the other thing that I um also love that you do is that you can see there was there's something about what you did with Adriana and like you could he reminded me of his people that I grew up with you know and like it was that she was tough she was and the the stuff that always got me that seemed so real to me is when her and Christopher were getting into fights and like they would slap the [ __ ] out of each other but like she was just coming right back and there was like one time and he was all [ __ ] up and he was starting to go for real and she's just like she putting she in her hand it was such a I felt like I felt for her and I felt and it was what you did there I just wanted to say everything that you did was so brilliant in that series and it was just it thank you for it honestly thank you a lot of those scenes actually we went for it for real yeah Michael didn't want to you know there was one time where he was carrying me across the room by my hair and the harness on my back broke he was using a harness [ __ ] and it broke and I fell so I go just keep going I don't want to [ __ ] we can't just yell cut and regroup and get a new harness we got to go I'm in the moment now let's do this he's like no I can't I was like [ __ ] do it same thing with the choke you know I was like if you don't [ __ ] put to a little bit of pressure on my neck I'm pushing up wow that's me pushing up like choking myself out so so at least it registers on camera like you know when you're young you want [ __ ] to be like real man now that I'm 50 I might be like get me that tear stick um make my eyes bulge and imp post right right yeah right well especially yeah you're right when you're when you're younger and you're doing and you're doing those things and you're making an aim for yourself you just want you want to push it to the Limit you know and do everything you can and not not to say that you don't later on but like you said you've you've put in you've put in your stri you've earned your stripes at this point you know like the things that you've done