was there ever a time in this that you thought you were going to be playing somewhere else I don't think there was times where I had to kind of you know get my mind right um for that being a possibility yeah how how do you go about getting your mind right in that situation what do you mean about just being just being open to whatever may be whatever it may be you you wanted to stay here like how much was that kind of the driving force between you know yeah it's easy to say that now ultimately yeah I want to be in this position right here that I'm in right now standing here talking to y'all but like I said every day was different it's negotiation every day is different and uh just following my my heart myself in each day and that led to here today yeah I was talking to I talk to I talked to George I talked to Bosa a lot I talked to Deo a lot um just trying to figure out certain things get their feel for certain things um and just being able to talk with them through the process um was huge