the story clearly of John Merck uh I uh I I saw Billy crudup do do Al yeah I I was in grad school when he did that that's right yeah in 200 2000 I think he did it yeah you're much younger than him uh no was in high school couldn't get a job so like go to school no but you studied a long time you actually wanted to do this play for a long time ago I did it was actually the reason I wanted to become an actor