Independent Scientology Group Processing - A Demonstration

hey there independent scientologists discover A New Perspective to your bridge by visiting AOH gp.org get in session with remote auditing using the Thea meter are you curious about where you stand head on over to AOH gp.org now and take our free personality test join the growing group of independent scientologists today hi and welcome to another AOG outside of the Church podcast this is season 9 episode 17 episode 1 109 in total we are going to do a first for the podcast and we're going to do some group auditing or group processing uh this comes from a lecture from 30 December 1954 this uh process is called perception we're going to just Dive Right In and our listeners if you want you can follow right along and run the process with us while you listen to the podcast and you will get the same results so this is the first ever globally produced group processing that any can do just by listening to this it's a little bit like uh self analysis in a way but as a group process uh and you guys are welcome to answer the questions if you want to you don't have to to yourself as you you you go along s girl and Arthur as well as our listeners it's okay you can just answer the question as if I heard you because I do not address the group answers you just answer so it's totally fine to run this process yourself um I think you'll really enjoy it so I'm now going to do something that will benefit all of you I'm going to conduct a group processing session the application of independent Scientology auditing is often done on a one-on-one basis it is also done with a group of people and and each individual can personally benefit from this independent Scientology auditing improves your condition as a spiritual being increasing your awareness perception and communication with processing many individuals benefit at once each of you can attain new spiritual states of existence states which lead to Greater happiness alertness and potential Arthur asked he said this is going to make me out and I said it might for a little bit this is a hell of a process this is a hell of a process so um prepare thyselves I think you'll really enjoy it uh the commands or instructions for this process I'm going to use today are very very simple but before I give you the First Command there are few uh some terms that I want to give you guys uh to ensure that you all understand when I use the words present time I mean that time which is now in present time in PT as we say it as scientologists it is the instant which is now and the Su successive instance is instances of now and only one quote unquote is someone who has no reality on his or her fellow man fellow man or woman they don't know they live they're just individuated this process will help with this as part of this process I will be asking you to do the same thing many times over all you have to do is follow the commands feel free to answer if you want to and in some cases I may ask you to answer you ready okay okay get yourself seated folks our listeners we'll pause here for a few seconds to let you get seated make sure you shut your phones off both of you as we're going in session listeners shut your phones off ask the kids to not knock on the door door put the cats outside dogs outside someplace where they won't disturb you this is a session okay let me know when you're ready both of you yep Ready take a sip of coffee here okay this is a session session start for you yes Arthur yes okay good let's find the floor beneath your feet you got that yes okay good let's find the floor is there a floor beneath your feet good you sure there is good is there a floor beneath your feet good are you sure of it very good is it a floor sorry it's all right is it a floor okay good is there a floor beneath your feet are you sure of it okay good does it feel like a floor yeah good now is there a floor Beneath Your Feet good are you sure there's a floor good is there a floor is there a floor good is there a floor okay good is there a floor beneath your feet it's okay no no go ahead it's all right you can scient girl is line charging sorry see you're giggling I'm getting a little emotional hey yeah this is part of the process different different different beings respond differently I think I'm I'm sort of like at war with myself because I'm trying to rationalize like and then I'm like is he really asking me if there's a floor beneath my feet is is there really a right that's the point it feels almost gaslighting oh well that's that's that's the point of this that's the point of this you'll run into this okay it's it's that's part of the process okay that's why we're doing this podcast this is this is how people respond this is funny okay so is there a floor beneath your feet both of you okay good yes all right is there a chair under you okay good let's find out if there's a chair behind you is there a chair behind you is there a back to your chair okay good is there a chair under you is there good yeah well let's hear about it is there a chair under you yes no good yes is there a chair behind you yes good is there a chair under you good is there a floor under that chair I'll wait for your answer yes okay good are you sure the floor is under your chair both of you yes okay good are you sure the chair isn't above the floor make certain okay Arthur uh are you sure there the chair isn't above the floor yes good no okay I I'll ask again are you sure the chair isn't above the floor s girl it's Shing his chair okay Arthur are you sure the chair isn't above the floor no is above the floor okay yeah okay is it Arthur I'm not sure how I feel about this I understand I'll repeat the auditing command is it sure the chair isn't above the floor MH no okay s girl are you sure the chair isn't above the floor isn't above the floor yeah are you sure the chair isn't above the floor but it is oh I get it yeah are you sure the chair isn't above the floor oh wow very good what the yeah I totally agree with you my poor brain hurt for a second there we'll continue is it is it a before yes okay good yes is there a chair there yes yes good is there a floor there yes yes good you sure there's a floor there yeah yes good well let's find out if there's a floor there I just I want to just quickly mention a somatic M something turn on yeah things feel sort of fuzzy lazy like like there's like this thin lay of smoke around that's interesting all right there um yeah first I got quite emotional and a little unsettled and who would think like it's the weirdest thing but anyway let's continue yeah all right so let's find out if there's a floor there is there is a floor there then right Arthur yes good is there a floor there good is there a floor there yeah good is is there a floor there yes good I have to pause because of the latency with zoom to Australia is there a floor there y good is there a chair there yes good is there a chair there good is there a chair there good is there a chair there good are you sure there is a chair there how what's to say no s girl I think I'm probably still at the at at the place where I'm I'm trying like there's this rationalization of course there's a chair there mhm so I'm GNA to say yes okay good next next command what's there a chair okay Arthur the floor the chair good what's there what he said okay arur I'm going to change my answer to communication thank you what's there objects thank you sent girl oh you want you want me to you can feel free to answer y okay uh FIB is of the chair thank you what's there I see patterns on my floor thank you atoms and molecules very good what's there wood and fabric thank you space and time very good what's there um construct of some kind good thank you both is there a floor there my logical brain wants to say yes but another part of me wants to say no okay girl mhm thank you is there a floor there check again okay thank you sentro yeah very good are you sure there's a floor there that is so funny I I I just I just realized that I I'm picturing a floor I'm creating the floor I can't see the floor I can experience the floor through my feet like it's cold underneath but I you know my my my mind is creating the image of a floor and the image of my feet being on the floor Etc but really the sensation could be something else you know right there are you sure there's a Flo there yeah I I I'm going with what you were saying shring is cat for sure okay next command ready mhm okay are you sure there is a floor there I don't know okay scient girl I'm going to say yes and it's funny because I I I had this little critical criticism of you in my mind at that point in time MH and that's interesting because you know so where's the over it thank you next command are you sure there's a chair there it's funny how difficult this actually is when the answer is so simple why is it so difficult yes I'm sure there's a chair there this is the definition of in session willing to talk to the auditor and interested known case do you want to know what my critical thought was sure it's it's I mean it's funny that it's kind of like avoiding the question and then judging you on your presentation of the question because immediately I was like he needs to say it with more intention that's well all kinds of things pop up on the CR yeah that's obviously uh neglect of responsibility in some way in this sense lack of confront okay so I'll repeat the auditing command are you sure there's a chair there I just want to say no I'm gonna say no I'm running with no thank you Arthur um I'm gonna say yes for now okay is the let me that again is there a floor and and a chair there yes okay AR there I'm not sure thank you is there a floor there yes okay yes good is there a chair there yes yes thank you both of you is there a floor there yes thank you now we sure have got some acquaintance with this now I hope with the floor and the chair right yeah yes thank you you sure I want to say not enough okay yeah okay well there's a lot more to this okay okay that's just a bit of a a bit of a a demo opening of the whole thing so here we go with stage two yeah all right okay here we go ready okay good right good have you got a right hand yes thank you yes good have you got a right hand yes yeah very good have you got a right hand I'm feeling a little nauseous hey yeah it's it's it's a little more personal it's a lot more personal it's like we can with chairs and Floors but hey not my right hand that's mine how dare you how dare you make some part of me not real you just put my hand on the internet he good you did you both answer that question you feel you both answer it yes uh yes okay thank you have you got a right hand yes yes good have you got a right hand yes mhm thank you have you you got a right hand yes I want to say it's feeling a little detached from me thank you have you got a right hand yes MH good you got a chair um yes okay I T girl um yeah thank you you got the floor yeah 10 Arthur oh something really Weir's happening yes okay good and I said that one louder because it's part of the command to say it louder okay you sure that's the floor uh no okay oh yeah yeah what's going on Arthur I feel really overwhelmed a little nauseous and I don't know it's like part of me just wants to leave my body mhm H okay thank you for telling me that scient girl did you want to say something I was I was going to ask should should we continue then sure what turned it on I'll turn it off okay yeah let's see what happens sweating a little bit this is weird yeah okay did you both do you both feel you answered the question yeah okay uh yes thank you yes you sure you got a chair uh yes MH okay have you got a right hand yes yeah thank you you sure there's a right hand M thank you yes are you sure there's a right hand yes thank you s girl yeah good is there a right hand yes yeah thank you is there a right hand oh can't feel my hand okay H we's that n girl yeah thank you have you got a right hand no okay s girl I wish I was where he's at because I still have a right hand that's okay that's okay have you got a right hand yeah yeah I can't sense it no thank you weird have you got a right hand would it help if I didn't look at it cuz I'm looking at it right now it's your choice it's your choice I feel like if I had my eyes closed there'd be less resistance okay so go ahead and close your eyes there there's nothing there's nothing author's got his eyes author's got his eyes closed yeah see I'm perceiving all this stuff so then I'm like if I see a picture it's real to me yeah there's nothing in the in the in the group process that says you have to close your eyes but you can if you want to Let's same goes for our listeners let's have this immersive experience okay okay yeah all right I'll repeat the auditing command have you got a right hand uh yes thank you have you got a right hand what do they say what does Z say LOF is laughter is rejection yeah yeah have you got a right hand yeah okay all right there uh no thank you not at the moment all right you got a right hand yeah but it does feel a little bit lighter than the other one thank you solid sort of ethereal okay datab body yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah okay have you got a right hand yeah okay no thank you have you got a left hand um um yes yes thank you have you got a left hand yes yes thank you have you got a left hand yeah thank you Arthur yes thank you have you got a left hand this is so difficult because I I I can't help but but create that picture of a left hand thank you for telling me I'll repeat the audit and command have you got a left hand yeah Arthur um yeah it's like it's melting away it's bizar thank you you sure you got a left hand okay Arthur I'm not so I'm not so sure okay are you absolutely sure you've got a left hand no sent girl okay good who's left hand is it um side tall girl's forehead hit the mic whose left hand is it sent it's my left hand okay good are right there whose left hand is it's mine all right very good whose left hand is it it's fine I don't think I've laughed as much in the like in a while live as I did with that banana video right I'll repeat the auditing command whose left hand is it mine okay Arthur it's mine okay you sure no I'm not actually okay now are you sure of it kind of feels like it belongs to space okay sento I mean yeah I think it's mine thank you have you got two hands yes thank you my tell girl mhm thank you have you got a floor uh I can't tell right now okay s girl yeah it's sort of feels like I'm in space but I'm still clinging onto this reality that's like at least one meter away from yeah mhm okay we'll talk about pain in my chest yeah we'll talk about this after the process thank you for telling me whose floor is it no ones okay santro thank you whose floor is it ones thank you sentol girl um whose floor is it mine thank you whose floor is it Arthur everyone's thank you sign to girl whose floor is it well now I want to say it's that person that's sitting there that looks like me but not me thank you have you got a chair I can feel something under me but I don't know if it's a chair okay girl yeah I'm still shifting between those two realities so I'm going to say yes for now thank you whose chair is it no ones s girl thank you Arthur the physical universes okay whose chair is it it's a Mist chair thank you matter energy space and time to our listeners is mess sign girl whose chair is it not mine thank you you got a right hand uh my buddy says yes thank you Arthur sent girl um yeah kinda thank you have you got a right hand uh no thank you Arthur sentol girl have you got a right hand yeah thank you whose right hand is it whose right hand is it it's a missed hand okay thank you Arthur scient girl still kind of mine thank you whose right hand is it I don't know thank you I don't even know if it is a hand very good sent it's mine thank you whose right hand is it it's mine thank you Arthur sentol girl it's my little ethereal hand thank you who is it mine thank you mine thank you you sure of that yep yeah thank you both whose left hand is it it's my thank you whose left hand is it mine thank you whose left hand is it s girl uh mine thank you whose left hand is it one very good can I tell her girl and it's a part of the physical universe and I'm just controlling it does that make it mine does that answer the question whose left hand is it isn't I don't know a okay response yes okay thank you whose left hand is it mine okay sign whose left hand is it mine thank you you sure that yep good sent girl not sure okay have you got hands yes thank you I've got these tingly things that I think are hands okay you sure of that yes okay well I don't know thank you have you got a chair yes okay have you got a chair sign to girl um kind of thank you you got a floor yes okay I've got a platform thank you you got a chair yeah okay yeah thank you you got hands yes I have two fingertips okay you got a head oh now we're getting personal don't with my head I'll repeat the auditing command you got a head yeah thank you are you sure yes yeah yes okay good are you sure you got ahead yes okay good whose head is it mine my head thank you have you got ahead yes uhuh thank you have you got ahead it's funny I'm feeling that sick feeling author is talking about now MH it's full on hey yeah have you got AE yes thank you yeah okay have you got ahead yes okay yeah excellent are you sure you've got AE yes thank you sent girl yeah if I had to explain this feeling and I'm sorry with all the significance but sorry it kind of okay so like you know how our our our bodies are basically full of atoms right and molecules and stuff so like you know how it's it's basically condensed M and you can't see the space between it MH I kind of feel like my atoms and molecules are spread out and I can see the space between it if that makes sense M so imagine if like with without there being obviously a destruction or pain but just like a pulling away like all those little pieces and stuff right like spread out it's kind of like that like there's a little atom there's at him you know that kind of thing and and everything would make up me okay very good I'll repeat the auditing command are you sure you got ahead yes thank you tell girl yeah thank you have you got ahead yes thank you thank you have you got ahead yes thank you s yeah thank you have you got ahead yes okay another symptom sorry but like I feel like the the structure of it and the face is changing like constantly like like one minute I have a head that I could see is sort of me then next I see a skull the next it's just a jaw it's weird mhm thank you do you have one yes thank you I'm leaning toward no thank you did you have one yeah there um yes thank you do you have a head yes okay yeah very good do you have a head yes okay you signam you have a head yeah thank you do you have hands yep yeah thank you do you have a chair yeah mhm thank you do you have a floor yeah y good do you have a room Y no thank you do you have a room yeah thank you do you have a room yeah yeah okay good do you have a floor yeah good do you have a floor yeah yeah very good do you have a floor yeah very good do you have a chair y mhm okay do you have a chair yeah thank you do you have a chair yeah yeah yeah okay do you have a chair yes very good you sure you got a chair y okay are you sure you've got a chair no thank you are you sure you've got a chair now I can feel the sensation of me sitting on something but is it a chair is it you sitting on the chair yep yeah thank you have you got a body that's a step too far bubbles thank you Arthur I'll repeat the auditing command have you got a body uh yeah thank you have you got a body yes okay very good is it your body yeah okay yeah thank you are you sure it's your body yeah n I'm going to say yes and no thank you have you got a body yes thank you yeah okay good have you got a body yes okay have you got a body yes okay have you got a body yes MH good you sure you've got a body yes good are you sure you've got a body pretty sure yeah okay good are you absolutely sure you've got a body yes mhm okay you sure you got ah head mhm yeah okay are you sure you've got aead y yeah okay have you got a back to your head okay have you got a back to your head I just want to say something real quick I I don't know if this is relevant or anything but I I I just experienced the sense of euphoria just as soon as you said the back of your head then so yep it was pretty fun thank you I'll repeat the auditing command to both of you have you got a back to your head n no thank you have you got a back to your head no no thank you have you got hands yes yeah thank you have you got a chair yeah sort of there pieces of it okay have you got a floor yes it's just it it feels like there's just a little piece by my foot and right under the chair just like under the chair's Wheels that's all that there is thank you have you got a room yeah thank you you sure you got a room no okay you sure you own the room no yeah thank you are you sure you own the room I'll repeat the auditing command are you sure you own the room yeah thank you Arthur yes thank you have you got a floor yeah yes thank you have you got a chair yes thank you have you got a body yes thank you scient girl have you got a body some pieces are there yeah thank you have you got AE I'll repeat the auditing command have you got ahead yeah okay Arthur yes thank you have you got a back to your head yes thank you sort of very good what are you doing in it in the head mhm observing and but then again am I really observing if I'm creating thank you Arthur what are you doing in it I'll repeat the auditing command what are you doing in it oh I just blank it would you like me to repeat the auditing command for you yes please what are you doing in it what are you doing in your head in which uh I was drifting around very lucid thank you have you got a right hand yes thank you sental girl yeah thank you you got a right hand yes thank you you got a right hand yes thank you have you got a right hand yes thank you let's find out have you got a right hand yes yeah thank you have you got a right hand yes thank you have you got a right hand yes thank you have you got a left hand MH yes thank you have you got a left hand M yes thank you have you got a left hand yes thank you have you got a body yes yeah thank you have you got a right foot yes thank you have you got a left foot yes thank you have you got a right foot yes yeah thank you have you got a left foot yeah thank you have you got a right foot yes thank you yeah thank you have you got a left foot yes thank you do you have a body yes thank you yeah thank you do you have a right hand yes thank you do you have a left hand yes thank you thank you do you have a right hand yes good signel do you have a right hand M good do you have a left hand yes good do you have a right hand MH yes good do you have a left hand yes M kid do you have a head yes yeah thank you do you have a back to your head yes no thank you you sure you've got a back to your head yes thank you are you sure you've got a back to your head yes no thank you you sure yes thank you sental girl I'm sure thank you have you got a back to your head yes yeah thank you have you got a back to your head yeah yes thank you have you got a back to your head yes yeah thank you have you got a body yes thank you have you got a floor MH yes thank you have you got a chair yes yeah thank you have you got a floor yeah yep thank you have you got a chair thank you yes have you got a floor yeah yeah thank you have you got a room yes MH thank you are there any lights here yep good are there lights here y mhm good are there lights here y yeah thank you you sure yep good are there lights here yep M good are there lights here yep thank you are there lights here y good am I here yes thank you sentol girl M good am I here yes yeah thank you am I here you're getting further away yes thank you am I here yes good am I here M yes good is there a floor here yes good is there a ceiling here yes yes MH good is there a ceiling here MH very good is there a floor here yes good is there a ceiling here yeah yes good is there a floor here yeah yes very good am I here MH yes thank you are you here yes yeah thank you where thank you yeah thank you where are you yeah thank you s honestly I'm perceiving from here and that here is nowhere okay am I here yes thank you h t girl am I here no thank you are you here no thank you yes are you here very good Ty taller girl are you here no thank you is there a chair here yes thank you arur scienter is there a chair here yes thank you is there a floor here yes thank you yes thank you is there a ceiling here yes MH very good is the back of the room here yes MH okay you sure the back of the room's here yes well thank you Arthur S toic are you sure the back of the room's here thank you are you still sure the back of the room's here uh yes thank you AR there s talko no thank you is the back of the room here yes thank you is the front of the room here yes no thank you you sure there's a front of the room yes I'm sure there's not thank you is there a front of the room yes no very good are there lights here yes no very good is there a floor here yes thank you is there a chair here yes thank you Arthur is there a chair here yes thank you is there a floor here yes yes very good is there a chair here mhm yes thank you is there a front of the room here yes thank you T to girl is there a front of the room here mhm thank you is there a front of the room here yes thank you Arthur n to girl is there a friend of the room here no thank you are you hearing anything yes thank you yes thank you are you hearing anything MH yes good are you hearing anything MH yes okay are you hearing anything mhm yes I'm sure very good are you hearing anything yeah yes good are you seeing anything yeah I'm creating pictures thank you Arthur you seeing anything yes thank you yes are you seeing anything MH yes good are you seeing anything yes thank you are you seeing anything M yes good are you being anything oh uh yes thank you are you being anything yes mhm good what are you being me thank youer thank you what are you being a b an identity thank you what are you being it sorry what are you being it give me more info on that I'm being in my body n girl what are you being in room thank you Arthur yeah just it's like I'm I'm I'm the perceiver within a body thank you what are you being cold thank you I'm being in my body thank you what are you being it you sound really we because MH yes I'm saying it what are you being it Arthur did you repeat that please um it's it's almost like there's two parts of me yeah one's controlling the other thank you what are you being I I game tired thank you you sure of that I think so I'm sure I'm tired I'm not sure that's the answer that is necessary thank you are you sure of that I think so I'm not so sure now Arthur's blow is boil off boil off yeah there's quite a bit of boil off going on here to our listeners God I've had hate yeah okay I'll repeat the auditing command are you sure of that yes was the question again are you sure of that of what are you being of you what are you being are you sure of that honestly at this point it's anybody's gu okay are you sure of that I feel like a shell okay arur I'm being a shell okay um I just feel more aware of my body okay good what are you being a exoskeleton okay good what are you being it being it just me why that that's making me f like I don't understand what am I being it what are you being it cuz am I correct in in in saying that you you're sometimes saying being and then you're saying being at mhm alternating there's obviously a relevance in do I have an mu on it what are you being it why do I not understand M question well what are you being it in other words a person can be a magician but there's still a person oh yeah but isn't that the same as being then is it what are you being it oh goodness your last answer was you were being an exoskeleton this one is what are you being it just being thank you n girl isn't it what are you being being it is it is it like that is it what what are you being it okay well I'm just going to give answers at this point that's fine um I'm going to say this it's just like this this thin yet very solid uh kind of material that shit's made up over I don't know okay where are you being at here where's here here not there okay thank you guys what are you being alive thank you Arthur sent girl what are you being right now I'm being the perceiver thank you who am I being another perceiver di Point thank you who am I being the order thank you I T girl the dimension Point thank you who am I you point in dimension points or whatever okay who am I being you're being John okay the auditor thank you scient girl who am I being the voice I can perceive thank you who am I being John the thank you Arthur sent girl who am I being sound waves with intention very good Arthur did you have something you wanted to add yep you're just being you thank you is there a floor here yep thank you mhm thank you is there a ceiling here yep mhm good is there a floor here yep good is there a ceiling here yep y good are you hearing anything mhm yep thank you are you hearing anything yep very good scient girl are you hearing anything yeah thank you are you hearing anything yep thank you are you seeing anything uh not with my eyes closed okay well scient girl are you seeing anything good look it over are you seeing anything yes yeah with my thank you are you hearing anything yes yeah thank you oops sorry what are you hearing I just heard that clang okay R there what are you hearing uh I'm hearing you thank you what else are you hearing I hear birds thank you I can hear a light static in my headphones thank you what else are you hearing this should kind of be like called the the hnos thing or something because obviously my bird my my my bird my mind is mocking up a bird because I hear the chir because I've learned to associate the chirp with the bird or even a chirp is a chirp MH so I'm wow all this physical Universe stuff this symbols and interpretation mhm okay what else are you he um I can hear my fridge buzzing hey sento I heard you swallow thank you what are you hearing here what are you hearing here I'll repeat the auditing command what are you hearing here you thank you Arthur um that's actually really tough hey because first you were there now you're here thank you and that's that's so funny because like when when I feel like I'm there and not here I'm wondering to myself is here really here or is there where I actually am because if I was if if I am there then why am I viewing it from a third person MH this this reality that that you know me and my viewpoints and everything has become so like fixed to me that that's the only reality thank you Arthur what are you hearing here I'm hearing your voice here thank you oh that's interesting very good what are you hearing here where is here that is for you to yeah interesting isn't it I'm hearing your voice here isn't it just a change of that that those two words it's just changed it completely very good now what are you hearing here you yeah thank you what are you hearing here your voice thank you scient girl what are you hearing here you thank you you sure no thank you thank you what are you hearing here you thank you iur um nothing thank you you hearing sound here yep no thank you what are you hearing here really up what are you hearing here nothing thank you Arthur your voice thank you what are you hearing here nothing your voice thank you is there a floor here yes I don't know okay is there a floor here maybe okay Arthur yes thank you is there a chair here who knows yes thank you you sure there's a chair here yes nope thank you what is there here what what is there here uh yeah who knows you you perceive that thank you Arthur what is there here it is that your answer it just is yeah that's my answer very good is it is there a floor here no yes thank you is there a floor here no yes thank you is there a chair here yes no good is there a ceiling here yes okay we look at it is there a ceiling here yes thank you Arthur scient girl Agreements are so powerful I tell you no thank you is there a ceiling here yes thank you arur sent girl let me ask you is there I'll repeat the AIT command is there a ceiling here thank you come on is there a ceiling here no okay yes thank you you sure there's a ceiling here yes no thank you are you sure there's a ceiling here there isn't yes thank you are you sure there's a floor here yes thank you Arthur scient girl are you sure there's a floor here no thank you are you sure you're here yes I'm feeling kind of bright hey it's like everything just seems just seems brighter scient girl are you sure you're here I'm not there thank you to both of you you sure of that yeah well it's relative because there is not here thank you Arthur you sure of that yes I am thank you what do you see a roof with stuff thank you what do you see these patterns within my eyelids thank you Arthur what do you see a room with objects in it very good what do you see this gold stuff thank you Arthur what do you see a room that needs a bloody good clean okay do you see yep thank you Arthur sent girl I mean I am doing something that's called seeing thank you do you see yes thank you yeah thank you do you see I something thank you do you see yes thank you do you see yes good s girl do you see no thank you do you hear yes thank you Arthur sign girl do you hear yeah oh my Lord thank you what are you doing sitting thank you s girl mocking things up thank you can you hear yes thank you Arthur sental girl no thank you can you hear yes thank you scial girl can you hear no thank you can you hear yes thank you Arthur can you hear sental girl no thank you are you here yes I am thank you scient girl are you here no thank you are you here yes thank you are you here sent girl sort of in between thank you can you hear yes thank you sign H girl I can perceive through the ears thank you are you here yes thank you s girl are you here yes I'm thank you can you hear yes thank you Arthur S girl can you hear no thank you can you hear yes I can thank you scient girl no thank you what's here what's here me thank you scient girl nothing thank you do you have a right hand yes thank you Arthur S call tler girl do you have a right hand thank you do you have a left hand yes thank you AR T taller girl yeah thank you do you have a head yes yeah thank you do you have a head better or now yes thank you do you have a body yes s girl do you have a body thank you Arthur yes very good do you have a chair yes M good do you have a floor yes MH very good is there a front of the room here yes M very good are there lights here MH yes good is there a ceiling here yes good is there noise here yes thank you is there noise here good yes is there noise here M good yes is there any noise here yes good is there any noise here yes good th T girl is there any noise here mhm good is there any sound here yes good is there any sound here yes good are there any voices here yes thank you scient girl yeah sorry I'm I'm just trying to process the The Experience because I I was there was a moment where all there was was me and I don't mean me with the exoskeleton just me MH the room left hands right hands head nothing there was nothing it was just me thank you for telling me that you're welcome I'll repeat the I don't think I've ever experienced that ply I've got I've gotten the concept of that but not you know that's very very cool thank you I'll repeat the auditing command are there any voices here yes yeah thank you are you sure there are voices here yep M thank you are they your own voice only no no thank you is there a four here yes yeah thank you are there curtains here yeah uh no thank you is there a ceiling here yes thank you is there a back of the room yes mhm thank you you sure yes you sure sign Tel room no okay very good thank you to both of you is there a right hand wall yes yes good is there a left-and wall yes good mhm is there a right hand wall thank you m yes very good is there a leftand wall yes yeah good is there a right hand wall yeah yes good is there a leftand wall yes yes very good is there a floor M yes good is there a ceiling yes good is there a floor yes yeah thank you is there a ceiling yes MH good is there a ceiling yes yeah okay is there a ceiling yes yeah thank you is there a ceiling yes yeah thank you is there a ceiling yes yeah thank you is there a floor yes scoic girl is there a floor yeah thank you is there a floor yes thank you what's going on scient girl I just it's it's just for so long I've had it in my mind that that I I am the perceiver mhm but then I've also had it in my mind because we're all in the same room mhm that I'm also the Creator mhm you can't be the perceiver and the Creator at the same time mhm you're either creating or perceiving you're either looking at the art or creating the art MH mhm is there fact she just leaned her head up against the microphone now I've got that to wrestle with as if I didn't have an existential crisis already okay I'll repeat the auditing command how do you know it's a floor oh um everybody's told me that's what it is and I can feel the solidity okay Arthur how do you know it's a floor because it's a floor thank you is there a floor there yep thank you Arthur scient girl objectively yes subjectively I'm not sure thank you are you sure there's a floor there both of you yepo my sure there's a floor here yeah thank you what kind of a floor carpeted floor thank you sent girl physical floor thank you is it a floor yeah yeah good do you agree it's a floor yeah y okay ah then that's a floor right yeah yep thank you is there a chair there yep yeah good is there a chair there mm yep good you sure there's a chair there yep say very good is there a chair there y thank you Arthur sent no okay is there a floor there yep no thank you is is there a back of the room there mm yep thank you is there a front of the room there yeah yep thank you is there a back of the room no yes thank you is there a front of the room yes thank you is there a right hand wall yep good a left hand wall yep uhuh good a right hand wall y to rightand wall there s girl yeah thank you is there a left-hand wall yeah thank you is there a right hand wall y when m Open yes thank you is there a left- hand wall yeah mhm good is there a floor yep yeah thank you is there a ceiling yeah yep okay good is there a ceiling yes okay good oh come on is there a ceiling yes yeah thank you who's C is it my ceiling thank you kind T girl I think I'm just overthinking these things okay I'll repeat the auditing command whose ceiling is it ours thank you whose ceiling is it my ceiling thank you whose ceiling is it um ours thank you whose ceiling is it my ceiling okay sent girl whose ceiling is it ours thank you is there a ceiling there yeah yes good is it real yeah yeah okay who says it's real everybody it looks real to me okay then it must be real is there a floor there yeah yep thank you is there a ceiling there yeah yep good are you sure there's a floor there mhm yep good are you sure there's a ceiling there yep okay good is that a four yep that's funny when when I was fully immersed and and and I had that early on experience that I was saying I was saying no to all of these questions because I feel like I was I was in the moment very present and aware right whereas now I'm I'm I'm watching the windows get clean and I'm just going with the answers so it's it's amazing there's this automaticity that happens with with when when you go outside of that present moment awareness thank you I'll repeat the auditing command is that a floor yep thank you Arthur just so distracted by the windows okay I'll repeat the auditing command is that a floor yeah yes thank you is that a chair is what a chair sh is that a chair yeah thank you is that a chair yeah we'll take a break here and I'll edit this out are you sure that's a chair yep um yeah good are you sure it's a chair yes uhhuh thank you are you certain it's a chair yes I'm certain mhm thank you are you positive it's chair I'm positive it's a chair yeah thank you who says so I say so thank you I've agreed with it okay so I'll repeat the auditing command who says so people thank you do you agree it's a chair yeah yep okay then it must be a chair right not necessarily yep okay is there a ceiling there yeah yep thank you is there a back of the room there yeah y thank you is there a front of the room mhm y thank you is there a back of the room yep yeah okay is there a front of the room yeah yep good are there any people here yes yes thank you are there people here yes yes thank you are there people here MH yes thank you are there people here MH yes thank you you sure there are people here yes yes thank you do you agree there are people here yeah yes thank you wonderful there must be people here yeah am I here yes yes thank you am I here yeah yes thank you am I here yes thank you you all agree I'm here yes thank you scient girl yeah thank you I must be here yeah is there a floor here yes thank you sental girl was here floor here mhm thank you is there a floor here yes thank you is there a front room here front of the room yeah is there a front of the room here good is there a front of the room here yes what what is the front of the room what's in front of you uh cuz my front is different from your front that's right thank you all repeat the auditing command is there a front of the room here yeah thank you are you sure it's a front of the room like one stupid thank you are you sure it's the front of the room yep thank you are there lights here thank you y girl are there lights here yeah thank you are there lights here yeah thank you are there sound Sounds here yeah yes thank you how do you know there are Sounds here I can hear them yeah thank you are there sounds here yes M thank you is anybody nervous here yes no thank you is anybody nervous here no s go mhm thank you well just listen for a moment okay good is there any silence here M yeah thank you now let's listen again for a moment is there any silence here yeah thank you is there a room here MH yes thank you you nervous not anymore thank you is there too much noise here no no thank you are you sure there isn't too much noise here yes thank you isn't there too much noise here oh it's getting louder no thank you oh there's too much noise here isn't there shut up thank you is there too much noise here no thank you are there too many people here no thank you no very good Arthur are there too many people here no I'm gonna say a little bit okay now perceive that into the future to all the people that are going to hear this podcast in the next two years are there too many people here no thank you there aren't too many people here no s girl it's so difficult cuz I don't I don't want to I don't want to cut their having this but at the same time that that moment that I experienced was so nice I'm just like okay go away don't distract me I want to be here again got it thank you am I here yeah yes good am I here yeah yes thank you am I here yes yes you are thank you are you here yes I am I'm perceiving that I'm here thank you are you here yes no thank you are you here yes thank you scient girl are you here oh I don't know anymore am I Arthur am I yes you are I'll repeat the auditing command are you here sent don't evaluate for me I repeat the auditing Commander that is so funny that is so so so funny when you really think about it I'll repeat the auditing command are you here um I'm not there but I'm here thank you you sure you're here yeah yeah I'm sure okay good are you here this thing is got so many layers to it e very good are you here incredible yeah yes yes thank you where are you I'm here thank you okay these are going to be a little bit more rapid fire succession okay where are you okay here good where are you here here good where are you here here good where are you here yeah good where are you I'm here here good where are you I'm here here good where are you here here good where are you thank you where are you here here good where are you here yeah good where are you here yeah good please tell me where are you I'm right here I'm here good where are you here yeah good where are you yeah here very good where are you yeah here thank you where are you I'm here not entirely here thank you where are you in my head right here thank you where are you now I'm here here very good where are you back in my head again I'm here thank you where are you I'm here thank you not here very good where are you I'm here very good where are you not yet thank you where are you yeah I'm here good where are you I'm here yeah good where are you yeah I'm here very good where are you I'm here I'm here very good where are you here very good where are you I'm here back here thank you where are you here all right here good where are you yeah I'm here good are you sure of that no yes thank you are you sure of that yes thank you you're not someplace else no I I I I did drift a little so yes thank you are you here yes thank you where's present time it's here thank you where is present time yeah here thank you where is present time here yeah good where is present time yeah thank you where's present time yeah here good where are you here thank you where are you here in prison time thank you Arthur thank you where are you very good where are you good I'm here thank you where's present time it's you yeah thank you where's present time it's here here thank you where is present time right here it's here good where is present time it's here thank you Arthur same thank you where are you I'm here good same thank you where are you I'm here thank you both where are you here here excellent where are you here yeah very good where are you I'm here yeah good where are you I'm here yeah very good where's present time right here M very good where's present time right here it's he good where he yeah good point to it can't everywh it's he thank you where is present time I'm gonna say present time has no space thank you where are you bless you thank you how repeat the auditing command where are you s girl I'm here good where are you I'm here good selo good where are you I'm here I'm here good are you just agreeing on it or are you here I think some of it is agreement um I'm pretty sure I'm he thank you what's the difference between well your answer first oh between his and mine no what's the difference between you're pretty sure you're here and not and not being here or being here oh thinking n MH versus just being here thank you Arthur what's the difference for you it's a lot easier than I thought it was previously thank you where are you right here thank you scient girl I'm here good where are you I'm here not 100% here no okay where are you not here I'm here thank you thank you where are you in my head thank you Arthur I'm here thank you where are you thinking thank you arur in my house thank you where are you in my house yeah thank you not yet thank you where are you um thank you s girl where are you somewhere not here thank you where are you I'm here thank you not where I should be thank you where are you in my body thank you scient girl in my head thank you where are you in my body thank you where are you sent girl somewhat here between here and where I actually am thank you where are you in my body thank you scient girl I'm in a place where I'm distracted thank you where are you in my buddy thank you sent girl where are you in my thoughts thank you and where are your thoughts my brain I want to say and I know you're going to be like it's mine thank you where are you in my body thank you sent girl where are you I'm figure figuring inside my head thank you is there a floor here yep this again is there a floor here God damn it floor just disappears so I can give another answer is there a floor here for you yeah thank you is there a chair here yeah thank you yes very good is there a floor here yes very good is there a chair here yeah yes thank you you got a body here yep good have you got a body here yeah yes I do thank you have you B got a body here yep yes thank you did you bring a body bring a body mhm did you bring a body here no oh I think I did that's an interesting question repeat the auditing command scient girl did you bring a body here did you bring are we talking space or time did we did you bring a body here literally did you bring a body here um yes and no okay did you bring a body here yes thank you thank you is your body on straight little Goose pumps my body on straight oh you know I ask tingly thank you is your body on straight Arthur yeah it is actually I just understood that mhm oh I'm getting really weird Sensations right now is your body on straight s h girl yeah think thank you let's look at what the hell was that let's look it over is your body on straight oh man that's messed up yes it is okay thank you let's look it over again in a new unit of time as of this very moment is your body on straight right now oh it's almost there okay girl is your body on straight right now yeah thank you let's look it over again new unit of time is your body on straight right now yeah thank you Arthur yeah that's bizarre that's fully bizarre MH okay oh wow is your body on straight yeah okay is your body on straight Arthur almost almost okay is your body on straight oh my God yes good find tooll yeah thank you is your body on straight yeah good is your body on straight yeah thank you you sure your body's on straight as of right now this very moment yeah yep good are you sure it is yeah okay now are you sure you got a body oh yeah okay whose body is it my that's my bloody body good whose body is it Mina that's my body very good whose body is it mine it's mine good whose body is it mine mine good whose body is it mine it's mine good whose body is it mine it's mine good who are you I am me yeah good who are you I'm me me good who are you me me very good who are you me me good who are you me me good who are you me very good scient girl oh well who are you it's funny I'm I'm not really getting the sensations that I think Arthur is getting MH but I am I am questioning like I I've I've noticed that throughout I've I've done different things and I've sort of been different people in a way and like like earlier on I was like this you know I felt very Zen and I was here and everything and you know I sort of felt uplifted whereas now I've noticed I'm sort of rocking my legs I'm like is this process going to end up a thing you know and and just completely not being who I was being like 10 minutes ago MH it's very interesting thank you I'll repeat the auditing command yeah who are you me I'm me thank you who am I you you thank you who am I you you you are thank you who am I whatever you think you are thank you who am I Jonathan sort of a man called John thank you who am I a being in an identity called John thank you Arthur you are you very good did you have something turn on there h no who am I uh you are you you are you thank you who am I you are you you thank you who are you me I am me good who are we agreement us thank you who are we us us thank you who are we us thank you who are we we we are us okay who are we us thank you who are we us us thank you who are we us us thank you who are we us us thank you is there a floor here yes the floor thank you I'll repat the auditing command is there a floor here this floor is getting way too much attention I'll repeat the AUD Comm in is there a floor here yeah thank you yes there is there thank you is there a floor here uhuh yes good now I'm going to ask you in this conf in in confidence is there a floor here yes there is yes hey good is there a ceiling here yes yes there is okay is there a ceiling here mhm yes there is thank you you sure there's a ceiling here I'm sure there is a ceiling here good you you sure there's a ceiling here man I I wish I could take the thinking this away cuz if there was just you know that's that's the part that's that's the aberration is the thinkness because it creates these uh these these things and and you know words and and gives like meaning and names and symbols to things so are you sure there's a ceiling here I don't want to communicate with words because even that is like taking it like to a a physical universe level right if I if making sense yeah we we did a podcast on that yeah MH I'll repeat the auditing command you sure there's a ceiling here in physical terms yes thank you both you sure there's a chair there yep yeah okay you sure there's a four here yeah yep good you sure there's a floor here mhm yep good now how do you feel tired okay Arthur I feel really good okay good do you feel pretty good I feel bigger mhm yeah I felt that's weird I feel bigger I felt bigger at one point and then I just something went wrong and now I just feel kind of like tired and I'm over it mhm okay you feel really good no okay Arthur I'm feeling pretty good okay I just want to go for a walk or something hey look at the stars and that kind of thing okay ready for this mhm hey take your time on this who feels good I do me thank you who feels good now oh that's shaky me good thank you who feels good I do oh that's unfair I kind of feel a little manipulated thank you I'll repeat the auditing command that's really clever wow who feels good yeah me feels good it's just an automaticity isn't it uhuh thank you isn't it are you are you sure you feel good yeah I'm pretty sure actually I'm certain I'm sure okay you sure you feel good no thank you well in that case who feels good Authur does this is this is this is person this is personally who feels good I do look in your own universe who feels good sentol nobody thank you who feels good nobody okay Arthur yeah I'm feeling I'm feeling good okay good who's got a ceiling I've got a ceiling okay yeah it's there thank you who's got a body I've got a bu me okay good who's got a floor I've got a I do hey good who's got a right hand I do I've got a right hand good who's got a left hand I do I have a left hand okay who's got a right foot I do I've got a right foot good who's got a left foot I do I've got a left foot okay good who's got a head I do I've got a head okay who's got a back of the head me I've got a back of the head good who's got a head I do I have a head good who's got a back of the head I do I've got a back of the head good who's got a back of the head I do I do good who's got a back of the head I do me you got a back of the head yeah yes good have you got a back of the head yes good is that your head yes yes good are you sure that's your head yeah yes good you got a flooor yeah yes good have you got a floor for the love of God I've got a floor okay Arthur are you sure yes very good have you got a floor yes yes now folks you can just imagine how I am in session okay did you both answer yeah I think so final your final answer yes good have you got thank you have you got a room yes yeah good whose room is it m it's my room good whose room is it it's my room it's our room okay thank you whose room is it my thank you yeah that good whose subject is it it's an agreed upon subject my subject thank you whose subject is it oh my God been at all this time and I had no idea it we must have both had realization there I'll repeat the auditing command whose subject is it this is my subject oh that's really messed up there's a resistance here that I can feel with this because I've always looked at agreement with sort of like a little bit of an outside responsibility thing like well I just went into agreement you know not I went into agreement M if that makes sense mhm thank you I'll repeat the auditing command whose subject is it mine very good yes this is my subject thank you whose subject is it mine okay Arthur one great whose subject is it wow yeah that's full on hey I just popped right out the body thank you for telling me that wow who owns it I own it thank you I do thank you you sure that yes yeah thank you who's got a body I've got a body thank you scient girl who's got a body she's writing notes sorry I just have to write this down no it's fine take your time what's the what was the question whose subject is it the oh the new one yeah who's got a body uh I do thank you who's got a subject I do I've got a subject thank you who's got a room I've got a room thank with a subject in it very good yeah ready for this oh that's insane oh God hit me with it who are you me me that's a little emotional then who are you me me thank you you sure of that no yeah I'm sure of that okay who are you I'm me thank you Arthur S girl who are you me thank you who are we us beings thank you who are we I want to I want to say we are them okay sental agreement thank you you sure that no it just kind of depends with subjects okay sign to girl I'll repeat the auditing command you sure that yeah okay are we here yes and really there there kind of isn't a we thank you I'll repeat the auditing command are we here no thank you thank you Arthur who's here I am thank you Arthur who's here we are thank you is there a floor here too yes no thank you is there a ceiling here yes see because how could you not be here but the ceiling be here that just doesn't make sense okay the Comm in I got I got I got what you said is there a ceiling here too yes thank you is there a front wall yes Arthur yes okay is there a back wall yes yeah okay is there a right wall yes yes okay good is there a left wall yes yes okay good is there a floor yeah yes yeah okay good is there a ceiling yes mm okay good great we've got walls floors and ceilings what have we got yes a room space okay hey who's got a room I do I do good whose room is it mine mine good you sure of that yes not entirely than are you real sure of that no yes okay we're going to do these rapid fire now who's got a room I do you do good you sure you've got a room yes no okay are you sure you've got a room yes no good have we got a floor yes yeah okay have we got a floor okay I've got a room yeah yes okay we got a floor yes good we got a ceiling yes good we got a ceiling mhm good we got a floor yes yes good have we have you got a body yes yes good where is the body outside of me good where is the body inside of the room yeah good where's the body here here good are there other bodies here yes yes okay good where are they in front of me yeah good where are they in front of me good where are they here yeah good where are they in front of me very good where are they good here sorry in front of me good where are they here in front of me good where are they they here it's not are they anymore wait the bodies yeah where are they just one in front no there's actually two pep accounts okay good where are they in front of me good where are they right there very good where are they here there good you sure that yeah good is there anybody else here yes take a look yes good who's here R right myself John and ler good is there a floor yes yes good is there a ceiling yes yes good is there a room yes yes good is there a front of the room yes don't slow down okay good is there a back of the room yes okay yes yeah no thinking just answers okay good is there a front of the room yes yes good is there a right hand wall yes yes good is there a left-and wall yes yes good is there a right- hand wall yes yes good is there a leftand wall yes yes thank you is there a right hand wall yes yes good is there a left hand wall yes yes good is there a right- hand wall yes yes good is there a left-and wall yes yes good have you got a right hand yes yes good have you got a left hand yes yes good have you got a left hand yes yes good have you got a right hand yes good have you got a left hand yes yes good have you got a left hand yes good have you got a right hand uh yes good have you got a right hand yes yes good which hand my right good which hand right both okay good have you got a left hand yes yes good are you sure yes good yes have you got a right hand yes yes good have you got a left hand yes good have you got a left hand yes yes good have you got a right hand M yes good have you got a right foot yes yes good if you got a left foot yes yes good if you got a right foot M yes good if you got a left foot yes yes good if you got a right foot yes yes good if you got a left foot yes yes good have you got a right foot yes good you got a left foot yes very good have you got a left hand yes yes good have you got a right hand yes yes thank you have you got a left hand yes yes good have you got a right hand yes yes thank you have you got a left hand yes good have you got a right hand yeah yes good have you got a left hand yeah yes good is there a floor mhm yes good is there a chair mhm yes good is there a ceiling yeah yes good is there a front of the room yeah yes good is there a rightand wall M yes good is there a leftand wall yes good is there a floor yes yes good is there a chair yes good have you got a right hand yes yes good have you got a left hand yes good have you got a right hand yes yes thank you have you got a left hand yes yes good you sure yes yes good have you got a left hand yes yes good have you got a right hand mhm yes good have you got you got a left hand yeah yes good if you got a right hand yeah yes good if you got a left hand yes okay if you got a right hand yes good how do you feel good feel all right good how do you feel good good yeah I feel fine good how do you feel now good hey good good have you got a left hand yes yes good have you got a right hand yes yes good you got a left foot yes yes good if you got a right foot yes yes good are you sure you got a left foot yes yes good are you sure you got a right foot mhm yes he good have you got a head yeah yes he have you got feet yeah good yes have you got a head yeah yes okay have you got feet M yes good have you got a head M yes good have you got feet Yes yes good oh boy what bodies you got a head yeah yes good you got feet yeah yes good you got a head yeah yes okay good have you got a front of your face yes yes good have you got a back of your head MH yes good you've got a front to your face yes good you got a back of your head MH yes good got a front of your face yeah yes good you got a back to your head yeah yes should you got a front to your face MH yes good have you got a back to your head MH yes good have you got a front to your head yep good yes you got a thank you have you got a back to your head yeah yes good if you got a back to your head yeah yes very good have you got feet Yes yes good is there a floor yes yes good is there a right wall yes yes good is there a left wall yes good is there a front to the room yes yes good you got a head mhm yes good is there a front to the room yes yes good have you got a head yes good all right how you guys feeling I'm feeling all right impatient okay good are you alive yes certainly am okay good where are you in the room okay so seriously where are you I'm in the room I'm in my car okay good where are you now y still in my car okay good whose subject is it this is my subject good mine good where's the room it's here good Arthur it's in front of me good where are you in the room good my car very good how are you tired good hello hello hello good hello very good hello hello very good hello hello hi Arthur hello hello hello hello end of session cool what do you think well that was a bit of a roller coaster yeah yeah definitely itely was there was for me moments of like wow and then there was moments of like GH so you know it is a roller coaster mhm very interesting mhm fun mhm where are you now yeah where's here oh he's still carrying on no where's here in the room what's here you me my cat dog beds mirrors right there I'm in my car driving to a friend's house for dinner I'm a little late but no it's okay yeah well we made you late a little yeah I I abbreviated some of the commands because it Go could go on for another hour yeah yeah but you get the idea yeah that was that was pretty long that was really full on yeah so you give it give it was a long time but it didn't didn't feel like a long time either yeah honestly for me it did hours over two hours now yeah yeah so yeah you get the idea between I agreed with you like I started to get really frustrated and I just wanted it to finish and then I got it and I was okay with it okay F fan Mind Body very very interesting physical universe so to all of our listeners I hope you've enjoyed this and if you partook feel free to comment on uh this group process and uh let us know what you experienced and how you like the podcast if you want to do some more group processing we can do that too in subsequent podcasts I think would uh um it it might be good maybe if we do another one to I don't know maybe him and I don't say anything because sometimes I I almost felt like this pressure to go into agreement with him right you know sure so yeah I thought it would be good to do one where you guys answer so that people have some tangibility to what other people's answers might be as opposed to their own oh absolutely yeah compare and contrast kind of thing okay well great but I have to admit though like even some of your answers kind of helped me through as well degree that is true yeah yeah what am I what am I looking for here yeah yeah yeah that's right yeah reties are relative I think we did a podcast on that did yeah we did huh yeah interesting all right folks well we'll see you next podcast next week have a great weekend everybody it is is the 13th of September 2024 and we will see you next Mond Monday for a podcast with Arthur and sence Hol girl yeah just I just quickly want to add real quick that the the thing that I got the best out of this was realizing that I'm not here like a lot of the time yeah um the thing that I got from this was um my perception towards what's right there like just little aberration or you know just to realize that it's just a chair as opposed to something else or there's things attached to it or um yeah gave me a bit of clarity on my surrounds and my being right great yeah and I was actually to fully observe myself popping out of the body which I hadn't I mean I've I've I've felt that way before like was this like me going exterior but this was like exterior MH that was really fun and and I felt like this hey whoa whoa I need to get back there kind of sensation it's so funny I experienced that earlier on during the process where um I just went really lucid and I was floating around and just not here but here and then I wasn't even aware of what I was I wasn't even aware that I was actually answering and then yeah all of a sudden I just became so aware that I was actually answering yeah and that I had a floor really amazing really really amazing yeah I wish I didn't have that resistance when I did pop out you know like yeah not this like panic I got to go got to get back in you know like you're slipping on ice spinning your feet whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa trying to catch your balance yeah and to our listeners Namaste and we love you bye-bye bye byebye