Haley I'm so sorry I know I wasn't there for your first guitar idle didn't walk you down the aisle missed the birth of your first child your first podcast looking down sweetie I'm so proud of how you turned out sorry that I chose and put them up you sorry that I didn't love you enough to give them up I love you more than a pill looking up to the ceiling from this floor under somebody save me me from my S has been so long living in hell