You know what you did last night?, Living with liver disease

[Music] hey guys it's September the 4th 2024 and I hope everybody's having a wonderful day so far today I don't know if you can hear my voice but I am like I am exhausted today like really really tired uh it just been a really long day all the stress with my kids and everything lately it's just I mean it's is finally getting to me and uh my youngest son thank you so much to everybody for all the well wishes and all that stuff and all the prayers I really do appreciate it I I took my youngest son back to the doctor again this morning and um the swelling is yet to go down in his eye uh it still looks the same and uh when we were at the doctor the other day uh at the hospital he said if it's not down within 48 to 72 hours you need to go ahead and bring him back back so I took him to our pediatrician you know one that all three of our children have been going to the same doctor that you know was there for all the birds of my children and um uh him and the other doctor in the office took a look at it and uh they said that they agreed with the doctor at or the doctors at the Children's Hospital that it is a viral conjunctivitis but uh he said that he's worried that there might be a little bit of cellulitis in his eye um so they went ahead and prescribed him an antibiotic um they put him on Aug penon as well just like my oldest son was on and uh I already know it's going to wreck his stomach so I'm going to make sure that when I give him his medication that I give him to it with food and all that stuff but I just really want to you know we wanted to make sure that uh you know that we were on top of it and doing everything that we can for him is his eye and the last thing I want to happened is something to affect my son's Vision um you know he's only 10 years old and uh you know the last thing I want is for him to have impaired Vision or something like that later on in life because of this incident so you know we just I went ahead and just took him back to the doctor again this morning just to see and uh you know that's three times this week already we went to the Urgent Care on Monday and then the hospital and then I took him back to the doctor this morning but anyway it seems like um hopefully this antibiotic is going to help him out so we'll see and I'm praying that everything works out but it's just you know I'm just I'm just tired and stressed out right now and you know like I was saying the other day you know these are the times that can be tough especially when a whole bunch of stuff just starts coming together and it just feels like the whole world's starting to just fall in on you it can be really hard uh you know to remain sober and not think about about it um and I haven't really thought about it today uh you know more than anything I'm just I'm just tired today I just I really have not thought about drinking um you know I was just talking to my mother-in-law just a few minutes ago because uh I had my youngest son home all day today I took him to the doctor and then I my mother-in-law picked up my oldest son from school and uh I met her at the end of our driveway um and and got my oldest son from her and we were just walking uh this afternoon and um she was talking about she watches my my videos too and she you know she was talking about you know how she watched a video from the other day and you know how stressed out that I am and all that stuff and you know the fact that you know these are the times when I really do start to think about drinking and um you know it's it's tough to not think about it and and to push thoughts out of the back of your head but at the end of the day um I'm not going to go back to it I'm not going to go back to that life you know as as tempting as it can be uh I'm just not tempted to uh you know to to throw that match in that can of gasoline I I just don't want to deal with the repercussions that come along with it I just don't and you know more than anything else is you know like I said the other day drinking is not going to solve my problems it's it's not going to fix anything is just going to make everything get worse for me and I like I said I just don't want to go back to that um on another note uh sorry that I just talked about that for four and a half minutes but on another note um I was contacted by a podcaster this morning uh I was sitting in the doctor's office when I received a message from him and uh he hit me up on my Instagram page and asked me if I'd be interested in uh coming on his podcast and tell him my story on there and uh I told him absolutely so um we uh we we chatted back and forth for a few minutes on Instagram and then I told him you know I'll I'll get with you after I get out of the doctor's office and when we got back home I sent him a message that said I'm back and uh he asked me if I was okay with doing a zoom after that and I said yeah so uh I hopped on a zoom with him and we talked briefly um I'm not going to say the name of the podcast yet uh I just I I don't want to say anything unless in case something falls through or you just never know what might happen so um I'll let you guys know when we actually do the interview and um I go on his podcast he he his podcast is on YouTube as well but he also has his podcast on Spotify and a bunch of other platforms um but I just I just don't want to say who it is uh quite yet just until I'm actually on the podcast and we've actually done the talk uh but the one thing um that I did do uh in our conversation today uh he asked me if I had a microphone um you know I guess he's really uh big on the audio because he does a podcast and I told him I didn't have I I've got those little like like Bluetooth microphones but they're not like the quality is just garbage and I used them like two times and it was just trash so I've never used them again but I went ahead today and ordered myself a professional microphone microphone stand uh and all the little gimmicks that come along with it so I'm going to start using a microphone on uh while I do the show um after I get this in it's supposed to be here on Friday uh so I will start using a microphone and and hopefully I can get the quality of the audio a little bit better um because one of the things I do want to do with this uh with this channel is I I want take the the video and then just extrapolate the audio from it and I want to start posting the uh audio in a podcast form onto Spotify and a couple other platforms um because I know not everyone has uh like YouTube premium um I have YouTube premium and the reason I do is there's a lot of reasons why I do um but one of them is is because uh I can listen to shows uh you know with the phone with the screen turned off on the phone you know if you have YouTube If you don't have premium you know when you got to turn off the screen or whatever like that or you know you're on your your tablet or whatever it may be uh if you close out the screen you can't hear anything anymore it stops the video but when you have YouTube premium um it's one of the things I really enjoy about it is that you can have the screen turned off and you can be listening to any YouTube video like a podcast and like I said I know not everybody has that so I really want to be able to turn just take the the audio from each one of these videos and upload it to like I said Spotify and a couple of other of um you know streaming platforms for podcast so that you guys could can listen to these uh episodes uh you know on the go um which is something that I I really enjoy doing um especially like when you're doing the dishes or you know just monotonous work you know it's boring and you just want to have something to listen to while you're doing you know something over and over again uh especially you know like cooking or cleaning or anything like that and I want to be able to take the show and have it up on those platforms for you guys so having this new microphone um I think is really going to help improve the audio on these and uh I'll be using it uh from now on in all the uh in all the videos after I get it I'm going to have to Tinker with it a little bit to figure it out but once I get it all figured out uh the the the audio quality on on this channel is going to improve dramatically so uh I'm really excited about that um and I hope you guys enjoy the audio um that it's going to be a heck of a lot better uh because currently right now I'm not using a high quality microphone or anything like that I just I just think it's really going to help uh improve the the the shows a little bit better um but with all that said and now we're at like N9 minutes of me just rambling on talking about all this other stuff um what I wanted to talk about today is uh you know one of the things that you know we don't have to worry about anymore after we get sober and that is the embarrassing things that we do when we're intoxicated and I'm sure there's a lot of you out there who can relate to what I'm going be talking about you know there were so many nights back in the day and I've spoken about this before but there were so many nights when I would go out and get completely trash and wake up the next morning and I would I blacked out I had no uh memory of what had happened the night before and um you know there were so many mornings I would wake up and uh you know I would next thing you know I would get a phone call or a text message and I would answer my phone or answer the text message and it would be do you remember what you did last night and I cannot tell you guys how many times I got a text text message or a phone call like that uh it more than I would like to talk about honestly um because I used to really act the fool when I used to drink and I was always blackout drunk and I just had absolutely no memory of what had happened the night before and you know I would get that phone call that text message and then you know if it was a text message I'd call them right back and you know the first thing is I'm just interrogating them what happened what happened tell me what happened and the anxiety that would come along with that uh you know as I heard what I had done the night before and that feeling of Shame embarrassment guilt just I would be so embarrassed of my actions the next day and you know the thing is like I could sit here all day long and tell you guys story after story after Story of things that I did back in the past uh but I I really did I really was that guy back then um I was the guy that would get up on top of the bar and take his shirt off and start swinging it around or you know get into a fight with somebody and that used to happen all the time too I can't tell you how many times I got got into a fight with someone at the bar or almost gotten into a fight with someone at the bar you know the thing is that it never went far you know and more than anything it just be like shoving each other or something like that but you know there was just always this I don't know why but I always you know if somebody looked at me strange or I just didn't like the way that somebody spoke to me or something I would always have to snap back at them and you know looking at it looking back at it now uh you know cuz I'm not that type of person by any means and I think that I was you know really trying to um I was trying to pretend like I was somebody that I wasn't and I I I think that I thought back then that being that type of person um was cool I thought people would look up to me because I acted that way I thought that people would respect me more if I acted like that and that's not the case at all you know if anything people thought I was just a drunk and an idiot and you know I was I really was an idiot back then I did so many things so many regretful things so many embarrassing things Ian I just I don't even know where I would even start to start telling stories about that stuff I have so many things that I'm that I regret from back then um you know and I never did anything that was like really really bad uh you know it was just really embarrassing stuff and I've talked about this on here before but I used to take off my clothes all the time uh you know if I was at somebody's house and they had a pool I would just strip naked and jump in the pool or I used to run down the street naked all the time I'd streak down the street and you I did that a lot I'm surprised I never gotten arrested for that uh at one time I got naked it was like 4 or 5:00 in the afternoon and you know in the middle of like the busiest traffic that we have here I was in I was on the side of a four-lane highway I lived in a one-bedroom apartment on the side of this four-lane highway and uh we had been drinking all day I was young I was like 16 or 17 years old and and I've been I've lived on my own for a long time but uh I was you know hanging out in my apartment with a bunch of my friends and had gotten really really drunk that day and everybody started cuz they knew that I was the type of guy that if they dared to do something that I would do it so everybody started daring me to run naked down the road and I've told I've told the story before but I'll tell it again and you know I was like I'll do it I'll do it and I was like like y'all show me how much money you have and people started putting money on the on the trunk of this car and there was quarters all over people were putting money on top of I can't remember how much money it was it might have been like 50 bucks or something I I just don't remember and they told me you know strip down naked run all the way down to this one building down here and it was probably I don't know maybe an eighth of a mile down the road or maybe even further and they told me to run down there and then get all the way to that spot and then come back and I would get the cash and um I did it I took off all my clothes except for my tennis shoes and ran down the middle of a suicide Lane in a four-lane Highway uh in the middle of like afterwork traffic and when I say that the traffic gets crazy after cuz it's at the there is a nuclear plant out here close to where I live and um there's you know back then I think there was like 20 4,000 employees out there and when you know 4 or 5:00 in the afternoon they everybody gets off work and there are so many people leaving that place in the afternoon and here I am running butt naked in the suicide Lane uh in the middle of that kind of traffic and when I got back to the guys um you know I said give me my money and they gave me the money and then I'll never forget them telling me put your clothes back on and I wouldn't do it I was running around my friends butt naked on the side of and we're still on the side of the road uh there's still traffic coming by I'm in right in front of my apartment and uh they kept telling me put your clothes on man and I wouldn't do it you know I'm running around uh you know shaking my butt in front of everybody just acting like a crazy lunatic um I'm so lucky I didn't go to jail that day and you know meanwhile these people are telling me put your clothes back home and I wouldn't do it you know I just kept acting like that and then I woke up the next morning and I remember thinking to myself like what in the world did I do last night why did I do that or yesterday afternoon and things like that used to happen to me all the time all the time I can't tell you guys how many times I've woken up in the morning and just went what in the world was I thinking last night I got so drunk one time at work uh I had to go in it was my day off as a matter of fact but they wanted to have like this is when I worked at that private club and um I had to go in on my day off because there was a party that day and they wanted to rent the club out for a party on our day off and I was the one that got you know I had to come in to do it and I went in with like two of my other guys and my boss wasn't there that day it was just basically just me and all the employees well that was a free pass for me first of all I'm in there on my day off and then second of all um my boss wasn't there there was nobody there to uh to watch me or to tell me you can't do that so before I even went to work that day I got intoxicated before I even went in and I actually had somebody come pick me up I went to work and um was just super drunk at work that day and kept drinking and I'll never forget I had we had one of those like little uh it was a little cooler I don't know maybe like 3 ft wide it's like a little sandwich cooler and you could lift up the led to it and you put these pans down inside of it we call them pizza pans but there weren't any pans inside of there that day but you could reach down all the way into the cooler when there's no pans on top and I had brought in a whole case of beer and had a bottle of Fireball down inside of there and I had taken uh the hotel pans and and shoved them down inside there and filled them up with ice and I had all my beer sitting inside of this cooler and the ball of Fireball in there as well and then the servers were coming back to the kitchen and the whole time I'm just back there just cracking beers and then putting them back down in there and they were all watching me do it and I just didn't care I had not a care in the world I should have lost my job that day um because my boss did find out about it um I did get reprimanded for doing it but uh you know I just say hey I was in here on my day off and you know that kind of nonsense and I got away with it but I got so drunk that night uh that I just picked something up and I threw it and when I did I wasn't paying attention I threw it like over my shoulder like that and I busted out the window um in the kitchen which was right in the front of the building that you could see from the street and like the the place that I worked at was an old mansion a huge mansion at that it was like five stories tall including the basement and this window was right there uh you could see it from the street and uh it was an eyes sore I broke the whole window out um it was one of those old windows too you know it's like the there's Pains of glass like it's not one big piece of glass with fake panes it was actually each little square was its own window pane but when I threw uh it was actually a knife sharpener um a honing steel I had thrown that honing steel over my shoulder and when it went over my shoulder it hit that window and broke out the whole entire frame and busted the whole window out and um there it is the whole window's broken out and people could see it from the road and we were getting phone calls from the members calling they're going why is this window broken out cuz it was really uh like a big time eyesore everybody could see it especially from the main road and um you know it was because I was intoxicated and I wasn't thinking and I broke the whole window out and like I said I'm lucky I didn't lose my job that day because of that but those those are the kinds of things I used to do all the time and I'm sure that there's some people out there that can relate to what I'm talking about that anxiety that comes along with you know doing ridiculous things when we're intoxicated and then we don't remember what we did and then when somebody tells us about it uh it just brings on so much anxiety because there's just nothing worse than somebody telling you something you did the night before and you have absolutely no no recollection of what have happened none it's a really scary thing to go through because you're thinking to yourself did that really happen are they are they pulling my leg or or did it and then next thing you know somebody else comes in and says yeah that actually did happen last night and you know that feeling in your gut uh you know it's almost like when you have to get up in front of a whole bunch of people and speak and I'm sure everybody out there has had to do some form of public speaking at some point in their life and especially when you haven't you don't have a lot of experience public speaking and you've got to get up in front of a big crowd of people and talk you get the that like feeling of like a thousand butterflies in your stomach and you just feel like you're going to get sick and I used to get that feeling all the time when people would tell me what had happened the night before because you know one I knew I was crazy when I would drink and two I had absolutely no uh memory of it and I knew that I was capable of doing those things so it wasn't like uh it was far-fetched it's not like this is the first time it had happened or uh you know what they were saying was was totally out of my realm because it wasn't uh these are things that used to happen to me all the time and things that I would do and uh I walked around with this constant anxiety thinking about all the things that I done when I was intoxicated you know and I would be really worried that I'd bump into somebody that you know that I you yelled at or screamed at or somebody I'd done something ridiculous to the night before because I used to play a lot of pranks on people too and I would really do some like just uncalled for pranks when I was drinking to people and um I don't know I don't even know why I wanted to talk about this today but I just felt like I needed to come on here and just talk about you know another one of the reasons why when we quit drinking we don't have to worry about that type of stuff anymore we don't have to worry about you know showing our you know what in public and then dealing with that anxiety because we can't remember what happened because that stuff used to I went to my boss's house one time my uh this was not when I worked at the private club I was working for a corporate restaurant chain during this period of time and uh my area director decided that he wanted us to come over to his house for a football party so he invited all the managers to come over and I went to his house and um I actually brought my wife I brought my brother and uh cuz he said you know bring a guest or two with you if you want and my brother had just gotten out of the military and I asked him do you want to come to my boss's house with me for this party and he said yeah and um it was a Gamecocks game that we were going up there to watch we were basically going to watch the football game and party at the same time it was a tailgate party is what what he called it and uh you know I showed up at the party first off and I had my face painted one side of my face was painted black the other side of my face was painted red straight down the middle and um yeah I was my arms were painted I I just showed up to the party first of all already intoxicated when I got there and then I I looked completely ridiculous everybody else show up to the party you know they're just wearing like a Gamecock t-shirt or something and here I show up my whole face is painted my neck's painted my hands my arms are painted I mean I just showed up ready to go and I just really showed my I really showed that side of myself that night and um my boss was not happy with me for a very long time after that night because I acted so ridiculous I had borrowed one of those uh pop-up shelters that you can open up it's like a 10x10 instant shelter uh from my next nextdoor neighbor and um you know this is back when those things this is back in the early 2000s and when those things first came out you know they were like 35400 bucks for one of those and that was a lot of money back then and I borred it from my nextdoor neighbor it was brand new and I asked him can I borrow that and you know use it for this tailgate party and my boss lived on Lake Murray up in Lexington South Carolina had a very beautiful house on the lake it was an old farmhouse from like the eight like late 1800s really pretty place and I took that uh that canopy up there with me and I got so drunk that night that I went to take it down and I broke it because I I had no patience and um I was trying to put it down and I had other people my brother who he had gotten intoxicated and speaking of that I'll tell you another quick one about that one but he was intoxicated and we were trying to bring the canopy back down and I was so impatient and pushing and I actually do remember this part I blacked out from us at night but I remember us trying to take that canopy down and I broke it and I'm the one that broke it so I had to go to my next door neighbor after we got back into town the next day and we got back in town that night but the next day I had to go over there and say hey man I broke your uh canopy and I'm about to go buy you a new one and I had to go to Lowe's that morning and buy him a brand new one I remember it was like 350 bucks for me to buy that for him and I got to keep the broken one and I gave him a brand new one and uh I tried fixing that canopy as a matter of fact um because I spent so much money on buying him a new one you know I wanted to try to fix this one so at least I could keep it for myself and I could use it and um the bars that were in the top of were made out of metal and um I was trying to drill a hole through the metal through the metal like piping so I could make do a connection bar I was going to run screws through it with some washers and stuff and I was going to put another piece of metal on the outside of it and then drill the holes through and then kind of bring them together and then bolt that together and I was hoping that that it would hold the whole thing back up again but mebe and me I've been drinking that morning when I was trying to fix it I'll never forget this it was a Saturday morning I was off that weekend I was trying to repair that canopy cuz we were actually going to use it for something that weekend I was holding the metal bar in my hand and um I don't know if you can see it still now or not but um I don't know right here I I don't think you can see it anymore but right there in my arm I was holding uh that metal bar and I was trying to drill a hole through it and I've been drinking that morning and was not thinking and as I'm pushing on the drill it popped through that metal bar and the drill went right into my arm like right into my arm and it went like that deep into my arm and I was in the garage my wife was actually in our bathroom taking a bath cuz we were like I said we were going somewhere that day so she's in the bathroom trying to get ready and I was out in the garage with the door closed and when that drill went into my arm uh I I remember looking I was in shock and I looked and this drill bit is like deep in my wrist and I didn't know what to do so that my first reaction was I hit the reverse button on the drill and backed the drill up out of my arm and as soon as that drill bit came out of my arm blood just started squirting out of my arm and every time my heart would beat I hit like the artery in there and every time my my heart would beat the blood would literally squirt out like streams of blood were coming out every time my heart beat and um there was blood everywhere it I was covered in blood I I was trying to stop it and the blood was squirting all over me and I didn't want to walk in the house cuz I didn't want to get blood all over cuz we had like almost White carpet in her house I just did not want to walk in there with all this PL I could not stop the bleeding so I was laying in the garage I kept screaming for my wife and I'd opened up the garage door and I'm screaming into the house and asking her to please come out there and help me and she couldn't hear me she was in the bathroom with the bathroom fan on and the bathtub running and I laid there on the back on the garage floor and and bled out and passed out on the garage floor and when I came to my wife was standing over top of me and I was laying in a complete puddle of blood I mean I was completely surrounded by Blood laying on the on the garage floor and um my wife was like freaking out and she cuz she didn't know what was going on all she knew was I was laying on the floor unconscious surrounded by Blood just laying in a pool of blood she finally woke me up and I I told her what happened and we wrapped it up with a towel and I told her I was screaming for you and she's like I was in the bathtub I didn't hear you so she had to take me to the hospital and we were supposed to go do something that day and um actually that whole weekend we were supposed to be going on a camping trip with some friends of ours and instead of going on that camping trip uh I spent the day in the hospital and they had to give me stitches and look at that and make sure that my artery wasn't damaged and uh it was just a big mess and it ended up costing me like 1,500 bucks um you know Ju and and like I said I was drinking that morning and not thinking and then ran the drill and it popped right through that piece of metal if I wasn't drinking I would have never have done that I would have put the piece of metal down on something and drilled through it but instead I was rushing and I was drunk and it popped right through into my wrist but like I was saying about that night um uh my brother was there with me and another one of my front of the house managers was there and my brother and that guy uh dared um well they I we had a dare to see if they could chug a whole 20o solo cup of Jack Daniels and um I tried with them we poured three Solo cups full of Jack Daniels that night I tried I could only get like half of it done my brother and that other guy chugged a whole 20 o Solo cup of Jack Daniels in one sitting like turned it up and swallowed it and you have no idea how angry my wife was at me after that night and I'm talking about for a long time because between my brother myself and my front of the house manager I mean we really showed out that night we were all so drunk uh we went to drive home that night and my wife had to keep pulling over cuz my brother and the other guy had to keep throwing up so we had to pull over on the side of the interstate and they would puke we'd get another 5 minutes down the road and next thing you know was we need to stop again cuz he had to puke and it was just a whole ordeal my boss was angry at me from that night my wife was angry at me from that night it I it just another one of those things you know that used to happen to me all the time I embarrassed myself so many times guys I just can't even begin to explain to you how many times I embarrassed myself like that you know and one of the worst things about it is that everybody in my town knew me as the drunk everybody knew that about me everybody knew I was the crazy guy and if they and a lot of times too when people saw me coming they would leave cuz they just didn't want to deal with the drama that I brought along behind me everywhere I went it was drama and and just I just couldn't control myself and I don't know if it was like I was doing it intentionally because I wanted people to think I was this crazy person and that was the Persona I was trying to put off to people I don't know I mean deep down side I think probably that was the case because that was the exact opposite of who I really am I'm not that loud crazy person like that I am a really quiet person and I don't like causing problems I don't like drama I I steer the complete opposite way from drama if there is any drama I I just walk away from it I do not want to be involved didn't I was be I had become the complete opposite of who I really am deep down the side and I really thought that that that's what people wanted I thought people wanted to see that person I thought people wanted to hang around with that guy and now looking back I realized that nobody liked that [Music] person nobody did I lost all of my friends each and every single one of them they all went away nobody could deal with me anymore you know I still have a couple of my friends from back in the day but even though those guys uh you know they still talk tell me stories about things that I did back in the day that I have no recollection of and sometimes you know I just don't want to hear it anymore you know it's just it's like that those days are over with and I don't want to talk about that anymore you know I come on here and I talk about it every day with you guys because I want to and I want to share these stories with you guys let you know that you're not alone that I've done all that stuff too and probably 10 times worse point of today's video is that you know we finally sto drinking or remove the substance whatever it may be uh you know we don't have to worry about those embarrassing moments anymore we don't have to worry about waking up the next morning getting that phone call that dreaded phone call do you remember what you did last night because I promise you guys I got that phone call at least three or four times a week and it really did it brought me so much anxiety that it would make me sick to my stomach and I would throw up when I would get those phone calls in the morning and you know the first thing I would answer the phone hey man do you remember what you did last night I would get really upset I I got to call you back and I would go straight to the bathroom throw up and I'd have to get myself together before I could you know continue to have that conversation because I didn't want to hear it and I was so afraid of what they were going to tell me because like I said I had no recollection I blacked out every single day I'm so glad I don't have to worry about that anymore and for all of you all out there who have stopped drinking or you're trying to right now just think about all that stuff you don't have to worry about anymore you don't have to worry about getting those phone calls ever again you don't have to worry about waking up in the morning to a text message that says do you remember what you did last night or a picture of you they've sent to you or somebody's blackmailing you with something that you did the night before because that kind of stuff happens you know it's it's one of those things not talked about very often but it does you know you go out the night before and you might have somebody that you thought was your friend and next thing you know they've been taking pictures of you of things that you did the night before that you know you don't want other people to see and you weren't in the right state of mind and next thing you know they're like hey I'm going to show people this if you know XYZ that kind of stuff does happen I've seen it happen I've had it happen to me and uh I'm just so glad I don't have to worry about that anymore and for each and every single one of you out there that have quit or trying to quit right now it's just another reason why to be so happy that we don't have to worry about that anymore CU it really is one of the most one of the most stress inducing things I have ever dealt with in my life because I had no recollection and I've said this before a bunch of times people used to tell me that I did some of the most foul things and I would think it was true until they would go gotcha I was just kidding and uh man I would get so upset at people because I really for a second really thought that I did because I did not remember but anyway guys I need to go ahead and get out of here uh the batter is about to die on my camera here so I'm going to go ahead and hop off thank you so much for watching today I really do appreciate it and uh once again just another one of those things we don't ever have to worry about it anymore is the uh do you remember what you did last night so guys I will see each and every single one of you tomorrow I love y'all so much and until tomorrow I will see y'all then yall have a great rest of your day [Music]