that last tour I was not happy nobody was happy at the time you know the other fellas trying to rewrite history that it was all great and it wasn't all great was that was was a dreadful last year of Oasis 2009 whatever it was was a terrible terrible terrible time uh just kind of yeah it it it had come to an end you could feel it yeah it was time to move on it was time to move on you strike me as the kind of person that when you're done you're done you just get on with it one foot in front of the other yeah you get one shot at life why be unhappy in any sense of your life whether it be in your personal life your professional life or whatever it is be why why why you're just wasting the precious thing you know everybody knows the story all came to a head and I was cool with it I was like it you know I don't need this to make me happy you know if I never write another song I've written some of the best songs you know of our eras you know you know what I mean so I was cool with it yeah there's not a day that goes by that I don't that I don't think you know we did some really really spectacular there I still can't articulate what it was do you know what I mean because it because it was more although it's the songs and all that it was more than that though it was more than that