I think the moments that I was getting in trouble was when I would try to be like other people yeah because it was trendy or it's like you could see that yeah people liked it and then I would try to be sort of carbon and and I wouldn't fully try but subliminally I was like oh well they're responding to that you know let me try the move like that and that's never a good way to enter you know creatively because it's not you [Music]