I do um yeah obviously the way it started it started but I thought we kind of got back to what we did for a long time um early in the year those last four Innings and um you know it's been a while even you know there just wasn't that and I thought I felt it and you know I thought yeah of course I want to pitch better and but you know I did figure out way to get through five I got after people and uh you hopefully build off with this how happy were you how happy were you with yourself to be able to push that first the side and kind of reset and finish the way that you did yeah I mean that's what I'm supposed to do um but yeah the first thing was a bad start so uh but yeah we were able to and then you know able to kind of stop there and uh the offense was great Bullpen did a really nice job when they came in and U it you know it was a gutsy win by us and um try to bid off this and win another one tomorrow when the first inning goes the way that it goes is that something you can feel in the bullpen before the game or is that something as it's happening no no you never feel that going in um so yeah you mean what happened happened um um and you know you just got you try to hold them there um and keep us in the game and give us a chance so