hey guys welcome to my solo trip on board Carnival spirit it's been the longest 3 days of my life I'm just going to keep it real with you today let's recap it let's recap day three right now it's currently 3:15 a.m. 3:06 a.m. I'm sorry I'm losing track of time today I woke up at 12:30 the intercom went off and they said hey we hit an iceberg we're safe uh so that was really reassuring uh just to hear that we were safe after I heard that we hit an iceberg but we were safe uh so I was going to set my alarm for like two I said maybe I should get up maybe the ship's going down and maybe I should be in the loop about it so we got a few more updates they kept saying everything's fine don't worry so I wasn't worried at all I was like we're good um but no the captain got on the intercom and he was like hey guys we're checking everything out there's like no internal damage and there wasn't that put a delay in our trip to Tracy arm Ford Ford arm I'm going crazy right now but we got there around like 5ish they had to cancel the excursions for the trip because we were set off track with our Iceberg so we just chilled there for a little bit and then I got dinner and I watched two movies HGTV and edited videos it's been it's been a blast I watched Girl in Progress and she met me then I just shuffled around other channels what's fantastic about this cruise is there's 35 channels but it goes 11 to 35 and 15 of those channels are Carnival ads talking about how great Carnival is MHM and the other ones are three movie channels and those movie channels they have set times for them so let's say the movie comes on at 10 p.m. if it ends at 11:30 you have to wait until 1:00 a.m. to watch the next movie and it's not a movie you get to choose it's a movie that they have selected and so that's fun so I just like Shuffle around different channels um but at least there are no ads I'm grateful for that what else did I do today that's pretty much it I got up at 12:30 and I'm going to bed probably at 3:30 and then tomorrow we're going to Skagway it starts at 7:15 a.m. I think is when we're able to depart ship but I will probably sleep till like 10: or so and I'll try to do a better job at vlogging each event let's talk about what the Carnival Cruise ship has there's a water park there's pickle ball there's ping pong there's a spa there's a sauna and a lot of photographers and they do have a lot of like live music and events they're not that good they're not that good anyway I haven't done any of those but I will hit up the sauna in the hot tub tomorrow so I'm very excited about that I need to enjoy the trip and not just stay alone in my room but it's really hard and weird when you're there by yourself it doesn't feel relaxing it just feels like you're a stranger I consider myself an extroverted person but not when other people aren't in the same position as you if there was another 24y old guy or girl in a friend group or whatever I would totally hang out with them but not when it's a married couple or a family with a 16-year-old or you know it's just not the vibe so it's super fun super crazy I I am going delusional I feel like I'm in a prison cell but I at least am out by the ocean so it's nice to get a little fresh air every now and then but yeah four more days 84 sorry 96 hours we got this we did it Joe we did it okay guys I'm not going on a trip by myself ever again unless it's for a day and I just just get to be alone with God I don't want to be alone with drunk people or [Music] families no ma'am no ma'am okay good night guys uh meet chip Minka this is my girl love chip Minka and then this is a horse uh I think the name is horsey Mama Hi horsey mama so we got horsey mama and chip I'm going to snuggle with them tonight they keep fighting over who gets the most attention with me and I'm like guys guys guys um yeah they love attention they crave it and I can't decide who I'm going to give it to so good night from horsey Mama Brennan and Chip Minka a stop stop stop stop stop they're crazy okay good night guys don't go on a trip by yourself I mean that don't do it you'll regret it you'll regret it but I am thankful super thankful there has been a lot of good reflection and who I want to be when I am home and I can't wait to be home bye guys love you