[Music] what up y'all my name's Tom little while back was an alcoholic had a mental breakdown like a year ago came close to put me in a coffin damn after the hooker I loved after I did all the drugs after I finally got fired for showing up late to the job hella tired and drunk after the oxies I put up my nose with my B on the oil rigs when I was young after my ex cut her wrist and the cops that I stabbed her and beat me then put me in cuffs after I toal my car trying to run from the cops with a kilo of coke a chunk after I drank till I rotted my teeth on my head got infections and of my gums after I couldn't get hard cuz the Vodka pornno sedated me till I was numb after I couldn't escape from the basement I rented and went to go live with my mom after I cheated on people I needed and lied trying to hide from the guy that I was then I got sobered Madness was over now I am proud of the man I become yeah I'm finding someone that I know again I started climbing out the hole in fighting demons and I know it's time for me to these broken life has been hard I know it gets better this is a war that I'll fight [Music] forever I I always remember when I lost [Music] [Applause] [Music] surrender what up y'all my name is Madchild I've been off to zes for a while now I was waking up feeling suicidal but I think I'm finally starting to smile now man I lived a hell of a life I've been the heling back twice lost $10 million three different addictions don't tell me about paying the price from pen houses with top models hanging with strippers with pop bottles anxious and hiding alone in my room from the world I was pissing in pop bottles from Chart top and being a role model to plop records and lost follows when I cop prodct got a months worth when I left the spot cops follow if you saw a photo of was only face cuz I was 85 lb overweight mental breakdown trying to catch a plane wasn't match out I was only Shane my poy Lola was my only gang had to put my baby in a [ __ ] grave I walked away from every brick I laid so I could build a new wall to keep me safe I'm I know again I started climbing out the I fighting demons and I know I wi it's time for me to these broken ways life has been I know it get better this is a war that I'll fight [Music] forever I always remember when I lost and Never [Music] Surrender and I started from the bottom like a snowman rammed up like round chop and still put hands on you staying ground up is how I spend time St a free confidence High St your Bree when I pin rhes I just got the air about me like windes another day in the life used to have the scrap to get by now my community G and I made it and my neighbor say I'm giving them pounds I'm up scale now guess it means I'm in the sky but I still remember the days up minimum wage for general labor w in of mind up look how government assistance is made up adversity if that don't succeed put your temper more use cuz being broke a poor excuse that should only give you more fuel sh why your you so close got it like I almost got it close only counts and time bombs and horseshoes so I do the bomb [ __ ] no remorse screw it i'm lit and that attitude I blew upon quick as why they call me firecracker I grew up on wi but short news I got some important news to report to anyone who thought I was done n [ __ ] not quite spotlights back on top my fate where's yours do you still believe I'm I know again started cling out the fighting demons and I know it's for me to Broken way life has been hard I know it gets better this is a war that I'll fight for [Music] I have my I always remember when I lost the and Never Surrender [Music]