here how are you I'm good how are you oh this is going to be a fun intervie oh god oh no okay wait we going do a little dance okay we got to do our little Berlin Dance all right hello everyone Emily May with wrestling news Co we are in Berlin for bash in Berlin mein is here with me looking amazing you very sparkly I'm taking thank you thank you I was trying to go bash and Berlin Sparkle itely give bash of Berlin for sure I love exactly I was trying to match the branding there you go exact yes I I need to add some gold actually yeah you need to add some gold you right maybe tonight so this so tonight actually at Smackdown you have a huge match challenging Nia Jacks and this is not just any other match this is street fight my favorite so talk about why street fights are your favorite and I need to know what are you going to bring to this fight well it depends what's legal here um I'm not trying to go to jail for you know that I can't even say it we don't want to get censored but it's my favorite just because I love the chaos of it and anything can happen so it could be something as simple as if I'm just talking and we're in a street fight and Nia walks in I can just take the microphone and Boer with it so there's no rules and I love that I don't do well rules so I'm very excited this is my kind of match this is something that I've always at least to me I've always felt the most comfortable in um and I just like being Reckless whether it's to me or to others I want to hurt people well we've seen you really good with a Kendo stick so I'm assuming there might be some Kendo sticks in there you know I brought Kendrick with me please that's that's my little name for him your little buddy that's my little well I know you're a Avid gamer and so did you draw some inspiration from some of the most famous video games when you're focusing on your street fight or really any match that's ahead of you I can't really pinpoint an exact game that motivates me it's just I like to pit Shelton's head on whoever I'm fighting against and then that's the motivation that I need to just W out so yeah okay sounds good I'm a little nervous with the the the street fight coming up I kicked him once and he was not feeling it so I'm like well if I can't wrestle you for reals then I guess everyone else is going to have to pay we also saw you not only you you own Kendo sticks you own street fights but you also are really really good at Family Feud I okay you are you are much better than most celebrity celebrity Family Feud contestants so talk about this whole experience and what was your favorite moment well don't judge me but I've never watched Family Feud before Steve Harvey don't listen but when so Bianca was in charge of making the team and she was like hey do you want to do Family Feud with me and I was like of course it's my favorite yeah you lied to Bianca she listen we won so even if we lied it worked right I mean you get the win you get the win right hey we'll take any W's at this point but it was cool cuz like we practice before the show I knew my grandma watch so I was like asking for her her advice and everything and Harvey Steve Harvey was just so sweet it was very easy I think my favorite my favorite moment was har Walling out to Bianca's answer we all was just like oh okay sir that's how you do it all right but then also like beating theory is another favorite getting the winning point is another favorite there's just it was just a memorable day and it's something that I I never expected to be on a TV show like that like a game show um so to finally just be able to say I was on Family Feud guys it was awesome it was so much fun and I got to meet um flavor flave because he was recording before us I love Public Enemies so I'm like flavor flave please can I take a picture so it was cool it was a really cool experience well it sounds like a really memorable time um I see I would want to do wheel of forun or Jeopardy those are the two that I would do we would not be winning if I was on either one of those shows so okay not D I'm I'm putting that in my notebook that you that you won't be on those shows um so we've also seen in the last few weeks we've seen you come into your um with a new media package you've been like repackaged you feel like it sounds like you you feel like yourself you you've spoken about that on social media and so what does this moment feel like to be here at bash and Berlin and to have this moment for you know a championship match and finally feel like yourself oh my gosh it's win or lose tonight this match is going to hold something special in my heart just because I've been wrestling almost man 14 years now and it feels like everything is finally starting to pay off where the Grind from the Indies the grind on NXT like May young doing everything getting injured it's all because of this and it's one of those things where I was not I was never born into something that you know I got opportunities from I don't my whole life I was told even when I was in high school like hey I want to be a wrestler like I want to be in WWE and mind you this was like during the Attitude Era and so I've got gotten a lot of oh well you don't look like a Playboy model you don't have the shape you don't have the face and it's just stuff that finally resonated with me for so long is finally to be able to Showcase it and release it and to tell people like you know what it doesn't matter it doesn't matter that I don't have the look it doesn't matter that I don't have the body but here I am proving that if I can do it you can do it so don't let anybody tell you what you can and can't do um so I I am realizing that after all the hard work all the mental battles that tonight is why I did what I did and why I continue to do what I do and even if I lose it's still fulfilling to me to show little girls that like you don't have to have the it look you don't have to have the perfect body you can if you dream it you can make it happen so I mean it's just so beautiful to remember that I think in all aspects of life I mean what would you tell um young people that are looking to you that have struggled with mental health and have struggled to to try to find their place in the world there is always a place for everybody and it's one of those things one of those challenges because I still deal with a lot of anxiety I go through therapy every week um so it's okay to one ask for help but to surround yourself with a lot of support and a lot of love because it if it wasn't for the BR Shaya J duuk and Dakota and Keith and even Shelton like I probably would have quit a long time ago um so just surround yourself with support get you the help that you you know that you need and to just it's easier said than done trust me I know it's easier said than done but you can you can do it anybody anybody can do it well we all believe in you enjoy bash and Berlin welcome uh weekend welcome bash and Berlin weekend um good luck tonight and thank you so much everyone this is be Emily with wrestling and news Co