I'm really excited I did not expect to be here especially given the amount of losses that I've had with miscarriages that I didn't even think it was going to be possible if babies growing and it's just a beautiful thing and we're so thankful and um it was all meant to be Jana and Alan started dating publicly in January after meeting through a dating app and Janna told us how he caught her attention Allen actually dm'd me he was just very respectful and he's like you look like a great mom and someone I'd love to get to know and after carefully stalking him on Instagram and you know as Google I was like all right well you know get to know you and then we found love across the ocean although Janna is now happily engaged she details her very public divorce and healing journey in her Memoir the next chapter out later this month the next chapter was one of the hardest things I've ever done you have to look in the mirror and you have to go all right where did where were my faults it's not about my ex it's about me and my journey and yes he is a big part of my story but he's not my story and he's not the rest of my story just the fact that we now have this beautiful blessing coming into our lives I just want to kind of relax and sit into that moment and just go you know everything really worked out for the best Janna's upcoming arrival is a boy joining seven-year-old Joe Lee and four-year-old Jace my daughter was so excited and she was the first person I told and my son is convinced that the baby can see outside of my belly button they're so excited to be now you know Big Brother Big Sister and since it's been a few years we helped Jana go baby shopping at baby list in Los Angeles that's so cute my daughter probably will get this one for him be a mom they say sucks not out of their nose I'm obsessed with sound machines this is a really cute crib I like this one a lot this one too this is a nice color because I like the two-tone on there this is the most important piece right here all right let's see if it's gonna work I like this one thanks for coming [Music]