um being a black man and uh and the perception of us um in America is that we've already we're guilty of a crime they put my father in jail for $25 worth of illegal substance they put him in jail for 7 years wow when they put him in jail however what we what do we do as a family I said I I told my Pops I I can't come see you cuz I see you as a king me but I wrote him I wrote him a letter I said hey you know things have gotten good for me when you get out I'll save your life and he's been living with me for 20 years now same house let me down down let me down let me down down let me down down let me down if you want to go then I'll be so lonely if you leaving Baby Let Me Slowly if you want to go then I'll be soon