I'm we've never shaved my brother and I we it's it's part of our religion and we've always kept a beard before this happened we spoke with people in our religion our family our friends and we we discussed it and it was one of the hardest decisions we've ever made when I spoke to my religious leaders they were very clear in the sense you know they we have two two arms of our religion well multiple arms are our religion but one of the big arms is save up which is the service humankind and the case which is the keeping of the hair in this case like the save of the service actually outweighed the identity of the era now many people disagree but that's how I interpreted and had that's how my religious leaders interpreted it so I'm gonna go with that my friends who did shave they were able to counsel me on blood products to buy what to use and I'm still rookie to this as you can see from all the cuts the mask that I had ordered was only gonna come in in the next ten weeks and this is after I've ordered it a few weeks ago so because the border restrictions and everything I wasn't gonna get my mask off for another ten weeks my brother on the other hand had no real options because he's a neurosurgeon you have sterility person so it really there wasn't really a lot of options this is this is gonna be a long haul even though it's Plateau tattooing out we still are gonna have patients up until 2021 you