I'm embarrassed um someone that is extremely extremely private um and to have one of your most intimate details the audio heard for the entire world to hear um I'm embarrassed for a number of reasons um people count on Shannon um Shay media Club Shay night cap um ESPN there are a lot of people that count on Shannon to be professional at all times and I always try to be professional at all times um even when I'm behind closed doors I still try to remain a level of professional although I'm in the privacy of my own home um and I'm very disappointed in myself um not for the ACT um I think there are millions and billions of people uh of consenting age that engage in activities um but but to have your most intimate detail on the audio to be heard I'm disappointed in myself I let a lot of people down uh my kids