arm to steady her oh my gosh Tina exclaimed let's get you to a chair Noel jerked her arm away fire was raging an inferno through her brain no her response came out choked clutching the picture in her hand Noel turned and hurried out of the room chapter 13 a broad smile lit Holden's features when Noel stepped into the den mommy Aiden exclaimed his little legs running as fast as he could get to her as he held up a wrapped rectangular box Holden brought me a present his Rosy Cheeks glowed with excitement he said I can open it tonight at the ranch that's nice she said mechanically piercing holding with a scathing glare her Fury had mounted to the point where she felt like she'd explode what's wrong he asked hesitantly Aiden tugged on her coat can we go to the ranch now she tossled his hair before patting his back we'll leave soon she looked down at his feet why don't you go to your room and get your shoes Okay Aiden said as he skipped in that direction Holden arose from where he'd been sitting on the sectional his eyes deepened with concern as he searched her face what happened Noel felt like her heart had been hurled from 10 stories where it splattered into goo on the hard unforgiving pavement he was so ruggedly handsome so intensely masculine even now her body craved him how naive she'd been to think that they could just pick right back up where they'd left off her stomach churned pushing acid into her throat she detested The Wretched tears that prickled her eyes how could you her throat clogged she balled her fists willing herself to get a grip he touched her arm what are you talking about this she reached into her coat pocket and shoved the picture into his hands he looked at it his face draining where did you get this Tina found it in the middle drawer of Meredith's station at the salon hurt battered her insides you told me that you were a changed man his eyebrows Drew together I am her voice Rose to a hiss how do you explain the beer his eyes bulged as he looked down at the picture as if noticing for the first time what he was holding he blinked several times before frowning I haven't had a drop of alcohol in years since before I went to college at Clemson a brittle laugh scratched through her throat then how do you explain that he lowered the picture with one hand rubbing his neck with the other I'm not sure seriously she spat he held out a hand would you just calm down so we can talk about this like rational adults don't you dare patronize me her voice broke I trusted you I thought we could build a life together Aiden came back into the room carrying the present with his shoes piled on top of it he looked at Holden can you help me the trust and adoration in Aiden's eyes slashed through Noel Like a Knife Sure hold and moved to take the shoes from the present don't Noel barked I'll do it she grabbed the shoes and herded Aiden to the sectional where she began putting them on his feet with jerky movements mommy are you mad Aiden asked his expression troubled she forced a smile no mommy's fine when his shoes were tied she stood turning to face Holden I can't trust you anymore his face fell this is a mistake Noy you've got to believe me I wouldn't lie to you like you didn't lie to me all those times when you were out with other women while a part of her knew it was unfair to dredge up the past she couldn't seem to hold the words back he tightened his jaw don't do this don't do what she flung back back an edge slipped into his voice use this stupid picture as an excuse to push me away tears burned her eyes as she got up in his face I need someone I can trust I have a son to think about her voice Rose I thought we could make a go of it but I guess I was wrong M mommy Aiden stammered his lower lip trembling Holden pushed a hand through his hair this is crazy a disbelieving laugh riddled his throat sending Noel's anger through the roof I'll tell you what's crazy it's me thinking that I could trust you what's going on here birdie stepped into the room a second later Aiden burst into tears and rushed into her arms she rubbed his back looking at Noel and Holden tell me what's going on birdie demanded Noel shot Holden a heated glare Holden was just leaving that's what's going on his head swung back and forth you're making a mistake he uttered his gaze locking with Noel's she felt his disappointment and sadness it encircled her neck like a hangman's noose a tear slipped from the corner of her eye and rolled down her cheek she didn't bother wiping it away no one's going anywhere birdie asserted until y'all tell me what's going on holding held out the picture evidently Tina found this in Meredith's drawer at work and gave it to Noel his voice was Co with resentment birdie took the picture and looked at it the corners of her lips turning down Aiden was still clinging to birdie for dear life guilt stabbed through Noel Aiden had seen her and Kyle fighting way too often he didn't need the scene repeated with Holden Aiden's Behavior had gotten remarkably better now that Holden had been coming around Aiden would have to go through the separation process all over again why had Noel let her heart overrule her good sense she'd been so quick to fall back in love with Holden thinking they could just go on their merry way now Aiden would pay the price for her irresponsible actions when was this photo taken birdie asked last summer Noel hurled the words like a javelin you told me you stop drinking Birdie's face was masked in confusion as she looked at Holden his jaw was hard as glass I did Bird's brows bunched then how do you explain this he Shrugged my guess is Photoshop a hard laugh clipped through Noel's throat seriously that's your defense he rubbed his neck yeah I remember when that picture was taken Meredith invited me to go out on the boat with her and some of her friends on Labor Day I was holding a soft drink not a beer it sounds like we've got some things to discuss birdie bent down to look Aiden in the eye let's put you on a show after it's over we'll go to the ranch he nodded a second later he turned ducking his chin in his chest his eyes wary as they moved to Noel come here Noel prompted holding out her arms he bounded into them clutching his present in his hands I'm sorry I upset you she breathed into his hair let's put you on a show a few minutes later Noel Holden and birdie sat down around the kitchen table all right birdie began spill it Noel related everything that happened taking careful note of the fury raging in Holden's eyes he certainly seemed outraged birdie sat back in her seat she folded her arms tapping her fingers on her sweater it sounds like you've been set up Noel made a face you think so birdie continued Tina happens to find a picture in Meredith's drawer and out of the goodness of her heart she shows it to you because in her words she doesn't want to see you get hurt again birdie pinged Noel with piercing eyes doesn't that seem fishy to you Noel felt like she was being pinned in a corner I gave Tina the third degree she said defensively Tina can't stand Meredith what reason could Tina have other than my best interest for showing me the picture I don't know birdie answered her eyes took on a determined glint but I do know one thing if you and Holden have any hope of making things work then you're going to have to learn to trust him Noel rubbed her arms her gaze flitting to Holden his expression a mixture of frustration and hurt sat like lead on her chest he lifted an eyebrow waiting for her to respond she wanted to be able to tell him that she did trust him but there was still a nagging doubt gnawing at her this whole ordeal had made her realize that she wasn't ready to make a serious commitment right now I'm sorry she said but the words rang wooden and false in her ears hold en knew her too well he picked up on everything she was too chicken and weary to say right now he blew out a long breath his eyes flat with disappointment maybe I should just go oh no birdie asserted you're not running away from this the only place you're going is to the ranch like we planned Noel's jaw went slack maybe he should go fire blazed in Bird's eyes with another Fury to burn a hole clean through Noel I promised my sister that I would look after you like you're my own daughter she lifted her chin her expression set in a rigid challenge one thing I always do is keep my promises even if that means giving you a swift kick in the rear end Holden is not just a good man but a great man he loves you and you love him I refuse to let you throw away your future because of Meredith and that hairbrain Tina and her ridiculous combat boots Noel's eyes bulged as an incredulous cackle Rose in her throat she looked at Holden who wore an expression of amusement their gazes met for one long moment one part of her wanted to fling her arms around him and beg his forgiveness for thinking the worst of him the other part of her was shouting from the rooftop that she needed to exercise caution even if the whole thing was a setup as birdie asserted Ed it was a good reminder that Noel didn't need to be so quick to jump into a relationship she needed time to heal time to come to terms with her conflicting feelings fine she said dully come if you want his mouth curled into a hard smile sure I'll go for birdie and Aiden's sake chapter 14 after eating a delicious meal of chili cornbread and various platters of appetizers the entire Romeo family gathered in the den to sing Christmas carols and let the kids open one present each a cheerful fire crackled in the fireplace stockings hung from the mantle Greenery pine cones red berries and ribbons covered the Hearth the beautifully decorated Christmas tree beside the piano twinkled with happy white lights laughter and the murmur of lively conver ation filled the air Noel's gaze surveyed the group no doubt about it the Romeos were impressive in every sense of the word Zoey and Briggs were sitting on the floor their backs resting against the wall beside them were Ramsay and heartley their faces kissed with the glow of the Sun from their time spent in Hawaii Ramsay was impeccably dressed in a stylish dress shirt and trousers looking more like a corporate guy than a retired Navy SEAL turned security expert however Noel could tell that Ramsay knew his stuff earlier she'd heard him talking to Knox and birdie about the fires Ramsay had been in close contact with the investigator who was trying to determine not only who started the fires but also who was spreading the malicious rumors about the faulty electrical work and Dylan's gambling ramsy was of the opinion that someone was trying to destroy Knox and Dylan's reputation Noel suspected that he was right Ramsey had pulled Noel aside asking her about her experience of being watched Noel told him that she suspected her ex-mother-in-law had hired someone to keep tabs on her however Noel could tell that ramsy was still exploring the possibility of her and Birdie being watched being linked to the fires Noel had no idea how everything was connected or if it even was right now her brain was too overloaded to make sense of anything Noel's gaze drifted to heartly she was gorgeous with her man of flaming red hair the kind of woman who had star written all over her Ramsay enjoyed needling heartly by making teasing comments and she was quick to Dish it right back to him Noel guessed that those two had the type of relationship where they fought hard and loved hard lots of fireworks there Piper and Noah were sitting on kitchen chairs that knoxx had brought in Piper's dark curls and matching eyes were her best features it was obvious that Noah doed on her from the tender looks they kept sharing beside them were cash and Ava watching cash and his easy understated manner one wouldn't peg him to be a mega star it was admirable that cash hadn't let stardom go to his head cash had his arm draped around aa's shoulders he was leaning close to her Whispering she laughed at something thing he said a lock of her strawberry blonde hair fell onto her arm before she tucked it back behind her ear cash and AA were a little late getting to dinner having just gotten back into town from Northern California where they visited Ava's parents her twin sister Luna and her husband Hudson Noel's eyes moved to Jackson and lemon the oldest of the Romeo boys Jackson exuded a casual Authority he was very much a distinguished cowboy with his plaid shirt jeans and cowboy boots that had been recently shined Noel thought about everything that lemon had been through the crazy stalker her mom being murdered Noel admired lemon for being able to overcome so much adversity Noel hoped to one day be more like lemon right now she felt so despicably weak and broken she wished she could pull lemon aside right now and ask her how she'd gotten through everything everything Lucas and his wife Magnolia were sitting beside Jackson a smile tugged at Noel's lips with his spiky hair longer on top faded jeans and worn boots Lucas was a more rugged couldn't care less what anyone thinks of him type of cowboy Magnolia was dressed to the nines her hair styled perfectly definitely a Glamour Girl earlier Lucas announced that Magnolia was pregnant Noel searched her mind trying to remember where Lucas and Magnolia were living they'd bought a ranch in some small town in North Carolina the answer pinged through her brain as she smiled inwardly that she was trying so hard to remember remember was the name of the town Noel knew that Lucas and Magnolia hadn't been married all that long they were certainly not wasting any time starting a family birdie and Knox were Seated on a sofa that for formed an l-shape from where Noel was they were talking animatedly to Dylan and Lea Lucas's parents Lexi was the only one not here she and her new husband Asher were in New Orleans with Asher's Family Mason the youngest of the Romeos was on the floor by the tree wrestling with the kids Aiden was loving every minute of it laughing and squealing as Mason and Milo took turns tickling him Madison was sitting near by her attention fixed on her iPad a lump formed in Noel's throat as she swallowed hard to stay the emotion what should be a perfect evening was a painful reminder that her life was spiraling out of control Noel and Holden were seated side by side on the couch for appearance's sake however their bodies weren't touching Noel wanted to make herself small and unnoticeable so she could Fade Into the background but birdie wasn't going to have it she kept giving Noel a reprimanding eye as if to say stop being so stubborn and make up with Holden it wasn't stubbornness that was keeping Noel from reconciling with Holden but rather Stark fear seeing that picture of Holden holding the beer had rocked Noel to the core taking her right back to where they'd been before it had unearthed ghosts that she thought were long ago buried she felt that same hopelessness and betrayal that she'd felt when Holden really had gone off the deep end the shadows of her fear and misgivings pressed her with a feeling of impending doom her hands were clammy as she Twisted them in her lap fingers of panic pricked the base of her skull bringing on a wave of dizziness taking in a breath she ordered herself to remain calm her mind formed a prayer please help me to sort through my fears after listening to birdie and Holden I believe they were right the picture was a setup why can I not let it go why am I so afraid help me to understand thy plan for me and Aiden her heart wrenched I love Holden I always have please let me know if we can make it work please help me Noel jerked realizing that all of the eyes in the room were lasered in on her what she asked a smile trembling over her lips Mason was the one who'd spoken he'd extricated himself from the kids and moved to the open chair beside Ava I'm sorry Noel said eyes widening what did you say a wicked grin slid over Mason's lips as he motioned at her and Holden I would congratulate y all on getting back together but seeing that dark impregnable wall between between you he made a slicing motion with his hand as if cutting the space between them I'd say that yall are in the middle of one dozy of a lover's quarrel Noel's face burned even though she wanted to glance at Holden to get his reaction she didn't dare do so but kept her eyes trained Straight Ahead impregnable Ramsay hooted listen to you little brother you're learning all sorts of big words at College pretty soon you'll be spouting off history facts like cash cash just grunted in response I love talking history with you any time babe Ava countered sweetly patting Cash's arm Mason scowled rising to the bait as he shot Ramsay a taunting look pipe down pretty boy you're just jealous that you don't have my extensive vocabulary he Thrust out his chest sporting a cocky grin yep that's it Ramsay laughed A peculiar light lit his eyes I just wish I had Mason's perfect hair he threw glances at cash and Noah oh no Mason held up his hands backing up in his seat don't you dare ramsy cash and Noah sprang to their feet and rushed at Mason messing up his hair Ava scrambled to get out of the way hey Mason said hotly his face turning bright red as he tried to fend them off all right you Gallow Wags that's enough Knox warned as Ramsay cash and Noah released Mason he sat up smoothing down his hair you're making quite a name for yourself at utk Holden said to Mason Noel marveled at how effortlessly Holden had adopted a conversational easy tone he was obviously steering the conversation away from him and Noel but he was doing it with Grace thanks Mason said little brothers our very own one kick Wonder Ramsay teased he'd sat back down next to heartley she swatted his arm quit pestering him she warned rolling her eyes see what I have to put up with you know you love me Ramsey quipped yes I do she laughed one kick wonder my butt Mason grumbled I'll have you know I have some impressive stats yes you do Holden agreed he said butt Aiden giggled both hands going over his mouth Noel's eyes widened Aiden she exclaimed giving him a censoring look that's not appropriate no it's not birdie seconded cutting her eyes at Mason watch your language around the little ones sorry Mason amended giving Noel an apologetic grin Knox cleared his throat as he sat up and scooted forward clasping his hands it's such a blessing having all of y'all here tonight his voice caught eyes shining I couldn't be prouder of my family he turned to birdie we did good didn't we her eyes shimmered as she looked around the room yes we did her gaze lingered on Noel I'm proud of all of my children an unexpected feeling of warmth Rose in Noel's chest she was so grateful for birdie how she'd welcome Noel and Aiden with open arms birdie continued Holden I'm glad that you could join us tonight as well thank you Noel heard the smile in Holden's voice she was acutely aware of him beside her he was such a large part of her life that she didn't know how she could ever be without him and yet she wasn't sure how to work through her murky conflicting feelings she hated the fear lurking in the shadows she could feel it even now Des despite all of the love and happiness that was in this room something bad was about to happen a sense of for boing ran through her as she shivered Holden reached out and caught hold of her hand she glanced at him in Surprise his expression was cautious hopeful he was throwing her an olive branch did she dare take it she relaxed her hand against his appreciating his warmth despite everything she couldn't deny that it was comforting having him beside her Knox looked at Zoe grinning now I'm going to pass the floor to my favorite daughter who's heading up our Christmas program easy to say since she's your only daughter who's your favorite son Mason taunted shh birdie reprimanded grinning Mason settled back into his seat can we open presents now Aiden asked eagerly I have two presents he announced holding up his thumb and and index finger more than anyone else he boasted evoking ripples of laughter from around the room one present was from Holden and the other from birdie it was tradition in the Romeo household to let the kids open one gift on Christmas Eve bir's gift was pajamas Noel had no idea what Holden had gotten Aiden you'll get to open your presents soon birdie assured him with a smile first we're going to have our Christmas program okay we'll sing some fun songs nibbling on his lower lip Aiden nodded Zoe Rose to her feet Briggs is going to read from the book of Luke about the birth of Jesus she announced a smile tugged at Noel's lips when she saw Aiden crawl over and sit down next to Madison Holden scooted closer to her their eyes caught as he smiled the tenderness of his expression did more to ease her fears than any words could her thr thickened with emotion as she gulped maybe everything would be okay after all she returned his smile the apprehension was still there lurking on the edge of her Consciousness maybe if she ignored it long enough it would go away I'm sorry Holden uttered me too she felt a part of her broken heart menend he slid his arm around her drawing her close Birdie's expression was one of relieved satisfaction as she looked at them Briggs looked down at his Bible reading and it came to pass in those days that there went out a decree from Caesar Augustus that all the world should be taxed thank you Zoe said when Briggs was finished her dark eyes twinkled as she brought her hands together now for the singing Do I have to sing Milo asked not if you don't want to Zoe laughed as she looked at cash and AA I guess not everyone in this family sings amen Ramsay chimed in you've got a decent singing voice Harley countered I've heard you in the shower ramsy's face turned red quit being nice Mason laughed we all know ramsy can't carry a tune in a bucket the comment earned Mason a few chortles from the Romeo Brothers Ava and Harley are going to sing Silver Bells Zoe continued then cash will sing Joy to the World we'll go that far in our program and then I'll announce the rest an Allstar cast I didn't realize we were getting a concert Holden whispered a snigger rose in noelle's throat as she put her hand to her mouth to stay it stop making me laugh she insisted her heart felt a little lighter she needed to have more faith that good things could come to her a feeling of Love Rose in her chest as she looked at Aiden he was the greatest blessing in her life she'd moved past this tough time with Kyle and doy Kyle kept telling Aiden that he would see him on Christmas whatever that meant Noel wouldn't put it past Kyle or doy to show up tomorrow if that happened she'd deal with it heartley and Ava's voices harmonized with precision as cash played the piano it was a beautiful thing to watch they were perfect at the a craft next cash left the room and returned carrying his guitar he scooted a chair over near the piano before throwing Noah a grin come on up here big brother and sing this one with me Noah was the one who taught me how to play this song on the guitar Noah waved a hand nah your skills far outweigh mine Noah Zoe began chanting as she pumped her fist everyone including Piper joined in finally Noah pushed himself to his feet okay he said holding out his hands to stop the chanting cash strummed the intro on his guitar he came in a half second before Noah whose eyes widened oops I'm a little rusty Noah said with a laugh as he joined in he's been too busy snapping those fancy pictures that have made him famous Mason teased as he looked at Piper I didn't realize Noah was a photographer Holden whispered in Noel's ear he goes under the name of Nolan vant Noel explained Noel likes to fly under the radar Piper is a talented photographer also the two of them traveled the world taking photographs when the song was over Zoe stood thank you boys she drawled now for the grand finale she rubbed her hands together her eyes glittering with anticipation Daddy's going to sing Oh Holy Night cash removed the strap from his shoulder and handed Knox the guitar KNX sat down where cash had been KNX sings Too Holden asked his voice low against her ear his warm breath tickled her skin cascading tingles through her yes he was in the country music business too he could have been a superstar like cash but he gave it up to be near his family wow a family man to the core that's impressive KNX his tenor voice had the Clear Tone of a bell as he began singing Zoe was right his performance was the grand finale she'd never heard anyone sing Oh Holy Night with such fervor even the angels couldn't have sung it any better when the last notes of the song died away a hush settled over the room that was beautiful birdie said dabbing at her eyes she and Knox shared a smile again Noel wondered why the two of them weren't together when they were obviously still in love she jerked startled by the direction her thoughts were taking she was still in love with Holden had never stopped loving him she couldn't let her fears keep her from living she had to push past the uncertainty push past the doubts okay now we'll all sing Silent Night Zoe directed cash give us our opening note Noel sang her voice blending with whole neither of them could sing like the Romeos but it was nice to have their voices joined together all is Cal all is bright sleep in Heavenly peace that's what Noel wanted for her heart to be calm and at peace emotion Rose in her breast as she glanced at Holden feeling her eyes on him he smiled she went warm all over Zoe took the floor again thank you Daddy and everyone else who participated in our program before we open presents we'll have some spiced pumpkin eggnog she looked at ilila Lexi gave me her recipe Lexi's eggnog is fantastic Lila chimed in with a touch of motherly pride is it spiked Mason asked not hardly Zoe scoffed everyone stood to go into the kitchen Holden placed his arm around Noel's waist ah Mason CED a large grin filling his face as his finger wagged between Noel and Holden the lovers have made up I guess that makes it three for three High School sweethearts officially reunited first Zoe and Briggs then Jackson and lemon now y'all I think you mean four for four Lucas interrupted Mason frowned huh Lucas draped an arm around Magnolia you forgot us Mason made a face were yall High School sweethearts well not officially Magnolia chuckled but we did date shortly after I graduated from high school a I didn't know that Mason said proof that you don't know everything Jackson joked Mason stuck out his tongue at Jackson Jackson made a swipe for Mason's hair but he dodged it Mason's just going on about High School sweethearts because he's hoping that him and Sadie Walker will get back together Zoe joked Sadie broke his heart Zoe explained to Noel and Holden trust me if I wanted sad Walker I'd get sad Walker Mason boasted sure you would you one kick Wonder Ramsay said coming up behind Mason and ruffling his hair the two scuffled for a minute the doorbell rang birdie frowned as she turned to Knox are we expecting anyone did you leave the gate open the catch in Birdie's voice caused the shiver to run down Noel's spine birdie was on edge too knowing that someone had been watching them for whatever reason was unnerving no wonder Noel was so edgy yeah Gina and Hank kids are in town Knox answered I didn't want them to have to fool with the keypad seeing the question on Holden's face Noel surmised that that he had no idea who Gina and Hank were she hadn't known either until recently Gina works for Knox as a housekeeper and cook Noel explained Hank is Gina's husband Gina and Hank live in one of the guest houses on the property birdie added what Noah piped in with a frown I didn't realize that Gina and Hank had moved into one of the guest houses when did this happen about 6 months ago Jackson answered shooting Noah a Ry grin you've been away too long little brother like I said earlier he's busy traveling the world and taking all of those hoyy toyy pictures Mason taunted giving Noah a shove Noah grinned his eyes glinting with teasing well we can't all be one kick wonders now can we some of us have to work for a living hey Mason protested as he straightened to his full height thrusting out his chest I am working I'm making good grades in college or well decent grades he amended when birdie cut her eyes at him Mason's face redened as everyone laughed a cocky smirk stole over his lips I can't help it that I happen to be good at kicking a football poor baby Zoe purred he can't help that he's a football star it's a rough life huh little brother this brought several Hoots from the Romeo Brothers as ramsy grabbed Mason in a headlock and began messing up his hair stop Mason demanded I'm not your punching bag he grumbled Ramsay laughed becoming even more aggressive boys will be boys knock said a corner of his mouth quivering in Amusement as he looked at birdie I'll see who's at the door chapter 15 Holden was grateful that Noel's frostiness was thawing earlier this evening he'd been ready to storm out of Birdie's house he was glad birdie insisted that he come to the ranch for Christmas Eve Holden was furious with Meredith and Tina about the picture he'd hoped that he and Meredith could part ways as friends but clearly that wasn't the case Meredith knew about his drinking and how it had destroyed his and Noel's relationship he'd confided in Meredith about how devastated Noel was when he went off the deep end Meredith had used his past mistakes and twisted them into a weapon to use against him and Noel it was astounding to think that Meredith would stoop so low as to photoshop a picture to make it look like he was holding a beer can her evil plan had almost worked had birdie not been there tonight to offer a voice of reason he and Noel wouldn't be together right now Holden could tell that Noel still carried a lot of baggage not only from her failed marriage but also from what he'd done to her regret pinged through Holden as he swallowed pushing the despondent thoughts away he couldn't go back and change the past no matter how much he wanted to he had to keep moving forward it would take time for him and Noel to work through all of their insecurities but Holden was willing to do whatever it took to earn back her trust Noel looked stunning beautiful in her Christmas sweater and jeans her blonde hair shimmering over her shoulders her eyes were so vivid and Rich that he could lose himself in their depths a smile touched Holden's lips as he looked at Aiden he couldn't wait for the tyke to open his gift and he wanted to see the look on Noel's face when she realized what it was let's go get some eggnog Zoe prompted Holden knew something was terribly wrong wrong when Knox came back into the room holding up his hands his expression rigid Holden's blood ran cold when his brain registered that a man in a ski mask was standing behind Knox another man also wearing a ski mask stepped into view both were holding pistols nobody move the short man standing off to the side ordered pointing his gun at ramsy especially you bir gasped Aiden was standing beside her with a cry he dove into Bird's arms Noel clutched Holden's arm her fingers digging into his skin he could feel her fear spilling out between them what do you want KNX demanded shut up The Man Behind KNX yelled shoving him forward KNX stumbled catching himself before he fell he Whirled around to face the men fear choked the air with a heavy breath Holden looked around at the stricken faces the Christmas tree twinkling brightly was a cruel parody of All That was unfolding he's the one we have to worry about the shorter men in the ski mask said to the other they both looked at Ramsay Holden's senses went on hyper alert as his brain took a quick snapshot of the situation was it better to play nice or fight back it depended on the intentions of the intruder ERS these men knew about Ramsay and his skills is it money that you want KNX asked his voice calm I have a safe upstairs the two men looked at one another as the short one barked out a derisive laugh this goes Way Beyond money The Tall Man said in Amusement this is retribution Holden's gut royed with the knowledge that there would be no talking these men down they were out for blood he glanced at Noel her face was the color of chalk are you the ones who burn down my houses knox's voice held a dangerous edge who are you working for shut your trap the tall man yelled before I put a bullet between your eyes Zoe's daughter began to whimper sh Zoe said as she pulled her daughter close Holden looked at ramsy his body was pulled taut and he was studying the men with careful Precision Holden could almost read Ramsay's thoughts he was wondering if he could take out the man nearest him before the man could fire off a shot Jackson and Lucas were on the other side of Holden Holden could feel the energy building in the room a powder ceg waiting to blow you The Tall Man ordered as he pointed at birdie come here bring the kid with you Holden's stomach Twisted not Aiden no Noel cried shut up the short man screamed pointing his gun at Noel the man's voice was high-pitched unhinged Holden eased in front of Noel you'll have to go through me first he growled through clenched teeth he would do anything to protect her even if it meant losing his life tough guy huh well that can be arranged the man's voice was cold and mocking he cocked his pistol aiming it straight at Holden's chest The Tall Man grabbed birdie and Aiden Aiden began crying as the man held the gun to bird's temple and dragged her back birdie pushed Aiden forward out of her arms that was a dumb move the man snarled now the kid will pay he pointed the gun at Aiden a sob wrenched Noel's throat please no Holden's brain shouted for him to act now at the same instant The Tall Man f fired the gun Holden lunged at him tackling him to the ground he was vaguely aware that two shots had been fired the gun had fallen out of the guy's hand they wrestled on the floor knocking over chairs before Holden socked the guy in the face the guy grunted his head falling back but Holden wasn't finished rage tore through him as he pulled his fist back and punched the guy again and again finally the guy's body went slack as his head lobed to the side Holden glanced over and realized that the short guy was on the floor Holden was pretty sure the guy was dead his eyes were vacant blood trailing from a small circle in the center of his forehead Holden's brain pulled the pieces together he surmised that Ramsay had taken the guy out with a shot Holden hadn't even realized that Ramsey was wearing a gun on his person but it made sense in Ramsay's line of business one had to always prepare for the unexpected a he relief pulsed through Holden as he got up off the tall man disaster had been averted his body was still shaking with adrenaline the next events seemed to happen in slow motion Holden turned Noel let out a ragged gasp as she fell to her knees Gathering Aiden In Her Arms oh no he's been shot Aiden's body convulsed a circle of red spilling over his light blue sweater call 911 Noel's strangled scream cut through her tears stay with me honey she begged please her voice broke Holden felt the breath leave his lungs as his legs went weak he crumpled down beside Noel the anguish on her face riddled his insides do something she screamed looking to him for help despair gripped him in a tight hold as he looked at Aiden tears blurred Holden's vision and he was thrust back to the past seeing not only Aiden but also his brother Justin a prayer wrenched through his lips please God help him a curious numbness seeped through Noel as she glanced at the clock on the wall the black arms were ticking inching ever so slowly around the face of the clock like the march of Doom Holden was with her in the waiting room of the hospital as was birdie other members of the Romeo family had offered to come and sit with Noel but birdie suggested that it would be better for just her and Holden to go Noel's gaze darted around the space sterile tables with sharp angles chairs with neutral patterns that Blended together in a blur a round brown stain on the beige industrial carpet worn magazines there was a spindly Christmas tree in the corner it was sparsely decorated with cheap ornaments not even a tree skirt around the bottom the Stark cord from the lights was stretched to the nearest outlet except for the three of them the waiting room was empty no one wanted to be at a hospital on Christmas Eve The Silence of the room was deafening had it just been a short while ago when they were all gathered together singing Silent Night now the the term Silent Night brought a new meaning as they sat waiting in many ways Noel felt like she'd been trudging through a long Silent Night for more years than she could count the night loomed so long the darkness so complete and far-reaching that she didn't know how to escape it phrases that Noel had heard the medical professional say floated through her mind like ashes tumbling halfhazard in the Wind we're taking your son in for surgery to remove the bullet he's lost a lot of blood we'll do everything we can to save him trembles rattled through her she clasped her hands to stay the shakes there had been so much blood Aiden's blood she kept seeing the red liquid flowing over her like syrup Aiden's normally Rosy Cheeks had faded to ghostly pale at Bird's request no had gone into the restroom and washed the blood from her hands and arms but her sweater was crusted with dry blood Holden placed his arms around her it'll be all right he kept repeating but Noel could see the truth in his eyes no one could guarantee her that Aiden would live a black wave of anger engulfed her nearly stealing her breath away she was weary to the Bone a mind numbing Soul sickening weariness that no amount of sleep could cure tears pressed against her eyes as a prayer Rose in her heart dear God please don't take my son I'm trying to understand your plan but I can't understand this please help Aiden be okay Birdie's phone rang she reached in her purse eyes widening it's Knox I should get it she stood and walked a short distance away from them birdie paced back and forth as she talked every few minutes shots of anger would Dart over her drawn features tears ran down Noel's face why why did they shoot my son she wasn't expecting Holden to answer there was no answer for senseless violence Noel hoped she was in the middle of a nightmare that none of this was real she'd wake up in the morning and Aiden would be jumping up and down his face beaming ready to open presence her heart Twisted head spinning she felt like she was losing her grip on her sanity she took in a deep breath trying to hold herself together birdie came back a few minutes later her expression rigid what did he say Noel demanded birdie pushed the hair back out of her face with a shaky hand I don't know if right now is the best time to talk talk about this maybe we can discuss it when you're no Noel hissed I want to know who did this to my son she glared at birdie birdie sat down clutching her phone in both hands she took in a heavy breath ramsy questioned the guy who lived the men were Hired Guns her eyes flashed with a hot anger the whole sorted plan was orchestrated by Ellis Livingston the real estate developer in Nashville Noel shot back she rattled out a hard laugh her hand encircling her throat retribution that's what the man said yes birdie uttered her eyes filling with sadness Ellis wanted retribution for ramsy killing his son what Holden exclaimed his eyes rounding as he looked to birdie and Noel for an explanation Noel was too weary and upset to even attempt to form an explanation thankfully birdie took over her voice was flat and devoid of emotion lemon was being stalked by a crazy man Ellis's son Wesley hired someone to kill lemon's mother and would have killed lemon had Ramsay not protected her Ellis Livingston and Knox have had bad blood between them ever since a land deal went sour when Ramsay killed Wesley Ellis's disdain for Knox and our family turned to Pure hatred Bird's voice hardened Ellis wanted to rip everything away from Knox he hired the men to burn down the houses and spread rumors about the faulty electrical work and Dylan's gambling Ellis waited until the family was gathered together in one place to exact his revenge she took in a breath giving Noel a meaningful look it was Ellis's men who have been watching us Noel's breath caught she'd been so sure that it was doy originally Ellis had planned to kidnap me collect a ransom and then kill me to get at Knox and ramsy that's why they've been watching my house but then Ellis decided it would make more of an impact for Knox and Ramsay to watch it all unfold they plan to kill me in front of the family Birdie's voice trembled I'm so sorry that Aiden got caught up in this it's not your fault Noel gulped hot tears trailed Rivers down her cheeks she didn't bother wiping them away a sardonic smile touched her lips as she stared into the distance I can't believe it's Christmas Eve Aiden has been so excited about Santa coming he's been talking about it for weeks emotion overtook her as she broke down crying her shoulders shaking as she buried her face in her hands she was vaguely aware of Holden rubbing circles on her back when the tears were spent she hugged her arms as she sat in stone silence Noel didn't know how long they sat waiting before a doctor stroe into the room he was young with sharp perceptive eyes Mrs Staley he said in a way of greeting Noel's heart leapt into her mouth as she Rose to her feet her heart was beating so profusely that she feared it would break out of her chest Holden and birdie also stood Holden placed a hand on Noel's arm for support she wiped her slick Palms on her jeans the bullet grazed Aiden's collar bonees but that's nothing to worry about he said quickly it nicked the underside of the vein which bled into the lung cavity the blood filled his chest on that side and the resulting hemothorax collapsed his lung the words came at Noel like an arsenal of fiery darts she felt like her spirit was splitting from her body and watching everything from a distance I was able to remove the bullet also I evacuated the blood during the operation to close the hole in his vein Aiden will need to spend a couple of days in the ICU with the suction drain coming out of his chest after we pull out the tube we'll observe him on the pediatric surgery floor for a day and then send him home send him home Noel coked is he going to be okay the doctor offered an encouraging smile Aiden's a fighter I expect his recovery to take a couple of weeks and then he should be back at school wow that's great tears of relief sprang to Noel's eyes she could hardly believe the words the doctor was saying it was miraculous to think that Aiden would be well in two short weeks compassion touched the doctor's features the bullet came close but missed the whole brachial plexus which are the nerves to the arm all in all I'd say that Aiden is a very lucky young man luck has nothing to do with it Holden said giving Noel a significant look he was being watched over Noel's knees went weak as she started crying in relief thank you she breathed when can I see him we're moving him to a room in the ICU unit now when he wakes up we'll make sure to keep him happy with drugs so that he doesn't try to pull the tube out of his chest thank you doctor for everything Noel uttered the the doctor nodded before walking away can you believe it Noel's voice hitched that's the best case scenario yes birdie said Thank God he's okay Holden placed his arm around Noel pulling her clo there's one more thing that needs to be done birdie said Noel frowned what's that we need to call Kyle and tell him what's going on Noel nodded no KN that birdie was right I'll call him if you want birdie offered Noel considered the request it was so tempting to just let birdie handle it no she finally said resolutely I'll do it chapter 16 Noel felt a tug on her sleeve she opened her eyes and raised up in her chair scrubbing a hand over her face she must have dozed off she looked to where Aiden was lying in the hospital bed his long dark lashes pressed against his cheeks color was returning to his cheeks and the doctor said that his vitals were good Aiden hadn't woken up since the surgery Noel had been panicky about that but the doctors and nurses assured her that it was normal Aiden's body was reacting to the anesthesia given to him during surgery and the trauma his body had endured endured they were expecting him to wake up sometime today sorry to bother you Holden said but there's someone here to see you Noel sat up trying to orient herself it was Christmas the room was filled with enough flowers and balloons to stock a florist the items were sent by various members of the Romeo family all of Bird's kids had been in close contact with her saying that they wanted to come and visit the hospital as soon as Noel and Aiden were up for it Noel appreciated their thoughtfulness but she wasn't up to having visitors which is why she was surprised that Holden had awoken her to talk to someone were Kyle and his parents here they were coming in sometime today talking to Kyle the night before had been gnarly he went berserk when she told him the news accusing her of being negligent the conversation ended with Noel shouting back before hanging up on him he'd called back and birdie had answered Noel's phone giving Kyle the details about the hospital so that he could come the following day who's here Noel asked frowning Tina she bristled she's the last person I want to talk to she retorted well one of the last I don't care to talk to Meredith Kyle or doy for that matter I know Holden said patiently but I think you need to hear her out Holden had been a champ staying right by Noel's side the Shadows beneath his eyes and his must hair pointed to his exhaustion okay she nodded offering him a faint smile to soften her Outburst I'll stay here with Aiden thank you Noel had been insistent about not leaving Aiden's side birdie had gone home and showered before bringing Noel clean clothes and toiletry items she's outside the door Holden said the minute Noel stepped out Tina burst into tears I'm so sorry about your son she cried embracing Noel in a tight hug Noel stood woodenly her arms pressed to her sides Tina Drew back as if embarrassed wiping her eyes I just wanted to come and apologize fresh anger streaked through Noel so you're admitting that the picture was photoshopped Tina nodded her large dark eyes eyes radiating remorse Noel grounded her teeth why did you do it you can't stand Meredith no I can't Tina seeed she swallowed clasping her hands Meredith caught me taking money out of the cash register she told me if I didn't go along with her plan she'd tell viven tears pulled in her eyes I need this job to pay my rent you were stealing she nodded I know it was wrong she Shrugged I just had a weak moment what was Meredith's end game Noel's voice went Flint hard as she eyed Tina surely she didn't think her little stunt would win Holden back no she knew it wouldn't she just wanted to hurt Holden like he'd hurt her Holden told her about his drinking and how it ripped you and him apart Meredith knew just what to do to unnerve you you Noel ran a hand through her hair hating how stringy and oily it felt what you did almost destroyed my relationship with Holden Tina pinched her lips together I know I'm so sorry she uttered I hope one day you can forgive me that day wasn't today Noel was too angry too weary too wired up I appreciate you coming to tell me it was the best that she could do Tina nodded how is your son she asked timidly Aiden is doing well considering I'm glad I'll be praying for him thanks silence descended over them their words drying up like hair color left to long in the mixing bowl I guess I'll go now Tina's long skirt swished as she shuffled her feet see you around with a wave and a half hop as she turned Tina hurried away Knox and birdie passed her just before she got to the elevator the Deep disapproving frown on Birdie's face spoke volumes as she looked at Tina's black combat boots what did she want birdie asked as she stepped up to Noel to apologize you and Holden were right the whole thing was a setup arranged by Meredith birdie nodded I knew it she waved a hand as if to clear her mind from any further talk of Tina or Meredith how's Aiden her eyes flickered with concern he's doing remarkably well her voice caught it's brutal seeing him with that tube but his recovery really is miraculous so I can't complain Bird's eyes shimmered we have nothing to complain about that's for sure it could have been so much worse she looked at KNX as she spoke indeed Knox boomed I'm so sorry honey he said the compassion on his rugged features moved Noel to tears as Knox and folded her in a tight hug he pulled back it shouldn't have happened his voice caught I would have taken a thousand bullets for Aiden if I could have emotion clogged Noel's throat as she nodded I know she could tell that KNX meant every word he said it wasn't your fault his lips turned down I should have been more Vigilant I should have realized what Ellis Livingston was capable of the agony in his voice tore at Noel how could anyone know he took in a deep breath the authorities arrested Ellis last night with the testimony of his henchmen odds are good that Ellis will be put away for a long time I'm glad Noel side Holden came running out of the room his voice coated with a breathless excitement he's waking up Noel rushed in the room and to Aiden's side his lashes fluttered as he groaned she touched his hand I'm here she assured HIM Tears springing to her eyes Aiden opened his eyes his gaze darting round in a panic as he tried to get up the monitor started buzzing easy Noel cautioned Aiden started crying in the low whale of one still groggy as his hand went to the tube it hurts stay still Noel urged Aiden's eyes focused on her mommy she felt his fear and confusion as if it were her own you're going to be okay tears spilled over her eyes as she pushed his hair back from his forehead my beautiful boy he relaxed against the pillow a second later his face crunched it hurts you're going to be okay Noel kept repeating in a soothing tone a nurse rushed in he's awake Holden announced I'll get the doctor the nurse said as he hurried from the room where's my present Aiden asked tears splattering over his cheeks present you mean the one Santa brought they're at home under the tree Noel's words got strangled as her throat constricted they're waiting for you no the present Holden got me oh that present I have them in the car KNX said birdie asked me to bring them he smiled tenderly at Aiden she thought you might be looking for them Noel turned realizing that Holden birdie and Knox were in the room she wiped away her tears using her Palms as a shaky laugh Rose in her throat he looks good yes he does Holden said giving her a smile so resplendent that she thought her heart would melt hey buddy Holden said as he stepped up to Aiden hey Aiden said the corners of his lips drooped my arm hurts the doctor will be in soon Holden assured him I'll go get those presents KNX said why does my shoulder hurt Aiden asked looking to Noel for an explanation Noel wasn't sure how much Aiden remembered she had no idea how to navigate the situation she looked to B birdie for help do you remember the bad man who came into the den Aiden's eyes filled with worry as he nodded biting down on his lower lip do you think it's a good idea to remind him of everything Noel whispered it's better to get it out in the open so Aiden can deal with it birdie said in a low firm tone Noel turned to Holden he placed an arm around her shoulders Bird's right sucking in a breath Noel nodded the bad man shot you birdie said tears gathered in Aiden's dark eyes his lower lip trembling it hurts he wailed tears streaming down his cheeks Noel started crying too she would have thought by now that she wouldn't have any tears left but here they were you're going to get better birdie said her voice energetic you're in the hospital you'll get to eat lots of Jell-O and ice cream Aiden sniffed really uhhuh birdie nodded and you can watch all the TV you want we can even go and get your Legos his expression took on a new excitement a partial grin tugging at his lips a doctor stepped into the room they had not met him before he was middle-aged his temples going silver he smiled and nodded his head at the adults in the room before turning his full attention to Aiden hello Aiden I'm Dr Christopher how are you feeling my arm hurts Aiden complained you mean your shoulder Aiden nodded vigorously let's have a look at it shall we carefully the doctor did his examination after it was over he looked at Noel can I talk to you outside her stomach tightened sure during the examination the doctor hadn't given any indication as to how Aiden was doing last night the doctor had been so positive and upbeat had the situation changed they stepped into the Hall Noel's knees were wobbly her pulse hammering in her ear Aiden seems to be progressing very well she blew out an audible breath really she gulped he smiled considering the circumstances I'd say that Aiden is very lucky tears brimmed in her eyes blessed she coked he's very blessed yes he agreed I'll have the nurse up the drug dosage so Aiden won't be tempted to pull at the tube in his chest also it'll help temper the pain We'll order him something to eat Jello would be great he chuckled Jello it is as Noel went back into the hospital room to give Holden and Birdie the good news an unexpected feeling of warmth blanketed her it came from someplace outside of her speaking peace to her soul she felt the comfort of loving Heavenly arms wrapping around her the long silent night was finally over and blessed daylight was shining through birdie held the present while Aiden tore off the wrapping birdie opened the box and pulled out the gift a snow globe Aiden exclaimed it has a Christmas tree thank you he said to Holden you bet Holden smiled you can shake it anytime you want snow berdie gave the globe a good shake and they watched the snowflakes whirl around the tree Noel stepped close to Holden as he draped his arm around her shoulders she reached for his hand linking her fingers through his the two of them moved off to the side taking this time to talk privately while birdie and Knox were with Aiden thank you for the gift she smiled up at him you're welcome the love and gratitude brimming in her Jade eyes made his soul sore the two shared a long tender look she chuckled Mischief zinging over her beautiful face I guess it's official Aiden can start his own collection of snow globes every guy needs his own snow Globe collection he grinned her expression grew serious I'll never forget what you did for Aiden she said softly you saved him a shadow crossed her face if you hadn't tackled that man like you did we were all being watched over he inserted Holden had acted on Instinct there were infinite ways in which the situation could have gone worse he didn't want to contemplate on what could have happened but rather on what had happened he was so grateful that they had been protected yes we were being watched over she sighed she pursed her lips thoughtfully something that you told me at your parents house keeps running through my mind what was that Curiosity simmered inside him it was what Pastor Charles told you she crinkled her nose I know I'm butchering this but it was something to the effect of if we'll pull away the veil of our unbelief and put our trust in God we'll be amazed at what he's willing to do for us her eyes shimmered my cup is overflowing thank you for not giving up on me I'm sorry I doubted you I'm sorry I ever gave you reason to doubt me my poor little boy doy shrilled as she rushed rushed into the room her husband Trent and Kyle were on her heels Trent nodded to Noel before his gaze moved to Holden shock blitzed through his eyes when he realized that Noel was with another man Noel was ambivalent about her former father-in-law he'd always been polite but distant no surprise Kyle sneered at Noel and Holden even now despite her frustration and distaste for Kyle's rotten actions Noel had to admit that he was a handsome man with his dark eyes and matching curly hair however there was no comparison between him and Holden Kyle was soft and pampered whereas Holden was ruggedly handsome and so wonderfully muscled and fit even more important Holden was the real deal a kind compassionate man that she could build a life with he was her best friend her soulmate her heart exalted at the knowledge that she was finally coming into the light and what a glorious light it was hey gram Aiden said tears gushed from dod's heavily mascara eyes I can't believe this happened to you she cried her hand going over her own chest as she looked at the tube coming out of Aiden doy was Notorious for being overly dramatic her her makeup was too heavy her short bleached hair too big and too heavily styled even from where she was standing Noel caught the odor of do's heavy perfume it tickled her throat making her want to cough seeing the distaste on Birdie's face as she watched doy Rose a short giggle in Noel's throat Noel swallowed it before it could Escape birdie was so classy which made doy all the more garish how are you feeling doy asked better Aiden answered with a large grin I got some Jello and a snow globe he motioned at the snow globe sitting at top the tray attached to the bed thank goodness for modern medicine Aiden was a new kid now that the pain medicine had kicked in we were at tyby Island when we got the news doy looked at Knox and birdie as if they were supposed to be impressed that she was at tyby Island when got here as soon as we could hello Trent began formally to birdie and Knox I'm Trent Staley Aiden's grandfather birdie spoke first I'm birdie Noel's Aunt this is Knox Noel's Uncle Knox and Trent clasped hands Noel bit back a grin noticing that birdie had neatly Sid stepped the topic of her and Knox being divorced hey sport Kyle said his voice going soft daddy Aiden sang look at my snow globe I have more presents at home under the tree that's awesome Kyle said his tone forced Aiden made a face birdie and Knox got me a present too pajamas his voice dropped with disappointment they chit chatted for a few minutes before doy threw Noel a piercing glare I need to talk to you her gaze settled on Holden giving him the evil eye sure Noel said neutrally as she mentally prepared herself for the battle that was sure to follow I'll go with you Holden offered his jaw was hard as he eyed doy and Kyle I'll be fine Noel assured him he searched her face you sure she forced a smile nodding this was something she had to do alone she followed doy out in the hall where doy spun around I can't believe you got my grandson shut she fumed you are the most irresponsible person had you let Aiden go to tyby Island like I asked this wouldn't have happened the hair on the back of Noel's neck Rose it took all the willpower she could muster to keep her voice even what happened to Aiden was an accident the man responsible has been arrested you are not fit to have custody of my grandson doy spat she shook her head in disgust I knew it was a mistake for Kyle to just let you Waltz out of the state now you're taking up with some guy fire blistered through Noel as she straightened her spine don't you dare come here and lecture me about Holden he's the best thing that ever happened to me and Aiden you only wish that your sniveling son was half the man that holding Hunt is Doty barked out a laugh her eyes taking on a wild look her voice went shrill I'll take you to court she pointed her finger in Noel's face I don't care what it costs I'll spend every penny I have to get my grandson back a triumphant sneer twisted over her face you don't have the money to fight this I'll ruin you you knox's voice cut through the air I wouldn't be so sure about that Noel looked past doy to where Knox and birdie were standing doy spun around this is none of your business birdie raised an eyebrow want to bet if you want to take this to court then you go right ahead KNX said he slipped his arm around birdie we'll back no well 100% he looked Doty in the the eye I have very Deep Pockets a lot deeper than yours I'd venture to say Do's hand went to her forehead this is crazy she cried her voice taking on the wounded tone of a victim all I want is my grandson birdie didn't bat an eye no one's keeping you from seeing your grandson you can cut the Martyr act because I'm not buying it Do's eyes smoldered with the knowledge that her was up as birdie continued you should be grateful that your grandson has such an exemplary mother instead of trying to tear Noel apart Do's face turned crimson and her hands started to shake tears raged in her eyes this is not over she seeed I beg to differ birdie fired back no judge is going to award your philandering son custody of Aiden if I were you I'd go back to the basics and try instilling common courtesy and decency back into your family doy pushed past birdie and Knox back into the hospital room Trent Kyle let's go she barked a few minutes later the three of them left Trent gave Noel an apologetic glance we won't be giving you any more problems Trent Dy exclaimed Trent stealed his jaw let go he said with more Authority than Noel had ever heard the man exert then again if it was a question of a long legal battle and the money that would cost then it would Rouse Trent to take a stand after all money was a powerful motivator for Trent Staley thank you Noel said to Knox and birdie Knox gave her a pointed look hopefully this is over and they'll stay out of your business but if not I meant every word I said if that woman wants a fight he growled by Gully she'll get it we're in your corner 100% amen birdie said with gusto her eyes raining fire she shook her head I don't know how you put up with that for all those years it wasn't easy Noel said Darkly they went back into the room to find Holden and Aiden examining the snow globe the ugliness of her conversation with D slipped away like the last of the storm clouds fading in the face of the Sun as Noel watched her son and the man she loved despite all the turmoil she couldn't deny that she'd been tremendously blessed are you okay Holden asked a short while later yeah I'm good Noel answered he motioned with his head do you care if we take a walk go ahead birdie offered Knox and I will hang out with Aiden sure Noel said as Holden took her hand they went down to the first floor through the lobby and outside the frigid air that splashed over Noel made her remember that she'd forgotten to grab a coat Holden stepped close and placed his arms around her his strong Embrace made her feel protected and safe she noted the hardness of his fabulous muscles as she snuggled into his warmth peering up into his hand handsome face I'm sorry you had to witness all of that with doy a grin tugged at his lips deepening his dimples I'm not did you mean what you said which part that I'm the best thing that's ever happened to you and Aiden his hopeful expression caused a smile to crease her lips yes sir every word a look of Joy overtook his features she loved that this tough man Rough and Tumble football coach who exuded such bold masculinity was so tender she saw not only the man standing before her but also the boy she'd grown up with during their formative years they'd practically breathed the same air they shared their greatest hopes their deepest fears carved their dreams together for her it had always been Holden I love you he exclaimed loud enough to be be heard at the farthest end of the parking lot a smile tipped her lips I love you back he cocked his head A peculiar look coming over him his eyes shimmered a warm buttery gold did I ever tell you why I like snow globes so much she chuckled no I don't suppose you did because the snow never gets old and dingy when you shake that Globe everything becomes as pristine as the newly fallen snow his jaw worked as his eyes locked with hers that's what I want for us a clean slate this time I won't mess it up you have my word I know she said simply even as the words left her mouth she knew to the depth of her soul that she could trust Holden with her heart this new revelation was like getting a splash of pure undiluted Sunshine straight to her core laughter bubbled in her throat I guess my mother was right we are a match made in heaven yes we are she heard the Ring of certainty in his melodic voice as if on CU snowflakes twirled in the air landing on their faces see Holden said exuberant even the snow agrees his gaze moved over her in a slow leisurely way that warmed her blood she parted her lips welcoming the sizzle that zinged through her veins when his lips found their way home to hers she clutched his shirt clinging to him this moment was hers and Holden's to savor and yet just before she gave herself completely to the demands of his insistent lips she felt more than heard her mother's contented sigh drifting in the air in a dance of jubilation before landing soft and Silent on the peaceful ground epilogue 5 months later it had been one of those days Meredith was on her high horse at the salon and Noel had worked as fast as she could go from the moment she got to work taking care of her full schedule of clients in what little amount of time that she had Noel normally worked in till six but today she had to stop work early to pick up Aiden from school birdie was great about picking Aiden up on most days but today she was meeting with one of her suppliers at the boutique Noel glanced in the rearview mirror at Aiden how was school today great Aiden responded with a gigantic grin so infectious that Noel felt herself smile I played with Doug and Canon on the monkey bars Aiden rocked his car seat from side to side bubbling enthusiasm that's awesome can I go to the park with Doug and Canon sure we could do that sometime I'll call their moms and arrange a play date it was good to see Aiden doing so well in school and making friends the first few weeks after Aiden got shot were rough however as the doctors predicted Aiden made a full recovery to see him now one would never know how close he came to losing his life The Experience taught Noel to not take one single day for granted she was grateful that Aiden was healthy and a bundle of energy doy had eased up tremendously which was a huge relief she did frequent video calls with Aiden and Noel made a point of taking Aiden to Georgia to visit his grandparents and Kyle every few weeks thankfully there had been no more talk of Kyle trying to get custody of Aiden it seemed that Trent had more control over Do's Behavior than Noel realized Kyle's fling with Tiffany Wade ended two months after Christmas When Tiffany fell in love with her co-star of the movie she was making Noel always assumed that Kyle would eventually get tired of Tiffany and move on to the next shiny object she never figured that Tiffany would beat Kyle to the punch predictably Kyle tried to win Noel back for for a week or so until he went Gaga over a department store manager who also happened to be a former Miss Georgia Royal having won the title a couple years after Noel all in all life was good no it was great actually Noel was booking clients several weeks in advance which was wonderful especially since Noel was opening her own Salon in two months it was time for Noel to Branch out on her own while it would be liberating to break away from viven and her horrible daughter Noel was trepidacious about owning a business birdie and Zoe were Noel's greatest cheerleaders touting all of the benefits of being One's Own Boss Noel considered renting a space but Knox wouldn't have it he bought a building just off the main square of town he was remodeling it to house Noel's new salon as well as a few office spaces Noel argued that she didn't expect him to give her partial treatment but Knox replied with a hearty if I can't help my family then what good am I oh how Noel loved her aunt and uncle it was fantastic being surrounded by family as Noel turned into the parking lot of the grocery store her phone buzzed she fished it out of her purse a grin curving her lips when she saw who was calling hello hey babe babe Holden began what you up to just stopping by the store birdie asked me to pick up a few things for dinner tonight you still coming over I wouldn't miss it the warmth in Holden's tone wrapped Noel in a silky Cocoon of bliss as her smile widened I love you I love you back he paused how's our boy doing great she chimed glancing back at Aiden Holden treated Aiden like he was his own son likewise Aiden was coming to think of Holden as a Dad Holden had effortlessly and seamlessly stepped into the gaping hole that Kyle had left healing the broken parts not only in Noel but also in Aiden can I talk to him sure she said in Surprise Holden's on the phone he wants to talk to you she handed Aiden the phone watching him in the rear view mirror Aiden nodded his brown locks bobbing up and down in SN with his head yep okay bye he handed Noel back the phone she put it to her ear you still there Holden had hung up she looked back at Aiden what did Holden say he wants me to get him some ice cream ice cream yep was that all Aiden nodded okay ice cream it is it was thoughtful of Holden to talk to Aiden to make him feel feel involved by giving him the task to get ice cream Noel only thought she knew what it was like to love her best friend because of their history together however now that she and Holden were grown adults with a greater scope on life their relationship had taken on a new enhanced Dimension she looked through the windshield at the bright Sun shining like a coin in the clear as your Sky she sighed in content offering a silent prayer for all of her blessings she felt so blissfully alive so grateful for all of the goodness in her life all right let's do it she opened her door and helped Aiden out of the car can we get some cookies Aiden asked eagerly yep sure can but you have to eat your dinner before you can have any cookies or ice cream she reached for his hand okay he replied half trotting and half skipping beside her once inside the store Noel reached for a buggy stay close to me she warned Aiden nodded vigorously after the Fiasco with the can ham Noel made a practice of saying the same thing to Aiden every time they went to the grocery store Noel ran through a mental list of the items she needed to get birdie was making chicken alfredo and needed fetuccini noodles heavy whipping cream and parmesan cheese Noel went down the pasta aisle grabbing a couple boxes of noodles she also o picked up a bottle of her favorite spaghetti sauce she liked dipping her garlic bread in marinara sauce french bread she needed to add that to her mental list Aiden was getting farther ahead of the buggy than she liked Aiden she called slow down but he rounded the corner she was about to go into charge mode to catch up with him when someone called her name she turned to see Judy hurrying toward her pushing an empty buggy hey hey Judy said breathlessly with a big smile you're a hard woman to catch I saw you coming into the store I called your name but you didn't answer Noel made a face really I'm sorry I didn't hear you Judy waved a hand no biggie I thought you were working late tonight at the salon NOP I took off early to run a few errands Noel glanced in the direction that Aiden had gone um I need to grab Aiden he just went down one of the other aisles no problem I'll walk with you Judy said matching her Pace to Noel's the new salon is looking great by the way Judy's eyes sparkled I can't wait to make the move me either Judy along with two of the other hair stylists at Viv Salon were leaving to go to work for Noel Vivian wasn't happy about the situation but there was nothing she could do about it Noel welcomed the opportunity to work with stylist that she knew and trusted when they reached the adjacent aisle Noel's heart dropped no Aiden where did that little stinker go she tightened her jaw not again I've got to teach him somehow not to get away from me especially in stores she fumed I'm sure he's close by Judy assured her they increased their Pace to nearly running when they reached the end of the aisle Noel stopped in her tracks her jaw dropping to her feet when she spotted the group standing in the deli section Holden and Aiden were in the front Holden had his hand resting on Aiden's shoulder birdie Knox Zoe Briggs Jackson and lemon were there wearing large grins a perplexed smile crossed Noel's lips as she glanced at Judy what's going on Judy chuckled do you know how hard it was to catch you at the exact moment when Aiden turned that corner I felt like a stalker lurking behind you that's right Judy's buggy was empty Noel assumed that she just hadn't started shopping yet Noel stepped up to the group hey what are y'all doing here Aiden glanced back at Holden can I give it to her now yep Holden answered nudging him forward Noel searched Holden's handsome face a faint light twinkled in the depths of his eyes washing them in that shimmery gold that she loved give me what she gasped when she realized that Aiden was holding a small black box her eyes grew moist is that what I think it is open it birdie instructed Aiden with a loud whisper oh yeah Aiden fumbled for a second nearly dropping the Box before flipping open the lid revealing a sparkling diamond ring Noel's hands went to her mouth as she looked at Holden he stepped up to her and got down on one knee reaching for her hands I love you noi his voice trembled you and Aiden are my everything his eyes searched hers marry me yes she exclaimed exuberant laughter rising in her throat he stood as she flung her arms around his neck his arms en circled her waist pulling her close where she rested her forehead against his their noses touching I can't believe you orchestrated all of this she Drew back and looked at birdie a meeting with a supplier ingredients for chicken alfredo birdie grinned sheepishly I had to come up with some excuse to get you here so we could recreate the scene of Aiden darting off Noel head swung back and forth a smile stretching over her lips you're a little stinker you ran off on purpose Aiden nodded yep it was your big surprise see I didn't tell Mommy anything he bragged to Holden you did great buddy Holden said the last of the pieces snapped into place in Noel's brain aha now I know the real reason why you wanted to talk to Aiden on the phone earlier here yep I'm proud of the little guy for not giving me away Holden's expression was filled with the promise of the beautiful Splendid future they would have together I hope you don't mind my proposal taking place here a boyish grin streak over his features I figured it was only fitting she chuckled I'm just glad Aiden didn't send me flying into another pyramid of stacked hams Holden laughed yeah thought would forgo the hams this go around tears pulled in Noel's eyes good things come to those who wait upon the Lord she uttered her heart felt like it would burst from all of the joy not just good things the best things Holden said softly come on Coach quit Dilly dallying on the sideline and put the ring on your woman's finger Jackson drawled oh yeah Holden's eyes rounded the ring Aiden held out the box for Holden as he took out the ring and slid it onto Noel's finger a perfect fit he proclaimed I love it Noel said softly when are you going to kiss her Aiden asked a trace of impatience in his voice that's how all the shows end with a kiss laughter erupted from the group as Noel's eyes widened she focused her attention on Aiden exactly what kinds of shows have you been watching with birdie Aiden answered Birdie's face turned red as she giggled you must be talking about my Hallmark movies and those Cammy checketts Romance Books you can't get enough of Zoe inserted a lopsided grin tugged at the corner of Holden's lips showcasing his signature dimples all right if it's a kiss you want it's a kiss you'll get slipping an arm around her waist his eyes deepened with a sexy smolder that caused Noel's breath to come faster how's this for a happy ending Holden uttered as his mouth took hers Noel heard clapping and cheering that quickly got drowned out by the rapid beating of her own joyous heart closing credits this has been one Silent Night Romeo family romance book n written by Jennifer Youngblood narrated by Lisa valdini copyright 2020 by Jennifer Youngblood production copyright by 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