your neck your shoulder your arms are feeling light as air the muscles in your face are very relaxed there is water flowing through you down your back through your arms your thighs your legs cool and calm you are in a river Kelly and you are floating and and drifting floating and [Music] drifting now think back to a time when you were very happy when you wanted nothing and you needed nothing and you felt safe and loved and it was your wish that this moment would never end and your wish has come [Music] true I beneath the shade of an old walut tree I can still see the flowers blooming around where we met on the of is there anyone with you Kelly yes who Mama Betsy who is bety my friend I could see she wore a plain golden ring on her finger was Goode on the of where's Betsy now she went away why because I heard her what did you do no she really didn't go away you said mom was gone I know honey that's what we thought we didn't know let me go where's your Dolly honey where's Betsy I don't want her she's dead I killed her it's all my fault what is killing what she went away because of Mama and Joe Joe was killed Kelly you tried to stop it but there was nothing you could do that was supposed to happen what was to me well because no you did nothing Kelly mama hates me and and Peter hurt me all because I said no I don't want to Kelly you in the river Kelly you are floating and you are drifting cool and calm hello sopia I'm with Kelly you must come over right away I need you here