and every said I wanted to go home so hopefully I can continue just to finish strong in the season and be able to Showcase that I'll be capable and able to to to do it next year what drives you you know at this stage of your career to keep doing it coming back because I can do it just play Simple if I can if I can still do it said this early if I'm not if I don't embarrass myself like then you know I'm going to going to continue to keep going and doing it and if I get the opportunity like you know I'm going to at the end of the day like me personally but I mean I would love to win too you know I haven't done that in a long time and hav been in the playoffs in a while here so it be nice to do here and um it's a special group of guys and it's a special team it's there you know it's just got to piece the puzzles