it was such a thing that defined you as a young actress your ability to I mean it just speaking as somebody who was older and less experienced but kind of appear as you were doing my so-called life and working with directors like Scott weinert who would who you were working with concurrently and they would talk about how you would you would get to an emotional place and then you you want you couldn't turn it off and that it was you were so emotionally available that it was really just a process of reigning you back in at all times because you could just go right off a cliff when it's like hang on hang on we're just reading it you know um so it's like a Hallmark of your work that you just have this big open heart that's that translates that's very kind and yeah and I think actually when I did Romeo and Juliet with baz luhrmann he helped me understand that it is an act of imagination it's an exercise