how about that it's when I met Meg uh I was here as far as career thing and she was here and then it just went like that and which you know I tried to be a big person and tell myself that didn't bother me but you know every people are human and uh you know she was ascending as as I was went into rehab and having you know where if I just explained and I feel really great Meg is really such a a great sweet person and really talented and deserved all her success I don't regret anything about my marriage uh to mag