no one shows up for me no one they got the calls I know they got the calls but no one showed up my mother my father no one no one showed up manager friends no one showed up this isn't just alcoholics and [ __ ] this is like [ __ ] arsonists and like child predators and all kind of wild people in this group right and they got people showing up for them and I don't have nobody showing up for me and I show up thinking all right my mom's going to be on there you know my mom will be on and Mia is on the screen he like hi Shia you know and it's like she's prepping a movie she ain't got no [ __ ] time for this you know but she found time and she said hi sh and uh we just smile we have nothing else to say but she saved my [ __ ] life dog like