we're actually a family of five I'm in my ninth week of pregnancy with our third baby a total surprise but again John was beaming and so excited I was so nervous because this was again a total surprise but his reaction was just immediately kissing me and hugging me even though I was driving the car after the initial excitement sank in every every time he looked at me he would just say you're nuts you know that three kids Noah our oldest hasn't even turned two yet in less than 3 years of marriage we've created a family of five it doesn't even sound possible but I look at it as the ultimate blessing how lucky am I to be the mother of John's three babies our last one being a blessing and so special despite these difficult circumstances