this season on The Bachelorette I'm so excited and I'm so ready to find love I feel hopeful that I can find someone who supports me who understands me who values me someone who makes me feel like the best version of me what you and I have to me feels so special Jen is truly a woman of a man's dreams you know she's beautiful she's kind she's intelligent I've been doing nothing but Falling in Love With You from the first time that we had a conversation hi oh my God I feel so seen by you and I feel like you're someone who gets me and that's not an easy feeling to come by I'm falling in love with you Jen and I can see myself being with you for the rest of my life I feel very close to you even in moments where I don't feel like I know myself I feel like I'm able to find that because of you I'm falling for you and I'm not afraid to say it I just feel so hopeful for what's coming at the end of this what could go wrong what is going on what is he doing me oh my God I can't I can't do this this morning someone from my past to all the way here he wants to be with me and he wants to join this journey oh God here we go you stand no chance you're part of the past and I think you need to go back to the past I've dated a lot of toxic men in my past so I am nervous that history will repeat itself I just don't want to choose the wrong person again I'm not going to name names but all the guys aren't here for the right reasons you can't drop something like that not tell I won't name a name it's for you to figure out I've made the wrong decisions in the past and I know what a wrong decision feels like and I'm not going to do that Jen I'm already falling in love with you bro you don't know about love you're a kid you think you're ready for an engagement honest how is your emotional challeng it's ready for an engagement Sam is probably one of the most conniving people in this house everything he says it's calculated I love you but why me how can you love me you don't really know me Devin has Twisted into his little Web of Lies she doesn't want to be with a boy I don't think I'm a boy this is all a show to you bro I don't give about what you guys think shut the up everywh one maybe it's not in the cards for me to find somebody I feel like I'm not good enough I also see a future in which I end up alone I don't like being vulnerable I feel like it's right to let them in on who I really am I don't know how to be in a healthy relationship I don't know how to be what you need me to be yeah it's the right [Music] choice just feel like my whole life been chasing the wrong people wrong feelings I felt like I couldn't be myself I'm done letting men dictate my relationships no Bachelorette has ever done this before you sure you want to do this I have to choose myself mhm what I'm about to do today is something that I never thought that I would ever do starting this journey I I know what I want I know what I deserve and I have to do what's right for me