I used to pray the God if you want to take us take a three of us and we used to hug each other like really like like sleep like really next to each other I used to put Yousef in a middle of bus and Yousef hug and Abu hugs Yousef and same of me so always every moment I used to pray and ask God if he wants to take one take us take three of us not one of us that's why I used to be like 24 I was with Yousef because if something happened we want actually to be together in case if actually we died together I I can't live without Yousef I can't leave Yousef me so he was like one of my weakness